JAMAL 𝗣𝗢𝗩
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in the team bus i finish the quick insta post after we won the third bundesliga game against kiel.

during the rest of the bus ride alphonso,leroy  & kingsley and i are having random deep conversations.

YERIM 𝗣𝗢𝗩
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as i scroll through insta i accidentally refresh and suddenly see that jay posted something, of course i get curious and go on his profile to see what he posted then my confusion just rises up.

he posted a picture of jamal musiala?

as I read the caption my confusion just grows cause why would he post a picture of him with a caption as if he just played except if he's for real musiala but that would be like a 0,1% chance.

in an instant everything jay or let's say jamal said makes sense. musiala grew up in england, he has nigerian and german roots to not make it obvious he let the polish out and he told
me he has a sister and younger brother.

now i was debating if I should text him or wait for him to text me and how should I act now cause to be honest im just confused right now.

JAMAL 𝗣𝗢𝗩
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i wake up slowly as i hear my alarm clock going off. the first thing i do like always is going on my phone. huh, why do i have so many instagram notifications didn't i disable them on my @jamalmusiala10 that's when i realize.

im such an idiot. i posted the picture of yesterday's match on my undercover account and overnight fans found it. my mind immediately wanders to yerim, i immediately check if she texted me or anything but she didn't.

I don't know if this should make me feel relived or should concern me more. i can't help but text her because something definitely changed now between us.

as i open our chat and click on the keyboard my mind goes blank, no matter what i text here it sounds so weird and feels awkward.

hi yerim

through the day i wait for a response but I never get one. after i come back to my house from playing basketball with my little brother i see that yerim left my message on read what isn't a really good sign.

so i text my friends to rant and for help.

author's note: short chapter cause gündoğan isn't going to play for the dfb anymore 💔💔💔☹️☹️☹️☹️💔💔☹️☹️💔☹️☹️💔☹️☹️☹️💔

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