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"despite my repeated requests, you continue to disregard me". the pinkette who was seated on the bed infuriated him.

jaemin says, "that call...," in a fragile, as if about to crumble voice.

he exclaimed, "fuck that call!" and threw the phone across the room in anger.

jaemin gave his husband a quick glance before saying, "thank you... " despite his hesitation.

"what for?"

he mumbled, "for saying all that."

"that man is so fucking irritating that you don't even know what he did, so no, i didn't say that for you idiot! and i won't put up with it if you don't follow my instructions", he grinned disgustedly and rolled his eyes.

jaemin came closer to the other man while saying, "j-jeno..."

he gave the other one a look that was both sad and feeble. he appeared to be really terrified after hearing all that from mr yoo. jeno saw that jaemin appeared worried. he paused for a little moment before leaving the space.

he quavered gently, "i'm sorry".

jeno was unable to bear to watch his husband in that condition. of course, jaemin doesn't remember him, but the fact that they were together and that jeno always protected him from others hurt him. the friend he protected the most is now reluctant to trust jeno.

after giving the pink-haired boy a noncommittal glance, jeno left the room without responding.

to help him feel a little better, the ravenette recalled the past. the memories always make him feel at ease, yet he finds it difficult to control his feelings whenever he meets jaemin. jeno is once more engrossed in his most beautiful memories from the past.

winters always felt so cold but cosy, and it was bitterly cold outdoors. as usual, the two lads are at jeno's house. jaemin always heads over to jeno's house as soon as they get home from school.

the pink-haired boy sat next to jeno in silence. he was merely whining and moping as the other one gave him a suspicious glare.

"nana?.."

the pinkette turned away with a pout on his face, filling his cheeks with air. He had a funny, angry expression that made the ravenette chuckle.

"i hate school! i don't even have any friends it's boring... my classmates were talking about their girlfriend and boyfriend i was so annoyed!" the younger boy said fuming. "you must be popular in your class! everyone wants to be friends with you unlike me! i hate you and my classmates!"

jeno laughed at the small boy who looked adorable, "i maybe popular but they aren't closer to me like you".

"but i saw you with that black hair girl all the time!" the pinkette says frowning.

"she's just a friend nana", the other one says calmly.

"is it boring with me?... when he attempted to speak, his words stuttered as he buried his face in embarrassment. "you must not like to be with me since i'm just a kid... you always say that".

"hey baby who said it's boring with you? i wait for the school to end so that i can meet you nana, everything feels so much better with you... i love to be with you, your age doesn't matter cutie, you're different from others that's why i like you the most". jeno's words made the pinkette feel so much better. jaemin wanted to hug the raven haired boy but he hesitated to do so.

the pink-haired boy gave his friend a noncommittal look while turning his attention to jeno who smiled warmly at him, assuring him that everything is alright. his teary eyes twinkled. jaemin tries to retain a natural-looking face to disguise his true melancholy expression, but he consistently fails. when he turned this way, jeno always sensed something wasn't right, and today he's already upset about his school, so it's clear that jaemin wants to cry. usually, he begins to cry and expresses how awful he felt while simultaneously pleading with no one to see him cry.

"jaemin?..." the other one asked as his face turned into a concerning look.

 
"don't be close to anyone you're only mine!", he looked away. cheeks turning pink from both embarrassment and shyness. little pearl like tears rolled down rapidly from his eyes.

the other boy set aside all of his thoughts and embraced the young child in the most cosy manner. Jaemin pleaded on the ravenette's shoulder as he sobbed. "b-be my boyfriend!.. i-i want ... to tell my friends about you!.. a-and .. i won't let you go to ... anyone else! you are j-just mine... jeno grinned as he tightened the hold on the crying boy and said, "i'm solely yours, jaemin," to the boy's lovely whimpers.

jeno laughed and pulled away from the young kid, asking, "So are you not going to kiss your boyfriend?"

in reaction, jaemin flushed and bent his face to cover his reddened cheeks. the youngster appeared to be an actual angel; his smooth, white cheeks had a reddish hue, and he grinned timidly. he gave the boy in front of him a quick glance, eyes glistened with excitement but his heart was beating faster and faster every second. jaemin then prodded the elder boy's lips to give him a peck. after only a moment of staring at his little angel, jeno felt jaemin's soft plump lips brush up against his, jeno's heart was racing, he couldn't believe his eyes. he finally felt how gentle, how fluffy those thin cupid's bow felt against his plump heart shaped lips. he was also able to smell the fragrance of his cherry lip balm which almost made him lost in the scent of fresh cherries. jeno recently brought that for the pinkette as his lips were chapped due to the cold. jaemin literally came from a dream, and those seconds were exactly like a dream.

in spite of the pinkette's increased flushing when jaemin withdrew from jeno, his smile did not at all wane. the two stared at their reddened faces and giggled quietly at one another.

jeno took a quick look at the picture of little jaemin. the sole picture he has in a diary, which he took from his mom's phone while the younger one was reading a book. looking at the pinkette, he murmured, "how sweet the past was."

"when i was around, you never felt insecure about anything, but now you won't even cry to me." the boy understood jaemin's distress.

meanwhile jaemin was on the edge of tears while recalling everything from the other side. he felt awful and was embarrassed to even meet jeno because he was never kind to him. jaemin started crying as he imagined mr yoo. he feared that jeno must be like his pals since he wouldn't welcome such undesirable individuals into his home otherwise. what makes him even date karina? she doesn't look any different. the only thing the ravenette did to console the pinkette was to defend him by speaking out harshly against mr yoo and karina.

jaemin has no idea that the person he is living with was the closest to him. the person he relied on the most and who he loved the most, but the poor boy had forgotten everything after seven years. he doesn't even know the name of his childhood closest friend or what he looks like.

even admitting their friendship to jaemin was impossible for jeno. how could he when he made every effort to put him behind him and move on. to further divert himself, he even began dating karina, but it didn't work either, and now that jaemin is there in front of him, it hurts so much.

jeno finds it difficult to reconcile falling in love with jaemin again shortly after meeting him. but the pinkette only wanted money, how did he get so avaricious? however, the ravenette is aware that jeno actually despises the fact that jaemin never had anything and never truly had the chance to live a happy life like others. the ravenette felt bad for the young boy but was powerless to help him. jeno wanted to hug jaemin since his hurt was so intense. but it doesn't mean he should treat him unfairly. jeno must overlook the fact that the pinkette must be sobbing alone. and on top of that, he still has feelings for jaemin, which are rekindling. somewhere he still loves the boy.

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