Yoohyeon's POV

"Why did you lie to me?"

"Eh?"

"You said that you hit your face because you fell somewhere. Bora told me yesterday that Siyeon and you fought. When were you supposed to tell me?" She sounded hurt. Not angry. Hurt. And it broke my heart into pieces. And I didn't know why!

"Yoohyeon?" she brought me back to reality.

"Yeah?"

"I asked you something."

"What was it? I'm sorry I was daydreaming again."

"I asked you, why did you lie to me?" I thought for a second that I was just thinking about it. But no. It had happened. And Minji sounded so hurt.

"I-i... I didn't want to make you angry. I didn't want you to fight with Siyeon again."

"Even if you hid it from me. I still get mad cause her behaviour towards you isn't nice! I told you to not hide something like that from me! What did she do this time? What did she told you?" she was a little angry. But mostly hurt and sad. Great! Such a nice friendship! You just hurt her more Yoohyeon! I knew I sucked at this. Why couldn't she get it like everyone else did and stay away from me?

"Bora didn't tell you?"

"She did. I just wanted to hear what you have to say about it." She said and sighed heavily.

"I'm sorry unnie. It won't happen again."

"Bora told me that Siyeon said something bad about your mom. She didn't tell me anything else cause Siyeon didn't tell her anything else either. Is everything alright?" She asked softly and held my hand.

"Yeah. It won't happen again." I repeated myself.

"No I don't mean that. I mean with your mom. Is everything alright?"

I just nodded my head.

"Ok. I understand that you don't want to tell me. It's ok." She said smiling. She continued talking about other things then and soon I saw her bright smile again. She wasn't hurt anymore. I promised myself to never lie to her again. At least I would try not to.

We headed to my apartment after some minutes. Minji was blubbering again. Something she used to do when she was nervous or excited. In this case it was probably the first option.

"Will you come to school tomorrow? Or will we talk before we'll go to Jisoo's party?" She asked and looked at her feet. She was nervous for sure.

"Yeah I'll come tomorrow. At school."

"Good. You know I'm asking cause you aren't always at school. So I don't know if you will be tomorrow or not. And we have to go to a party tomorrow night. So I had to know if you are alright, and if you will come and... I'm blubbering again, am I? I'm sorry Yoohyeon-ah." She said softly.

"It's fine unnie." I told her honestly.

"Ok. Goodnight then!" she said excitedly and kissed me on the cheek. It was so spontaneously. I was speechless for a second. She couldn't stop laughing at my frozen state. I smiled shyly in the end and waved at her a goodbye. She was so cute. She blew a kiss to me and a kiss to Pie and then left.

I went inside and when I closed my door, I just stood there, resting myself on the door. I put my hand on my chest and my heart was beating fastly. I also couldn't stop smiling. What was wrong with me? I sure needed some time off of school, again. I checked my messages but Taeyeon unnie hadn't texted me if they needed me or not. And she wouldn't do that. Most of times she tried calling me at work once per month. Or two. She wanted me to go to school. She wanted me to be a good student and not my work to have a bad effect on my grades. And most of times my work only lasted for one or two days. So this time that it took me a week, it would take her a long time to call me to work. Aish! I needed a distraction. Maybe I'll go to the hospital and stay there for the weekend. If Friday's party was going to be good. Cause I was nervous and had a really bad feeling about it. And when I had a bad feeling, I knew I was right. And most of times I was, for real.

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The next morning everything was passing by really slowly. I was nervous and nothing could calm me down. Me and Siyeon had a practice too. And it didn't go well. She was frustrated and she was trying to ignore me too. Great teamwork! And when it was acting class, it was Minji's team, turn to play. She was so good at acting! And her role suited her too. I couldn't keep my eyes off of her. Later on, I was helping Minji in the science project too. It was fun being with her at the same team. She was smart and a really good listener. Bora was mostly funny at our team. But it was alright. We did a great job as always.

"You know Yoo? I think I'll need more help with this. I'll text you to come over my house at the weekend some time." Bora said at the end of class. I smiled and nodded my head. I could had never expected that I would go to Bora's house. It was unbelievable!

But as I was saying, I was nervous. Nothing could distract me and time was passing by really slowly.

"Yoo, are you alright?" Dami asked me. We had our last class and it was maths.

"Yeah I'm fine." I mumbled.

"No you aren't. You are trembling. Why? Who made you like this?"

"No one Bin. Please keep it down. We have 15 more minutes before class ends and I don't want the teacher to scold us now, almost at the end of class!" I whispered at her.

"You are trying to avoid my question. Yoo, I know you. You are nervous. But why? Tell me or you will not leave this classroom. And you know how capable I am!"

"Fine fine! I'll tell you!"

"I-i... I'm going to go to Jisoo's party tonight. With Minji. She asked me to come with her. She didn't want to be the third wheel. You know how Bora unnie and Siyeon ssi are." I told her.

"Oh shit! Yoohyeon-ah, ahm, please calm down. It's just a party. Plus you'll go with Minji, so everything will be fine. Trust me." She tried to calm me down. But I knew that she didn't believe at anything from what she just told me. She knew how nervous I was and how nervous I was with people around me. So nothing of those white lies could calm me down.

"No. It will not be alright. There will be many people. Many students. Everyone hates me. Minji knows so many people. She will ditch me to talk to them. Even if she won't want it. They will come to talk to her. And I'll be all alone. Helpless. Do you understand?" I tried to tell her what was on my mind all day.

"Yeah, I understand. But panicking won't help you either. And I'm sure Minji won't ditch you." I didn't try to talk more about it. It was useless. Dami was right after all. Panicking wouldn't help me. In the end, I was going to be alone and helpless. Like every single day in my life. So it wasn't something new. I took some deep breaths and told Dami that I was alright. I had almost had a panic attack in class! For goodness sake! I was indeed hopeless!

When I went home, I fed Pie and took a hot shower. I needed to calm my body. It was already on fire. But hot water always helped me feel better. Even when my body was burning. It was weird I knew it. I took my time, to think, to calm myself.

When I got out and dressed to some comfortable clothes a text from Minji popped up on my phone. She was telling me the time she was going to come and pick me up. She also suggested me to wear something that she bought me. I didn't want to disappoint her so I just wore something that she had bought me. It was already late in the afternoon. I put some light make up on my face and I was almost ready to leave. Minji hadn't rang my bell yet and I was starting to worry. Of course it was early still. But I was on edge and nothing could calm me down till this party was over.

When Minji rang my bell I flinched cause I was already too anxious and even just the ring on my door made me panic more. I went to opened the door. She was waiting for me with her bright smile on. She had her blonde hair in a tight high ponytail. She had a little heavier make up than mine. She was also wearing a dark red sexy dress. It suited her so much. It showed her beautiful worked out body, her long milky legs and small waist. Me on the other hand, I was wearing a black crop top and black pants. I wasn't in the mood to wear a dress so I just wore this. I was also wearing my lip ring, something that I wasn't usually wearing. Especially at school. I liked that thing on my lips. But... I felt even more like an outsider when I wore it. Minji was staring at me. And especially at my lips.

"Hi! Wow! You wore this! Of all things I bought you, why this one?"

"Hey. Why, you don't like it?"

"I love everything you wear Yooh. It's just... I wasn't expecting that one. I loved more the blue dress we chose together."

"It is exactly what my mood is right now. So... Plus I feel comfortable with it."

"Yeah right." We started walking when she turned to look at me again.

"You are really really beautiful Yoohyeon. You really are. Total black suits you a lot. And I also like that lip ring. It's something really unique!"

"Thanks. You are pretty too unnie." I mumbled shyly. My cheeks were burning and my heart couldn't stop beating rapidly. What were you doing to me Minji?

We then stopped in front of a big black BMW. A man got out and opened the door for us.

"No way..."

"Yes way! Come on!" She said excitedly once again and held my hand guiding me inside the car. I couldn't stop looking at it. I was really shocked. I could never imagine in my life that I would be in a car like that! This was a dream come true!

After some minutes we were at Jisoo's house. We got outside and Minji held my hand guiding me once again. At the door there was a man. Minji told him we were Jisoo's friends and that we were for the party and he let us in. Her house was a big one. With a really beautiful and big garden. Her house was like a palace! What was I doing there? I wasn't like all those people. I didn't belong there...

Minji saw my shocked face but also the sadness in my eyes. She held my hand tighter and smiled at me. I tried to smile back. When we reached the house and went inside, on the door was a short girl with black hair. She was Jisoo. We greeted her and gave her her presents. Minji hugged her and started talking to her for a while and then we went inside. I was feeling out of space. Like every time. But in those places it always got worse. That's why I never showed up to parties. And also, I was feeling so small and useless. I hadn't bought something big or expensive to Jisoo. I couldn't afford more for her. And I also didn't know her that much. But still. She had so many friends and most of them had money. When I had none.

We went to her big living room and Minji started talking to everyone like always. I felt like I couldn't breathe so I went to drink something somewhere more peaceful. At Jisoo's kitchen, on the table were many drinks and some kids were giving them to the rest of us. I went there too. They just gave me something to drink. They didn't say something bad about me, nor prank me. It was weird. I didn't like alcohol. But that time I felt like I needed it. I went outside to one of Jisoo's balconies where there were only few students and drank my drink in silence.

I was looking at the starry night. It was calming me down a little. The dark blue sky full of stars. It was such a beautiful sight.

I could had never imagined that this night would be a really different night in my life than any other so far...

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Author's note:

THEY ARE SO DAMN PRETTY!!!! GAHYEON WITH PINK HAIR IS ALL I NEEDED IN MY LIFE!!😭😭😭

What did Yoohyeon mean by that? What will be so different about that night? Any opinions?

Anyway! Remember that English is not my first language so there might be mistakes. I hope you all liked it! Don't forget to like the chapter, and comment, if you want. It helps me A Lot. Bye! Dream of Dreamcatcher!