Chapter 33

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Minji's POV

That weekend passed by and I barely got to talk with Yoohyeon. Seri was always there and she was always looking at me madly or she was clinging onto me. And Yoohyeon was avoiding me in a way too.

It was a Wednesday afternoon. I was talking with Yoohyeon on the phone. I was at my house. I couldn't even go to her house anymore. Seri didn't like it.

"End the call. Now." She said seriously.

"What? What are you even talking about?"

"Just end the call!" She yelled a bit.

"Fine fine. Yoohyeon, I'm sorry I have to do a few things now. I'll text you later ok?" I told her. Then I ended the call.

"What's wrong with you?" I asked her pissed. I hadn't even finished talking and she had pushed me on my bed. She was on top of me holding both of my hands above my head.

"What's wrong with me? Nothing is wrong. I just want my girlfriend. And my girlfriend is giving all of her time to her best friend and not me!" She said angrily.

"Yoohyeon and I are friends. You know that. But you are trying so hard to ruin that. Why? Is it that bad that I want to talk with her and spend my time?"

"Yes it is! You don't even love me. You love her. And you ask me to not be jealous and try to separate you with her? That's impossible. I don't even understand what she has that I don't! She is a spoiled brat!" She yelled at me.

"She isn't! The spoiled brat here is you! You just love money and fame! Nothing else!" I yelled back.

"I love you. Why can't you see it?" She said desperately. She started kissing me. I tried to push her away but she was strong.

"Get away from me!" I yelled and tried to push her again.

"You have to love me anyway! Your dad wants us together. My dad wants us together. I want us together. You just have to obey!" She whispered madly at me. This time she tried to pull off my shirt. And that's when I had enough. I pushed her away forcefully.

"Get out! Now!" I yelled really madly. She was mad too. She tried to come close to me.

"If you ever touch me, you're dead! You got me?" I whispered madly too. She left my room shutting the door behind her. I took a few deep breaths and then I broke down into tears. I grabbed a pink stuffed plushie and hugged it, burying my face in it, crying my pain away. I looked at the stuffed bunny. It was a present from my dad so I threw it away immediately. I was mad. And broken. Why did I had to obey? Why didn't they want my happiness? Why did they love to see me suffering?

"Hey hey. Shhh. Everything will be fine." Bora said and hugged me. I was more than glad that she was there. I had told her earlier to come and spend the night with me. I was afraid to sleep alone anymore. Seri was being weird lately.

"No! Nothing will be fine!" I yelled as I was crying. She caressed my back and she was trying to calm me down. It took me a while.

"Why were you crying? If I can ask you that. I can see you are suffering Minji. And it's not just your break up with Yoohyeon. You aren't still hurting just from that. It's just the excuse you'll tell me. You used to tell me everything. I don't know why you don't do the same now. But I am here you know. Waiting for you to tell me. I can also see that you and AleXa aren't that good lately. Am I right?" She said. I took some deep breaths. I remembered my dad's words.

"You have to be with Seri, Minji. It's for your own good! And if you won't then I'll send you to America, to you aunt. And don't forget, this stays between us." I couldn't tell her. I'm sorry Bora. I really wanna trust you. I badly need to trust you and tell you. But I can't.

"Noona? Are you alright? That scary witch of a girlfriend that you have was really angry. When I asked her she yelled at me! She said she was mad at you. What happened?" My little brother came in. He had teary eyes and he was scared too.

"Witch huh? I couldn't agree more with that." Bora said.

"Oh, Bora noona! You are here! Please, save Minji noona. She's been crying lately a lot. And that witch is always around her and she is always mad." He said.

"I'll help her. Don't worry. Just don't be afraid of the witch anymore. Bora noona is here to the rescue!" Bora said and my brother laughed.

"Now, go to your room and wait for me to come and play with you in a while. Ok? Bora noona has to help your noona now." He nodded and left.

"Spill it. Minho is right. Something is really wrong here and I don't like it. You won't leave this room till you tell me. You know you can trust me, Minji. With everything. I won't tell anyone." She said. I nodded, I took a few deep breaths and then I told her. Everything.

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When I finished my story Bora and I were both crying. She was also really mad. At my dad, at Seri. She hugged me tightly and promised she will help me with everything.

"Come on. Let's go play with Minho. I had promised him we will play with him.

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And that Friday night came. That party that all of the students were excited about. Well, it was a party at Irene's house. So why not to be excited? I wasn't excited tho. I was drained from energy. I could feel myself giving up as the time passed by. Seri was being so strict with me same goes for my father. I was feeling like a puppet. I could do nothing without them telling me to firstly.

We headed inside Irene's house. Seri was holding my hand and she was dragging me inside. Irene was so happy that she saw me. But I was feeling too weak to talk to her. I put my mask on and tried my best to sound and be like myself, in front of her. I was feeling like a dog. Seri was dragging me everywhere. She was talking with my friends and she was talking about our relationship too. And all I could do was stand there and listen. Somewhere around there, at the living room were my friends too. Bora, Siyeon, Handong, Dami, Yoohyeon, Gahyeon and Yeri. I wanted to go talk to them so bad. But Seri was holding me there. And all I could do was to obey like the good dog I was. Seri was trying to grow me apart from Bora too. She just wanted me all to herself. And now, without even Bora by my side I was feeling lost. Seri dragged me later on to drink something with her and then to dance with her.

"Come on baby. You are so sexy tonight. Just dance with me." She whispered to me. I wasn't in the mood to dance but when she put her hands on my hips and I was about to move them away she looked at me intensely. So all I had to do was dance. And I did. She was kissing my neck and I let her do it cause... I couldn't do otherwise! Till... my eyes fell on Yoohyeon. And it hurt so much. She was looking at me for the first time, so intensely. Her eyes weren't moving from mine. I felt so useless, so helpless. It was like she was judging me in some way. Or like she was hurt. I didn't know what was it. But I felt so bad. I wanted to break free from Seri, run to Yoohyeon, hug her, kiss her and tell her I loved her. But I couldn't. I looked away feeling guilty.

When I looked back at her she was at the dancefloor too. But she wasn't alone. She was dancing with Joy. And something made me woke up. It was jealousy. The way Joy was touching her, her hips, her small waist. The way she was looking at her. The way Yoohyeon was dancing so close to her too. The way she was looking back at Joy. I couldn't believe my eyes. What if Yoohyeon had a crash on Joy? I left Seri there alone and went at the bar to drink. I needed to drink. A lot. No, wait. I didn't need alcohol. If I got drunk Seri was going to use that and have sex with me. NO! I needed to find Bora and leave that place. Now!

I tried to find Bora. I searched everywhere. As I was searching the rooms I saw Yeri and Gahyeon kissing each other outside at Irene's garden. I was so happy for them. But I had to find Bora. I ran and ran and ran till I found her in a room with Siyeon kissing each other roughly. I was about to leave the room when Bora saw my state. She pushed Siyeon away and ran to catch up with me.

"Minji! Are you ok?" She asked me worriedly.

"No...everything is spinning. Bora...I feel so lost..." I said. Bora dragged me immediately outside yelling at Siyeon to follow us.

"Come on Siyeon. Drive us home. Now!" She hugged me tightly and all I could do was cry in her arms.

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"Have you told AleXa that you are leaving the party? She will be worried." Siyeon said. We were at her and Bora's house. Bora didn't trust AleXa so she didn't want to leave me in my house. And I was more than glad that she did.

"Take my phone. I don't want to talk to her. If she calls, tell her I'm fine. Don't tell her where I am cause she will come here. I need my space to breathe." I told her weakly and I gave her my phone. I was taking deep and quick breaths. I was sweating too.

"Minji, calm down please. Everything will be fine. I promise." Bora tried to calm me down.

"I can't keep doing this! I can't! I can't be their toy forever! It's killing me!" I yelled at Bora. She hugged me tightly.

"I know. I know. I won't leave you alone. I promise. You'll stay here till we find a solution. Ok?" I nodded. Bora promised me that she will not tell Siyeon even if she heard us talking. She wasn't going to tell her more nor explain to her anything.

"Bora, does Yoohyeon have a crash on Joy?" I asked her later.

"Why do you ask?"

"I saw her dancing with her before. And she seemed so bold and she was looking at her so intensely. She had never do anything like that when she was with me. It's over, isn't it? I have to let her go..." I said almost crying.

"Yoohyeon doesn't have a crash on Joy. And Yoohyeon is never bold to anyone. The only moment she is bold is when she is drunk. So she was probably drunk. So don't mind that." Bora said.

"Plus, I think you should focus on what you will do with AleXa." Siyeon said.

"I don't know what's happening and I won't ask. But she is giving you a hard time and that's obvious. You don't even talk to us anymore. You are always with her and it doesn't seem like you want it either." She said. I nodded.

That night, I slept there. And that night, was the last one I ever talked to them or see them. The next morning I was back at my numb self. I didn't want then to get involved to this. So I just went home. Seri hugged me worriedly.

"Where were you?" Her voice was blurred. Everything was blurred around me. And grey. Cause I had given up to life. From that morning, I was dead...

Yoohyeon's POV

"Tell us Gahyeon! Come on!" Bora tried to convince her. It was Saturday afternoon. We were at Siyeon and Bora's place. And Gahyeon told us she had something to confess. Yeri was there too and she was holding Gahyeon's hand. They were cute actually.

"Me and Yeri...we... kissed. Yesterday. And we are together now." She said shyly. She was as red as a tomato. My friends started teasing her a lot and they asked to know how it all happened.

"Ok, I'll tell you cause she is too shy." Yeri said.

"Yesterday night, we were outside, at Irene's garden. We were looking at the dark sky when I took that chance to talk to her.

"You know, Gahyeon... I... I think I like you. Since a long time ago. I tried to tell you but you were so friendly towards me. So I couldn't just ruin our friendship and tell you. But... I couldn't keep it to myself. If... If you don't like me then that's ok with me. We can still be friends you know." Gahyeon wasn't talking. She was looking at me shocked. I was so afraid at that moment. I thought she hated me or something. Then, she looked at the sky and said,

"I think, I like you too. Kim Yerim." She was so red. And so adorable. My heart couldn't stop beating rapidly. And that's when I felt that I wanted to kiss her. And I did. She was so shy. But she kissed me back. So practically that's how it happened." Yeri said. Gahyeon was even more red and hid herself behind her. Yeri couldn't stop smiling at her cuteness.

"You guys are SO cuteeeee!!!!" Bora yelled and hugged them. We laughed and continue playing cards at the living room. Honestly, I was so happy about them. All my friends had someone now, and I was so happy about it. I was left alone yes. But, wasn't I always alone? The only difference now was,... that I had friends by my side.

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Author's note:
I know I might sound tiring but please give some love to my other ff, 'Fairy Tale or Lullaby'. It's still the beginning but it's not going that well and I'm getting a bit sad :( 

Minji and Yoohyeon lost the battle. There is nothing left now... :/ 

Anyway! Remember that English is not my first language so there might be mistakes. I hope you all liked it! Don't forget to like the chapter, and comment, if you want. It helps me A Lot. Bye!  See you on Friday! Dream of Dreamcatcher!

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