Chapter 30

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Yoohyeon's POV

"Then,... I want you to tell it to me straight to my face. Looking at me in my eyes. " Fuck! I knew this was going to come. How was I going to tell her that now?

I raised my head up, took a deep breath and turned to look at her. So, I was too weak for her after all huh? Yeah, I was. I couldn't even die for her. I was too selfish. Too hellpless.

"I'm sorry Minji. I can't love you like how you love me. I'm tired of trying. Let's just... break up." I said. I felt like crying at any moment. But I tried to be strong. Her eyes got teary. She fell on her knees and started crying.

"Why? Just... why?" She asked me helplessly. I stood up and left to go to the kitchen. I couldn't see her cry. It would make me cry too at any moment. She grabbed my leg trying to not let me go. I pulled away nonetheless and went quickly to the kitchen. Dami was there and she immediately came to hug me. I felt numb. I couldn't even cry. Not when Minji was a few feet away crying her heart out because of me. I was a liar. I was awful. How could I do this to her?

After an hour or so Minji finally dragged herself out of my apartment. And that was when I finally broke down into tears. But I wasn't crying that much. I didn't deserve crying anyway. Not when I broke Minji's heart like that.

I suddenly felt a really awful pain in my stomach. Dami checked on my wound on the shot and it was opened. Again. I knew this would happen. After being heated like that from those men it was normal for my wound to re-open.

"We should go to the hospital Yoo. Now!" She said sternly.

"No. Please. I don't want to leave home right now. Not in this state. Just call Chungha unnie to come over here." I said. And after a while Chungha had taken care of my wound.

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After two weeks my wounds had finally faded away. All that time I had just locked myself in my apartment and did nothing. I didn't want to see, meet or talk to anyone. I was feeling so numb, empty and helpless. The only thing I did was lying down on my couch looking at the ceiling lost in my thoughts.

I looked at my wounds. They had disappeared. So it was time for action. It was the only thing that could keep my mind distracted. The agency. I called Taeyeon and told her that I needed to work at the agency for the rest of the summer. She agreed and let me work. I immediately got dressed and went to the agency. And I didn't left that place for the rest of the summer. I was answering my friends' calls cause I didn't want them to get worried about me. And I told them I was at the agency. I also told them that I was going to solve that old case that my father got killed by it. They were worried about it but I told them that it was something I had to do. For my dad to finally rest in peace.

And for all that summer I was working to it. For two months. It was hard though. But at least I found who killed him. Of course he was paid to do it. He wasn't the criminal mastermind that arranged this whole plan. But the murderer was now living in New York. Taeyeon told me that she would send a team to cross-examine him. She didn't let me go along with the team cause I was starting college soon. My second year.

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It was afternoon. The last summer afternoon. Cause school started tomorrow. I had finished work a week ago. And that afternoon me and the girls where at our favourite meeting place. The park near the sea. We had lied down under the big tree, on the grass and we were looking at the sunset.

"It's so beautiful." Handong said.

"And peaceful." Dami agreed. 

"Yeah, till Bora will start being loud again." Handong teased Bora.

"Yah! I'm not always loud!" Bora yelled.

"See? That's what I was talking about." Handong said to both me and Dami laughed.

"I'll kill you. I swear!" Bora yelled and was about to stand up.

"Baby, chill. She is only teasing you. Let's just relax and have a peaceful moment for a while." Siyeon told her. Bora sighed and nodded.

"Where is... Minji?" Dami asked a bit hesitant.

"She had stuff to arrange for tomorrow." Bora said.

"Yoohyeon, will you be alright with her and that AleXa bitch?" Siyeon asked me.

"What? Is she going to go to our school too? I thought she was just here for the summer only!" Yeri asked shocked.

"Nah. She is here to stay." Siyeon said again.

"I... I'll be fine. If Minji is alright then I'll be too." I said softly.

"Yeah... But I still ship you with her. You are the one that Minji loves and deserves. That bitch has only money. Nothing else. She will never make her happy like you do." Bora said truthfully.

"Yeah, but she has money. If you have money, you have power. And you can have it all." I said.

"No. Yoohyeon I can't believe both her father and that bitch made you believe that thing. Minji will never be happy with money. And you know it. She have told you that so many times anyway. That was the reason why she didn't want you to go to her house too. All those years not even her father's money made her happy. So that bitch won't make her happy even if she can buy her all the world. And you know why? Cause Minji doesn't love money. Nor people who has money, or loves money. Plus Minji only loves You!" Bora said. I just looked at the sky not saying anything. What could I say anyway?

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And the next morning came. I wasn't ready. Not at all. How could I meet Minji and pretend that everything was fine when in reality everything wasn't? How could I meet that girl? How could I pretend that everything was fine when they would kiss or hug in front of me? I took a deep breath and shook my head. I entered the college's gate and that's when Bora and Siyeon came to hug me.

"Good morning Yoohyeon ah!" Bora said excitedly.

"Morning." I simply said.

"Get yourself ready cause that brat is inside the school building with Minji." Siyeon whispered to me. I nodded already feeling my heart in so much pain. My legs felt week and at the same time I felt like running away.

When we got inside Handong and Dami came to us and greeted us to. And a few feet away was Minji with that girl. It felt weird cause that girl seemed so small and short next to her. She was even shorter than Bora and that made Bora feel so proud of her height. She couldn't stop smiling evilly and at the same time swaggering too. But I also couldn't stop looking at Minji. I had missed her so much. And she was so beautiful. She had dyed her hair black and she even had cut some of the hair on the front. This colour suited her a lot. She was just... agh! Pretty!

"Good morning girls!" Minji said. She seemed fine. Yet, her eyes couldn't stop looking into mine. I tried to look at my friends and not her.

"Morning. How are you? It's been a while." Dami asked. She had told me that Minji wasn't going out that much. Her father was trying to make her work at his company. So she didn't have much time to go outside.

"I'm fine. How are you, Yoohyeon?" I wasn't expecting her to ask me directly. But she had two months to see me. And the Minji I knew cared for her friends.

"I'm fine unnie." I said.

"Have we introduced ourselves?" That girl asked me pretending that it was her first time seeing me. I looked at her deadpan.

"I'm AleXa. Nice to meet you." She said her voice was still deep and cold. She extednded her hand for a handshake.

"Yoohyeon." I said uninterested. And of course, I left her hanging. She took her hand back to her side and forced a small smile on.

"So, what class do you have first JiU?" AleXa asked her. Why was she calling her JiU? I thought they were close?

"She has class with me." Bora interrupted them.

"And what class do you have SuA unnie?" AleXa asked her. Bora rolled her eyes at the 'unnie' word. I smiled at her. She had made AleXa call her SuA and not Bora. And of course that was because she didn't like her and she was indeed making AleXa have a hard time with her. 

"Maths." Bora said almost disgust at the lesson.

"Oh, I love maths!" AleXa said.

"We never asked you though!" Siyeon mumbled mostly for us to hear her. But AleXa heard her.

"Wish I had that class too. Especially with you unnie." She said clinging at Minji. Minji was looking at her phone not even paying any attention to her or the discussion we just had.

"Yeah. Poor you!" Bora said faking her sadness. AleXa almost rolled her eyes but continued smiling.

"Let me see your program. Well, you have most classes with me cause we are at the same age. But you also have some classes with Dami and Yoohyeon. You have chemistry with Siyeon unnie. And one with all of us. And that's vocal class. You also have dancing class with Bora unnie, Minji unnie and Dami." Handong said looking at her program.

"So I have one class with JiU unnie! That's wonderful! Isn't it unnie?" She said clinging even more at Minji. I felt like vomiting while watching them.

"Mhm" Was all Minji said. Bora smiled victoriously.

"Your first class is with Dami and Yoohyeon. They will lead you to class. We have together unnie." Handong said at Siyeon. Bora took Minji by her hand and left to their class, Handong and Siyeon left too and that left just the three of us.

"Let's go." Dami said. We had history as the first class. I sat down at my desk with Dami and AleXa sat in front of us.

"WoW! You are sitting at the back? That makes you the cool kids!" She said excitedly.

"I wouldn't agree with that but if you say so..." Dami said.

"So, why I haven't seen you with the rest of the group?" AleXa asked me.

"I was working. Summer finished so work finished too." I mumbled.

"Oh, ok!" The class passed by really slowly. The teacher introduced AleXa as Kim Seri, which was her Korean name, but she told us that she prefered being called AleXa.

When class had finally finished I gathered my stuff and was about to head outside the classroom like Dami did. She was waiting for me at the door.

"Yoohyeon,... right?" that AleXa girl said.

"Yeah."

"So you are friends with Minji's friends, hmm?" I nodded.

"Ok!" She said. She looked at me from head to toe saying nothing else and then she gathered her things like me. I just walked outside the classroom not even waiting for her. What was her problem? Why was she pretending like she didn't know me at all?

"Let's just go somewhere peaceful please." I said to Dami ready to go away from the classroom.

"Wait. We have to wait for her. She is new. She doesn't know the school here." Dami said. I nodded and waited. AleXa went outside and smiled at both of us. She was sure beautiful. She was indeed the best option for Minji. Her beauty was just so unique because she was half Russian. I wouldn't blame Minji for falling in love with her. 

"Thanks for waiting for me guys. JiU told me that they will be in the cafeteria. Where is that thing?" She asked and laughed at the situation.

"Come with us." Dami sighed and shook her shoulders to me. Our chance for a peaceful place was just thrown out of the window...

We entered the cafeteria. Students were everywhere and I immediately felt like an intruder. Well... that can't be helped I guess. Plus, I had gotten used to this feeling. Dami showed her the table Minji and the others where sitting at and she then looked at me. I saw our friends looking at us smiling happily. Bora was shaking her hands trying to get our attention. I smiled unconsciously. Then I looked at our table that we used to sit. It felt so lonely. I took a deep breath and nodded to Dami. Guess we have to leave this table forever and get used to being the centre of the attention. But it never felt like the first time. Whenever I was sitting at that table I had my friends with me. And we had so much fun. So all the other things were meaningless.

We took a cup of coffee from the canteen and then we sat at the table with the rest of the girls. AleXa immediately went to sit next to Minji. She kissed her on the cheek and hugged her from her side. Minji put her hand on the younger's shoulder. I felt numb. I felt hopeless and heartbroken once again. Why? Why does it have to hurt like that?

"Baby I missed you." AleXa said and kissed her on the lips this time. But this time, something was different. She turned to look at me. She then smiled evilly to me and kissed Minji deeper. I felt like uncountable arrows drilled through my heart and broke it into many small pieces. And the worst thing was that Minji kissed her back. I closed my eyes looking away.

The next moment I opened my eyes all I could see was darkness. And all I could feel was the pain in my chest. Where was I? It didn't matter anyway. I couldn't remember. But I knew what I was feeling. It was pain. I was heartbroken and lonely. And I was feeling lost. So lost...

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Author's note:
Noooo.... Yoohyeon is heartbroken :( Do you think she did the right thing? Was it worth it? Breaking up with Minji? Opinions? And yas bitches!!! BLACK hair Minji! Cause she was so damn gorgeous in black!!!

Anyway! Remember that English is not my first language so there might be mistakes. I hope you all liked it! Don't forget to like the chapter, and comment, if you want. It helps me A Lot. Bye!  See you on Tuesday! Dream of Dreamcatcher!

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