TW⚠️:ATTEMPT SU!CID3!!!

Y/n's POV

It has been a year since my marriage with kuroo.

Here I am eating breakfast with him.

"Do you want me to tell you that news?"

I looked up from my food.

"What news?"

"I just got informed today that.... Suna died a year ago"

This caused me to drop my utensils.

"What?"

"He got shot by a criminal... That article where a prisoner escaped from jail that's the one who shot suna"

My lips trembled from what he said.

"I- I lost my appetite"

"Love-"

"Don't call me that."

"Y/n, you need to eat before our meeting today"

"I'll eat later"I mumbled and went to the bathroom.

As I entered the bathroom I break down immediately.

"You said... You would... Wait for me... You said this time... You'll keep your promise"I said between sobs.

"Suna wants to give you this... He apologizes that he didn't made it to say goodbye before you left"

Atsumu said holding back his tears.

"Hmm... He could've texted me?"

"Uhm I really need to go n/n... See ya later?"

"Oh okay?... "

It was a red box.

"Open this when you're back in japan- when you're back in my arms"

It was written on the lid of the box.

I quickly got out in the bathroom and went to my walk in closet.

I searched for the box.

"Ah! Found you!"I said in relief while holding the box to my chest.

I cried even harder as I open the box.

"Marry ME"

Was written in the box. (You guys understand that right? I'm really bad at describing. When u open the box u can see the words)

It wasn't a question. It was a demand.

Author's POV

Suna really planned that he would propose to y/n.

But the time didn't come because of the cheating accident.

He swore that y/n is the only one for him, if he couldn't have been selfish for his needs... Maybe now he's with y/n.

Y/n held the box so close to her.

Wanting to scream and yell.

She wanted to burn the whole world down.

"Why does this keep happening to me!!"

She would always ask herself.

"Why can't I just be happy"

She mumbled.

"Maybe... When I'm with you... I'll finally be happy... "

She said and smiled.

She took one last look at the ring, took off her wedding ring and wore the ring in the box.

"Yes, my answer would be yes if you asked me to marry you"

She said and kissed the ring on her left ring finger.

She then went back to the bathroom.

Kuroo's POV

As I finish breakfast I went to clean the dish.

I could hear y/n crying and I gave her some time to let her emotions out.

But after a couple of minutes the crying stopped.

I went to check up on her.

"Mi amor?"

I went inside our shared bedroom.

"She's not here... "

I then went to check the bathroom.

"No! Fuck!! Y/n!!"

I yelled as I picked her up from the floor.

Blood all over the tub and sink.

"Fuck! Why would you do this!?!"

I took her out from the bathroom.

Grabbed my phone and called 911.

"Breathe... Just breathe okay?"

I said to her as I push away some strands of hair off her face.

I started crying in fear that I would lose her because she's losing a lot of blood.

I went down stairs of our pent house.

I called for help and soon after the ambulance arrived.

"Stay with me, okay?"

I said as I hold her hands kissing it.

I could feel hot tears trickling down my cheeks.

"Don't close your eyes!"

I kept reassuring her that she'll be okay.

As soon we arrived at the hospital, she immediately brought to the E.R.

I wait in the waiting room.

Y/n's POV

I opened my eyes and saw a bright light.

"Am I dead?"

I sat up and I notice I'm in a garden sitting underneath a tree.

I wore a beautiful white dress.

I stood up and dust myself.

"You look as beautiful as ever, my love"

I froze up after hearing that familiar voice.

I looked up to see him.

"Rin?"I said as I let out a shakey breath.

"Hi my beautiful angel"He said and opened his arms for me.

I walked towards him, my left hand reaching for him.

He took my hands and brought me in a tight hug.

"I missed everything from you. I missed your scent. I missed your voice. I missed your smile. I missed your laugh. I missed your kiss. And most importantly I missed you. "

I could feel his tears on my neck as he snuggle closer.

I hugged him back and started crying.

"I missed you. I missed you. I missed you"

I kept murmuring that I miss him.

He pulled away and look me in the eyes.

He took my left hand and examined the ring on my ring finger.

"I'm glad it fits you"He said and smiled at me after giving me a kiss on the forehead, and wiped my tears.

"Am I dead?"I asked him.

"No, not yet. But... I didn't like what you did"

He look at me straight in the eyes.

"I'm so-rry, I can't handle losing you, rin... Not again... "I said and began crying again.

He inhaled and let out a shaky exhale.

"I wanna stay here with you"I said and gripped his white shirt.

"As much as I want to stay with you and have you in my arms again... I don't want you to leave everything behind... I don't want you to leave your career that you have been working hard for years... I don't want you to leave your family... Samu and tsumu would be so heart broken that they didn't protect their little princess"He said while caressing my cheeks.

He then started to tear up again.

"My love... I want you...to leave a life without me-"

"I don't want to! I wanna stay with you"I said as I cry harder on his chest.

"I don't want to leave you... Rin... I don't want to"I said, shaking my head as a no.

He sat us on the ground cradling me.

"I don't want to leave you rin"I mumbled.

"Trust me, my love I don't want you to leave either... Your life is still on 50/50... If you come back you could live your life again. You could travel the world and do anything you want... Live. For me"

I cried even more, gripping his shirt tightly.

"O-okay... I-I will.. But! Let me- let me stay in your arms for now"

He chuckled and hugged me tight.

"I'll be waiting here for you"

Suna's POV

After an hour she fell asleep on my arms.

"Time to go, my love"I whispered and gave her a kiss on the forehead.

I carried her back to the tree and laid her there.

"I promise. I will wait for you here. Even if its for an eternity... Eternity seems long, but if its with you, I don't mind"I said with a smile plastered on my face.

I then kissed her lips.

"Until we meet again"

I said as I see her figure disappearing.

"I love you, even if it's in another life"

OH! I WROTE THIS WHILE LISTENING TO MADISON BEER'S RECKLESS SONG. THE SLOW VERSION.

Sorry if I have grammatical errors or misspelled words.

Photos and videos doesn't belong to me.

Forgive me for not updating soon. Had to fix my mental health.

Here's the alternative ending, I'm still not done with chapter 46 but thank you for your patience.

I litterally cried while wrting this!!!

I'M GRATEFULLY THANKFUL FOR THOSE PEOPLE THAT CARES FOR MY MENTAL HEALTH AND I APPRECIATE YOUR COMFORT I LOVE YOU AND IT MADE ME FEEL A LITTLE BIT BETTER.

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