Oct 7
2:01am
[ Hu Tao 😘👻 ]
Y/n
hey hu
Hu Tao
y/n why are you awake, go to sleep rn
Y/n
did xiao talk to you abt what happened
Hu Tao
oh.
abt you and the accident, right?
Y/n
so he did tell you
Hu Tao
yeah
Y/n
he probably hates me now
Hu Tao
i don't think he hates you
Y/n
he doesn't even look at me whenever i see him anymore
i mean, i don't blame him
Hu Tao
give him time
Y/n
i really messed up
our friendship is completely ruined
+ a girl is injured
Hu Tao
don't say it like that 😕💔
it'll get better over time
Y/n
what if it doesn't
i mean i doubt it will
i'm the reason he has been so hard on himself
Hu Tao
that's not true at all
it was those mfing bullies fault if anything
Y/n
i can't even face xiao anymore
i am such an idiot man
i remember a bit more of what happened
Hu Tao
you do?
Y/n
yea, i remember watching the fight which is why i didn't pay attention to the road
i didn't see the girl in time
Hu Tao
you were distracted by the fight, that's not your fault
Y/n
idk
all i know is that xiao hates me now and i hurt a kid
Hu Tao
Y/n
i remember smth he told me
"i don't hate ppl without a reason"
well now there's a reason for him to hate me
Hu Tao
can you stop using the word "hate" so lightly geez
i'm certain xiao doesn't hate you
sure, he might feel a little conflicted towards you rn
but that doesn't mean he hates you
stop telling yourself he does
Y/n
that's kind of hard
Hu Tao
i know
and i'm sorry you're both going through this
but just pls try to be patient
give it time
what happened is neither of your guys' fault so stop saying it is goddamn
Y/n
yeah alr thank you
wait.
i just realized i'm now burdening you with my own problems
i am so sorry
Hu Tao
it's ok dw
i just want you both to stop blaming yourselves smh
Y/n
well i'm sorry you got put in the middle of all of this
Hu Tao
that's ok
you owe me mora for that comfort btw
Y/n
WOW
smh fine by me
1k mora is the highest ima go tho
Hu Tao
better than nothing 👻
but fr tho.
stop being dumb and blaming yourselves
i should tell this to xiao too but that mf definitely won't listen
Y/n
yea stubborn ppl these days
Hu Tao
that includes you 😋
Y/n
wow.
but thanks again hu, i'll try taking your advice
Hu Tao
good 😒
Liked by Y/n
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Oct 7
10:27am
[ EMO 💔🥀 ]
Hu Tao
they laufh at me bcux im emo 💔😒😔🥀
i killed my gf thays why im sinfgle 😟🥺💔💔
EMO
what do you want, hu
Hu Tao
wow how rude
you could've just said hello smh
EMO
Hu Tao
point made
but anyway
how are you doing, old friend
EMO
fine
Hu Tao
right
also, i wanted to ask
how are things between you and y/n
EMO
fine
Hu Tao
really 🤨
EMO
why are you asking
Hu Tao
dunno
i'm just worried abt my friends
EMO
don't worry abt me, you can save your worrying for y/n
Hu Tao
don't be so cold
i get that you're upset abt what you just found out
but what happened, happened
no point beating yourself up abt it
it's all in the past now
EMO
except, it's not all in the past now
qiqi is still fighting for her life
if smth happens to her, i'm sure you're aware of the outcome
Hu Tao
do you still blame yourself for that
EMO
why wouldn't i
Hu Tao
it's now my turn it ask. are you dumb???
how in the world is it your fault
or y/n's
you're both being dumb rn
if it's anyone's fault, it's that mf who fought with you
EMO
they're gone now
Hu Tao
well not all of them
EMO
right
Hu Tao
which reminds me
what're you going to do when zixin comes back?
EMO
idk yet
Hu Tao
will you confront him
EMO
i wanted to but what will that even do
besides, i can never understand that mf
Hu Tao
it's not fair that he gets to come back in the first place
he should've been expelled too
EMO
then i should've as well
Hu Tao
are you kidding me
do i need to force it into you
it's. not. your. fault‼️
EMO
alr
Hu Tao
wdym "alr'
ykw nvm
what're you going to do abt y/n
EMO
huh wdym
Hu Tao
are you just going to avoid them forever
EMO
yeah
Hu Tao
WHAT
why...
wait do you really hate them now
EMO
no, why do you think i do?
Hu Tao
well y'know
EMO
do you think i blame them for what happened
Hu Tao
not really
it was just a thought
EMO
well don't think like that
i don't hate y/n
Hu Tao
geez alr i won't ask again
but why are you going to keep avoiding them
EMO
idk
like i said before, this entire thing is weird
Hu Tao
alrightt
ig i'll give you both time then
EMO
yea alr
Seen at 10:34am
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Xiao placed down his phone and leaned backwards on his chair. This entire mess was far too troublesome for the teal headed boy.
After he found out that it was you who was driving the car, things became much more complicated.
Before, he resented the driver for being so careless to the point of hitting someone. But once he found out that the driver was actually you, those feelings changed. He didn't know why, but he couldn't bring himself to feel angry towards you.
He couldn't hate you. In fact, he felt even more pain finding out that the driver was you because he felt bad about the guilt that you were now probably feeling.
He was fine with blaming himself, but it wasn't so easy blaming you. He couldn't figure out why this was so difficult for him. He had only known you for a month, yet he became attached.
The whole reason why Xiao had been avoiding you was because he didn't want to say anything that could possibly hurt you. Especially at a time where he's feeling so conflicted.
But how much longer could he keep that up? After all, he may not realize it, but he did want to speak to you once more.
He would do just about anything to go back to how things were before all of this happened.
And now, not only did he have this to deal with, but Zixin too. The very student he had a conflict with ever since elementary.
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a/n: there will be a happy and satisfying ending, i promise
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