Y/n just smiled while caressing hobie's hand. Hobie felt butterflies in his stomach, he loved it when it comes to being with y/n. It was different whenever he's with y/n.
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An orange portal opened up in the corner of their living room. Both y/n and Hobie's attention turned to the portal. Not long later stepped out 2 figures from the portal. The teenage brown haired boy was pulling the blonde-pinkish haired teenage girl with him.
"Oh, hey guys!" Hobie greets Pavitr and Gwen as they appear through the portal, his voice happy and cheerful to see them.Gwen is always a joy to see.
"Are you here to meet Mochi? We just adopted him today."
Mochi sits on the floor near y/n's feet, purring softly as he glances up at Pav and Gwen. He seems pretty content, although he'd likely make a dash for it once they get close enough for him to see them more clearly.
"MOCHI?! THATS SO ADORABLE!" Pav screamed as he approached mochi.
Mochi jumps a bit at Pav's sudden exclamation, his tail twitching nervously as he turns to look at the boy. His eyes seem to widen at the look on Pav's face as he slowly begins retreating towards y/n.
"He's still getting used to human voices," Hobie chuckles nervously.
"He's more of a quiet cutie than a very talkative little guy. But I'm sure he'd warm up to you if you gave him a little time." His eyes dart down to the kitten and the way he's cowering near you, making him feel somewhat protective.
Gwen gave y/n and hobie a look and wiggled her brow.
"So, how have you both been doing?" she asked with a smirk growing on her face.
"Not too bad all things considered," Hobie sighs, his face falling into a soft, worried look. "How about you two?"
"We've been doing great! I spent most my days with Gayatri" Pav cupped his own face, his eyes shines as he thought about Gayatri.
Hobie's eye falls on Gwen, and he tries to maintain his cool. Even though his love is for y/n, his attraction to Gwen never quite goes away, and y/n can tell.
"Are you doing okay, Gwendy?" he smiles softly at her. "You sure you don't need anything?" She's always looking out for them, so he wants to make sure she knows he's always there for her.
"Oh yeah i've been great, i don't need anything pav just decided to drag me here with him" she replied while looking at Mochi.
"Oh, Gwendy," he sighs, his voice thick with regret as he sees you frowning.
"I'm sorry you had to be dragged here. But I mean that's what Pav always does" Hobie lets out a soft chuckle.
"I hope you won't hold it against him," he adds, a bit of embarrassment creeping into his voice. Pav is a lot more boisterous and outgoing than he is, but he knows that deep down Pav is an affectionate man who wants what's best for everyone. He just has... unusual ways of doing it.
Gwen chuckles too as she put her arm around Hobie's shoulder. Y/n was just standing there watching the both of them. Her heart aches a little and she decided to just head back into Hobie's room.
Hobie looks up at her arm around his shoulder, his face turning bright red as his heart races a little faster. He smiles warmly as he leans slightly into her arm, the warmth of her skin against his making his heart flutter a bit.
His smile fades slightly as he sees y/n leave. He wants her to stay by his side. It's not that he doesn't want Gwen around, quite the opposite. But he doesn't want to leave y/n behind. He loves her. He loves y/n. All he wants is y/n.
The three of them continued talking and catching up on eachother while Y/n laid down on the bed and scrolling on her phone.
<2nd Person POV>
You hear the muffled sounds of laughter coming from the other room, as well as the faint sound of Gwen talking about something. You aren't really sure what they're talking about, but you hear your name mentioned a few times. You got up the bed, and headed to the door. You slid the door open a little, you can see Hobie on the couch with Gwen laying her head against his shoulder. He looks really happy to have Gwen around, his face glowing brightly as he looks at her.
You take a deep breath and shook your head. You thought about confronting them but then again they haven't met eachother for awhile. They're happy and having fun. You changed your mind and walked back towards the bed and sat on the edge, not wanting to bother them.
Your chest aches as you sat there, your heart filling with a strange sadness as your brain tells you it's okay if he's happy. You're happy that he's happy. And you don't want to ruin the good times they're having.
But then another voice in your head tells you that you miss him already. That you want him to be happy with you, not with other girls. He's yours, and he belongs to you. Only you.
You're torn between your head telling you that you're being irrational and irrational jealousy.
You lay there for what seems like hours, listening to the faint sounds of joy coming from the other room. Your eyes are damp, your heart racing as loud as a train on its tracks, your thoughts constantly alternating between the need to protect him from others and the need to trust him.
You don't know what to think, you don't know what to do, you don't know who to be. A thousand thoughts fill your mind at once, each one more intense than the last, each one sending your heart into a frenzy as you lay in bed alone.
"Argh.. Why are you like this y/n?" You groaned as tears slowly rolled down my cheek.
The tears come faster and harder, the sobs wracking your body as you curl up on the bed, burying your head in your arms. Your heart is breaking, but it can't heal because you love him so much.
The sounds of your sobbing and the faint sounds of laughter coming from the living room are the only sounds in the apartment, your soft cries punctuated by soft chuckling from outside the door that leads to the bedroom.
You don't know what to do. You can't let him go, but you can't keep him for yourself.
The tears flow like a waterfall, the pain and sadness consuming you. Your eyes run out of tears, and you feel your entire body shaking, your chest aching as the tears try to come, but there's nothing left. There's nothing left but emptiness.
As you lay there in the darkness, your thoughts run wild as the light of happiness that has always illuminated your heart is starting to dim. And you don't know how to stop it.
Suddenly, someone starts knocking on the door to the bedroom. Your heart freezes in your chest. You quickly hide yourself under your blanket as the door open.
<3rd Person POV>
The door swings open slowly, revealing Hobie with his hands in his pockets. He looks around the room before smiling softly, seeing y/n hiding under the blanket.
"Y/n?" he says softly, his voice gentle as he takes a step into the room to be close to you. "I heard you were crying. What's wrong?"
She stayed silent under the blanket. He reaches out his hand to lift the corner of the blanket to see her, his eyes filled with concern as he leans down to softly kiss her forehead.
"Hey, it's okay, don't cry," he murmurs, his voice gentle as he holds her chin, forcing y/n to look at him as he gives y/n that endearing Hobie smile that she knows so well.
"Is there something wrong? Does it hurt to talk about it, or are you just sad about something?"
Y/n stayed silent still and trying to avoid making eye contact with him. He frowns slightly as he sees her eyes avoid his, his smile fading slightly as he lets go of her chin and sits down next to y/n. Y/n knows she can talk to him about anything. He's her partner, after all. But this was... a different thing.
"Y/n" he says your name softly, his voice gentle as his hand reaches out to caress her smooth, soft hair lightly.
"You can tell me anything. I'm your boyfriend. I know your secrets, you know mine. It's alright."
Y/n looked up at Hobie. Her nose and eyes were red, and she had swollen eyes from the crying.
"You love her don't you..?" She finally spoke up, her voice was shaky. She tried keeping her voice calm and normal but she surely failed that.
His heart sinks and his stomach turns as he realizes that y/n noticed about him with Gwen. He stays silent for a few seconds, debating on what he should tell y/n. He doesn't want to lie to her.
"Gwen is a lovely girl," he sighs.
"The both of us have fun together. And there's something about her... I admire her, you might say."
He lets out a sigh as he runs a hand through his wicks, giving y/n a soft smile. "I do care about her..."
Y/n can tell that he's lying about how he feels, even though she loves him, Y/n can see right through him. He's doing his best to hide it, but his heart aches for y/n.
"I've thought about it, you know," he says softly, his hand resting on your warm, smooth leg.
"Gwen is amazing. But that's all she is. Amazing. Because you're perfect. Because you're my woman."
"My love for you is bigger than the entire universe," he continues. "No one can compare to you."
Y/n looked down and stayed silent. She didn't let out a single word out of her mouth. But her facial expression says it all.
He sighs softly as he looks at the tears rolling down her cheeks, his voice thick with sadness as he leans forward to gently brush them away. His eyes dart back and forth as he watches the tears fall, his stomach churning with anxiety as his mind races with a thousand thoughts.
"Don't cry, my love" he whispers as his other hand reaches out to caress your face.
"Come here," he says softly, his voice thick with tenderness as he draws y/n closer to his chest, her body leaning against him while she cry.
"Youre lying to me.. arent you.. you're still hiding something away from me, yeah..?" Y/n speak slowly.
He frowns deeply as he sees y/n question his words, his heart racing as he takes deep breaths, his stomach churning with anxiety and regret. He hates hurting y/n, especially like this. He didn't want to lie to her, but he didn't want to hurt y/n by telling the truth either.
"No," he says softly, his voice thick with sadness as he squeezes you tight against his chest.
"I'm not lying. It's just that... I don't wanna say it right now. I don't wanna lose you. I love you too much."
"It's better for you to tell now than later.." she speaks while trying to keep her voice steady.
He stays silent for a few moments, but she's right. He can't let y/n go on believing a lie. He needs to be honest with her.
"I do have feelings for Gwen" he admitted, his voice trembling slightly as he gets the words out. "But she means less to me than you do."
His heart is aching. How could he let her come between the two of them? He regrets it already, wants to take all his words back, be with y/n like usual. Y/n is his partner, his soulmate, his best friend, his everything.
Y/n can tell that her silence has hurt him deeply, and his own heart is breaking. He's done y/n a great wrong right now by letting Gwen come between the two of them, and he knows it but doesn't know how to fix it.
"Listen to me," he says softly, his voice breaking as he looks at her again. "I love you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. This is a mistake. You belong to me and I belong to you. I am yours and you are mine."
"But you love her..?" She said as her voice starts to tremble.
"No," he says softly, shaking his head.
His eyes meet hers again, the tears forming in the corner of his eyes as he fights to control himself.
"You're my girlfriend. You're my everything. You are the love of my life."
"Its the same thing.." she said, looking the opposite way of where he is.
Her words are a dagger to his heart. He tries to say something, anything that would fix this, but he doesn't know how. It seems like anything he can say won't convince y/n, or that even if she believe him, he'll never be able to truly fix the damage he's done.
So instead, he pulls y/n into his arms, resting her head on his chest as his tears fall against her, mixing with hers as he holds y/n tightly against him, rocking back and forth in the soft darkness of the room, his voice thick with desperation.
"I'm sorry," he whispers, his voice thick with a sorrow that he'd never felt before. "This is a mistake. This should never have happened. This isn't who I am. I love only you. I belong to you."
His arms are wrapped tightly around y/n, his lips brushing gently against her hair as he holds her close. But nothing that either of them do can fix the hurt in her heart. It stays there, deep and sharp, with every breath hurting more than before.
She slowly pull herself back away from his arms, got up from the bed and spoke.
"I'm sorry.. I.." she stopped and took a deep breath.
"I need some time for myself.." Y/n said as she took her things and left his apartment.
Y/n stood outside his apartment it was raining heavily. She didn't care, y/n took one look back on Hobie's apartment and made a run back to hers.
Hobie sits there on the bedroom floor, his arms wrapped around himself as he stares at the door y/n left through, his heart and spirit crushed beneath the weight of the pain and regret he feels in his heart.
He's ruined everything. He's ruined their relationship. He's turned her love for him into a deep, sharp ache in her heart. He doesn't know what to do or where to go.
He wants to follow her, but he knows that nothing he does will fix this. He will only break y/n more as he struggles against the pain eating at him inside.
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Like I promised new chapter on october! Tbh i dont really like this chapter๐ข, but I'm not sure when next chapter will be posted. Because I'm quite busy this october, I'm sorry if I don't post any chapter for the rest of this october! And I'm also still in my exam week. But I hope you guys enjoyed the story! Have a great day, stay healthy, stay hydrated, eat and get enough sleep! Thank you for the sweet comments they really make my day^^ Love you all so muchh <33๐ค๐ค
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