As I was walking home from school I got a surprise hug from my boyfriend Chris. me and Chris had been dating for about a year now. He is very kind and loving. But I've felt guilty recently. Guilty for what I did with his brother. Matthew.

See this story starts in the first week of November. I went to a party with Chris and his brothers. Nick invited me over to a game of spin the bottle. I didn't wanna play so I just stood there pretending to watch. Chris had some shots and was talking to some of his friends when Matt's spinned the bottle. It's didn't land on anyone but it was towards me. I wasn't paying attention because I was texting my friends belle and Ellie, asking when they were going to get here. and suddenly Matt kissed me. I pushed him off in shock.

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING MATT!" I screamed

"Relax it's just for a game" he said. It was obvious he was drunk. But so was everybody except for me. Because I was driving home.

"I'm your brothers girlfriend. I also didn't wanna play to begin with" I told him

I dragged him into the bathroom washed my lipstick off his lips and walked away. When Chris asked me to dance and I said yes. As we danced nick come over said he was bored and Matt said he was too. Everyone was leaving, plus belle and Ellie weren't able to make it because Ellie's car didn't have enough gas and there weren't any gas stations that  were near by. I decided to take them home and then go home.

"Hi honey! How was the party" my mom asked as I walked in

"It was, okay I'm gonna head to bed"

It was 1:09 am and I had to go to Ellie's house the next day.

It's been a few weeks. It's now Nov. 26th. I know that Matt doesn't remember and I wish I could forget. But there just this  feeling in my gut making me feel guilty.

"Wanna come over later and watch a movie" Chris said

"We can watch the grinch like you've been dying to"

"You dont even have to ask" I said

" let me just tell my mom"

I whipped out my phone texted  my mom and she said that I could as long as I was back before 10:30. After  we watched the grinch we got ice cream with nick, Matt, and mikayala. After ic cream I went home ate some pasta leftovers for dinner and went upstairs. My mom was still at work.