Note: I just got Wattpad on my computer, which is what I'm writing on right now. So this is my first time writing on this, so sorry if there is any mistakes or if there is any difference that you noticed. If there isn't anything that is different to you then ignore this. :)

this chapter has mention of depression and suicide. If that upsets you or triggers you please do NOT continue.

Start the song when I say.

CRACK

You walked through the halls with your head held down, hair covering your face, and books pressed against your chest like you would fall apart if you let go.

"Hey loser, where are you heading." (b/n) said, she smirked as you looked at her with fear on your face. She blew a bubble of gum and let it pop, chewing it loudly, twirling a strand of her hair.

"I'm going home." You whispered quietly, looking down again.

"Um, no. We are gonna have some fun, isn't that right girls?" She asked turning to the group of girls behind her. You here multiple reply's from the girls behind her. She chuckled and looked at you, you looked back.

"Please, don't." You whimpered. She just chuckled in that annoying high pitched voice. She smacked the books out of you hands and pushed you roughly into the locker. You let out a yelp, as your back hit against one of the locks.

CRACK

"Shut up." She said, smacking you hard. Your head jerked to side. Warm tears finally spilling, cascading down your cheeks, leaving a sticky feeling.

This went on for a while, them beating on you like a punching bag and calling you various names.

CRACK

You limped down the road towards your house. You are pretty sure they twisted your ankle.

"Hey! (y/n)!" You turned around to see your bestfriend Yun running towards you. You put on your fake smile.

"Hey Yun." You said, wincing as your voice cracked. He gave you a worried look.

"Are you ok?" He asked.

"Yeah I'm fine." You said with a painful smile.

CRACK

"Are you sure- What happened to your ankle!?" He yelled. Crap, think, think!

"I-Uh, fell." You said, hoping he didn't see through you.

"Gosh, your just like Ik-soo, such a klutz." He said, sounding more amused than annoyed.

"Ah- Sorry." You said, scratching the back of your head. He sighed, crouching down in front of you, with his back facing you.

"Uh, Yun, what are you doing?" You asked, the strawberry haired boy.

"I'm carrying you home, get on." He said, pointing at his back. You slowly nodded and got on his back. He wrapped his arms around the back of your knees, while you loosely wrapped you arms around his neck. He stood up and started walking to your house. You were blushing hard, you always liked Yun, but you were pretty sure he liked Yona, so you never told him, in fear that it would ruin your friendship.

"I'm sorry, I'm heavy aren't I?" You asked, feeling sad again.

CRACK

"No, actually you're really light. You should eat more, (y/n)." He said, sounding concerned.

"Oh, okay, I will." You said.

"Are you sure you're okay?" He asked, sounding even more concerned than before.

"Yeah, I'm fine Yun, really. My ankle just hurts." You said, forcing yourself to sound okay.

CRACK

You stood at the edge of the bridge, tears streaming off of your emotionless face. You wanted to turn around, to start over, but your feet were glued.

"Don't do it!" You turned around to see a lady In her early twenties, looking at you with a terrified face. You just stared, not saying anything, your face still absent of any emotion.

"I know I don't know you, but please! Life is so much more! It will get better!" She pleaded.

"No, it wont." You said, hovering one of your feet over the edge.

"No!! Don't!"

CRACK

Start the song.

Yun sat there, hair covering his face, he hadn't said anything since the news of your death. Everyone listen and watched as the funeral continued, a few sniffles were heard.

When it ended and everyone got up, Yun stayed rooted in his place. Not once moving.

"Yun." Yona said, "the funeral is over." She said, her eyes were puffy from crying, as were everyone else's. He said nothing, his head still bowed. Yona sighed sadly.

"Take your time." She whispered, walking out.

Hak patted Yun's back while the others said words of encouragement. Yun however wasn't listening. After everyone left, Yun slowly looked up, staring at the picture of you smiling. He remember that day, all of you went to the water park, because it was hot. It was only last summer, but it felt like yesterday when you where smiling and splashing him with water.

His shoulders began to shake as all of these emotions came hitting him at once. Anger, regret, but mostly sadness.

He stood up, walking over to the picture and picking it up. Tears falling onto the picture, as he stared at your beautiful face.

"Please," he whispered, "please, come back. This cant be real, this can be happening!" He cried.

Dropping to his knees and hugging the picture to his chest like he would fall apart if he let go.

(Had to stop, bc I started crying ;-;)

"Please come back, please don't leave me here." He sobbed.

"Please, please. I love you." He whimpered, hanging his head low.

CRACK

Wow this was emotional af to write. I had to stop for a moment, bc I started crying. Why would you leave him reader-chan? ;-; Jk, its my fault, I apologize. Anyway, if you are ever sad or depressed don't ever be afraid to message me to talk about it. I was depressed to, but I found my happiness. You just have to find yours, I believe in all of you that it will get better. I promise. I know that you all are tired of hearing that, believe me I am too. But you just have to believe in yourself and make thing better. Screw the People that say nasty things and taunt you. They are looking for a reaction, so don't give them one. Even if they punch you, don't react. Walk away. Ik, some of you are like, "WELL IF SOME B**** PUT THEIR HANDS ON ME, IM GOING TO REACT!!" Ik, believe me, ik. I thought that too. But if you punch them back you're no better than they are. You have no idea what they are going through. They might be in as much, or even more pain than you are. And how they react to that pain is inflicting it on other people. Like, some do that, they take out there own emotional pain on others, some take it out on themselves. Some do both. I used to do it to myself, but I ignored the people who had something to say. Some of you may be thinking, "Well, maybe I don't have the courage to walk away and not let it affect me." Or, "I don't have the self control to not hit back." When in reality, we all do. We all can do it. We just have to believe. Trust me when I say, that happiness is the first step of a better life. Nobody can have a good life if they are upset. I could go out and be sad making millions of dollars and die with a lot of money, but then what is it good for? I dont think that you will need millions of dollars in the after life. Honestly, I would want to die with a family surrounding me and no regrets hanging over my head. I want to die happy. I hope this helped you at least some. Don't be afraid to talk to me about what is happening in your life. And I believe in all of you. I hope you all have a very happy and good new year, and as always, I will se you in the next chapter.

Bye.

~Kit