Hey, you know how I was all like "hey I'm grounded so there probably won't be a chapter this weekend"?

Well I apparently lied!

My Mom thinks I'm doing homework rn, but I'm currently about to fail my class with a fucking seventeen percent, and there's no way I can change that in 2 days, so I have decided to just not try.

In other news, I know I said there was going to be a Todoroki chapter coming up, and that was what I was planning to write today, but I had a very sudden idea.

Also hey here's a TW for suicide in this chapter!

| Join Me |

You were secretly dating the boy that you and your friends constantly bullied.

Weird, huh?

Well, one day, the 'ring leader' of your group ended up telling him to kill himself.

As all of you stood outside your middle school, you started to talk.

"K-katsuki... don't you think you went a bit too far today...?" You cautiously asked.

"I kinda agree..." on of your other friends added.

"What, do you losers think Deku doesn't know how to take a joke?" Katsuki asked. "Did you guys think I'd say that and actually want him to?"

"Well, no, you've known him forever, but... still." You said. "I'll say it now. It was too far to tell him that."

"It's not like he'll actually do it." Katsuki told you. "Deku's not that type of per-"

You heard a heavy object hit the sidewalk behind you.

You were horrified.

There's no way... right...?

You turned around, but...

It was real.

You saw Deku's body lying on the sidewalk, a pool of bloo under him.

"Shit- ONE OF YOU CALL AN A,BULANCE!" Katsuki yelled. You frantically pulled out your phone, but then he told you "NEVER MIND, IT'LL TAKE TOO LONG TO GET HERE, I'M CARRYING HIM THERE!" He screamed. He picked up the body, slinging it over his shoulder, and starting to run.

You followed after him, and the two of you ran to the nearest Hospital.

Why did this have to happen?

Why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why

WHY DID HE DO THIS?!

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You didn't make it in time.

He was dead by the time you got to the hospital.

You shut yourself in your room for a week.

You just couldn't handle what happened.

It was hard to move on, but... you had to.

When you were ready, you snuck out of the house.

You still didn't want to talk to your parents, though, which is why you snuck out.

You went to a shop, and bought a small bouquet of flowers.

And... you made your way to the grave.

You sat down in front of it, holding your flowers.

"Hey. I'm... sorry I wasn't here for your funeral." You said to nothing. "That sounds so weird to say... either way, I... guess I have to break up with you, huh? I mean... I can't hold on to you forever, I have to move on at some point, don't I...?"

You felt someone grab your shoulders, and you heard a whisper.

"Do you?"

You looked around, but... nobody was there.

What was that?

Why does it feel like someone's hugging you?

Why does it sound like someone's whispering to you?

Are you going crazy?

You sighed.

Your mind was just playing tricks on you.

It had to be.

You made your way home, getting into your room through the window.

You sat on your bed, and looked around your room.

You saw a sticky note on your wall.

That's weird.

You don't remember writing anything.

You looked at it.

Hi (Y/N)!

Remember me?

You just visited me!

I was really happy when you did!

I want to talk to you again.

What...?

After you finished reading the note, you noticed another one.

I don't want to freak you out too much, which is why I'm not talking.

You know your lamp?

Turn it on.

I'll answer questions using it.

If I turn it off, it's a no.

If it stays on, it's yes.

And if I need a long answer, well, we both know morse code, right?

You turned your lamp on.

"This is so dumb..." You said to yourself.

Suddenly, your lamp turned off.

"W-what the...? Hey, are you real?"

It turned back on.

"What's your name?"

Using the lamp, it spelled out .. --.. ..- -.- ..-

Izuku.

"There's no way this is a coincidence anymore." You told yourself. "Th-this really is happening, right? This isn't a nightmare?" You asked.

The lamp stayed on.

"Well... do you blame me for what happened to you...?"

It suddenly turned off.

"Then... do you blame Katsuki?"

There was a pause, before he spelled out

I won't answer that.

"Hey... what should I do...?" You asked. "I want to move on, but I just can't... what should I do, Izuku...?"

He then spelled out

Join me.

"What? What do you mean?"

Die.

The lamp turned off, and you heard a voice.

"Sorry, I'm tired of turning it off and on again. I hope you're not too scared right now..."

You looked around, but no one was there.

"(Y/N), I know that what I'm saying may sound cruel, but... if you really can't move on from me, maybe you should kill yourself, and be with me forever!"

"If you're real... if you're really Izuku... then why are you telling me to do that?" You asked. "He wouldn't want me to do that to myself..."

"I know, (Y/N)... but I can't move on from you either. I don't want to see you with anyone else."

You walked out the door.

Maybe he's right?

You made your way to the kitchen, and you grabbed a knife.

"Yes, that'll work. Now just slide it into yourself... let it tear apart you organs."

As you started to push the knife inside of you, you suddenly stopped.

"I can't do this..."

"Ok, we'll try something else. Your father has a gun, right?"

"No."

"Oh, ok. Well, how about a bath?"

You made your way to the bathroom, and started running the water.

Once the tub was full, you stepped in.

It was uncomfortable, as you were fully clothes, but it doesn't matter.

"No, I can't do this either!" You said, getting out of it.

"Oh, really?" You heard him sigh. "It's ok, (Y/N). I didn't want it to come to this, but I have an idea."

"You do?"

"Yes. I'll feel less guilty if I do it while you're asleep, so... could you do that for me...?"

"...ok."

You forced yourself to sleep, and when you woke up... you saw a familiar face.

"Izuku!" You said, getting up from your bed, and running to him.

"I'm so glad we get to see each other again!" He said happily. He hugged you tightly, and a question arose in your mind.

"I'm dead, aren't I? What did you do to me...?"

"Well, I... I was going to stab you, but then they'd rule your death as a suicide, leading them to realize you didn't seem suicidal, then ruling it as a murder, and arresting some innocent person." He explained. "So I took one of the towels from the bathroom, and I... I strangled you with it. I put the towel back, and... now it just looks like you died in your sleep."

"I guess that's for the best..."

"Well, it doesn't matter anymore, because..."

"Now we can be together again, (Y/N)!"