21st September 1973

Sirus pov

7am.

I woke up as everyone was still asleep and was really hungry. I got ready as I was heading to hogsmade to get some things and new books. I saw there was a huge sale going on and it was mine and remus anniversary in a few weeks. I like to get everything done before the actual date and it's the main reason I wanted to get them.

I headed down to the great hall as reg always gets the letters from our family as he knows I have not spoken to my parents in over three years. The only people I ever write letter to is my uncle alphard and grandparents. They always made sure I was taken care of and put money in my vault.

They even made sure my parents can't have access to the vault as im the only one who can access. I join reg at the table as my cousins were probably still asleep. Hey so what have you got planned for today reg asked me. I'm off to hogsmade to get remus anniversary present as the ring won't be done for another few weeks I said.

Well that's good as I know he's going to love the idea you have reg said. Yeah so has any letters come today for me I said. Yeah one from grandad as he's happy you kept to your promise to write to him reg said. Thanks I know he hated the fact I never spoke to him after my first year I said.

He doesn't blame you he's just mad at mom and dad for disowning you for being in a different house reg said. Yeah I know but I feel bad because he was expecting me to keep writing to him I said. Well just remember they are always here for us and will make sure they know there place reg said.

8am.

I see narcissa and andromeda walk in as bella was looking even more tired. Long night for you three as it's weird that bella tired I said. Yeah since our parents visited us seems like they were happy to see us work but not let us have a break narcissa said.

I don't blame you as it was weird they turned up as no one was expecting them to come I said. Easy for you to say you got the week off from being in lesson Bellatrix said. Hey it wasn't my fault the professors cancelled the lesson for the other houses I said. True as you were more happier when you were allowed to be out the castle after what mom and dad did to you narcissa said.

I'm more suprised they didn't say anything when both of our grandparents walked over to me as I was ignoring them I said. Yeah I know all I heared as they were in the dorm room they hated you weren't spending time with them or how you would rather be with your friends then them andromeda said. Well can you blame me for spending time with people who showed me love rather than being miserable I said.

I know and since they were here it made us really miserable narcissa said. I just hate it how they put so much pressure on you guys as you don't deserve it I said. It's something we can handle but our priority was taking care of you during there visit reg said. You know how I hate it when you take care of me it my job to take care of you I said. Yeah but we don't care as we are the one who care about you Bellatrix said.

10am.

I was in hogwarts as everyone was still in bed as they were tired from playing games late. I was distancing myself from them during my parents vist as they wanted to stay in school so they could do the work. But I was happy they were letting me go to hogsmade as they knew about my past with my parents.

I got all the stuff I needed for remus gift as I know he would love these. I feel someone's arm around my waist and was about to punch him. Until I saw the watch I know one person wears remus you know you gotta stop this I said. Yeah but

Where's the fun in that as you always like to do this remus said. Yeah but you like it when I do this but when you do it makes me scared thinking someone trying to hurt me I said.So why didn't you wake any of us up to go to hogsmade remus said. You looked peaceful as you were asleep and I was liking being here alone I said. Rude but common james is planning to go and suprise lily with something remus said.

Don't tell me he's planning to ask her out I thought she made it clear to him I said. Yeah but lily been flirting back to him remus said as we walk out the shop.We left the store and headed to the hills and sat down all together. It was really quiet as the whole school were busy getting their own things done.

2pm.

James asked lily out and she happily said yes and we were happy for them. I knew she would say yes one day and I was happy for them. I knew snape was still in love with her and lily didn't realise so I was going to keep my mouth shut about this as I didn't want to ruin their happiness.

I noticed remus was busy talking to one of the fourth years as he was with his boyfriend. So I quietly moved to the other side of the hill hoping he wouldn't have seen me move. I grab the letter from my grandfather that he sent me this morning and opened it up.

Dear sirus,

I'm happy your keeping your promise to keep writing to me and your nana as we know you always were worried about what we would say to you. You made me the happiest person when I saw you last week when we came to vist. It made me realise you were just in a place where you were yourself and was happy. I'm proud of you and hope to see you again and spend time with you.

Love your grandfather.

I was happy to hear he was happy for me and I never expected them to accept me for being in a different house but they were. I was really upset when I saw my parents for the first time as I didn't want them near me or see them.

They left alot of truma as they knew I would never be like them. I was feeling really sleepy and was almost about to sleep until I felt someone pick me up and I opened my eyes to see it was dumbledore. I was confused until I saw the others injured and it was really bad.

What going on and what happened I said. They been attacked by someone who's escaped from prison and don't worry they caught him before he could get to you. I see James and lily wake up but remus was still not waking up. I go over to him and checked if he was breathing.

He was still breathing but why wasn't he waking up and saw something over his chest and it was a spell that makes them fall asleep for longer than they would be. Dumbledore sees this and quickly tries to reverse it and he saw he was still not waking up. The ambulance soon arrived and took them to the hospital.

7pm.

I was in the waiting room to see if there was news on remus as he was in surgery all afternoon. James and lily had a few small cuts but we're told to stay over night to see if they were able to leave tomorrow. I was just mad and upset as I should have been there for them and I was just away.

I walked in to see James and lily talking to each other and being happy. Hey sirus don't worry they'll find out why he's not waking up james said. I just feel like it's my fault as I wasn't there for you guys I said. It's not your fault we were idiots who didn't see he was attacking us lily said.

They bring in remus with the professors and it looked like it was bad news. I'm sorry to say this kids but he's in a coma and i would say it may take him a month to wake up mcgonical said as she sees us look worried. I walk over to him and see he was peacefully asleep and I didn't know why but I felt like it was my fault.

The doctors say it was a really strong spell they put him under and the only way for him to heal his scars is him being under a coma dumbledore said. So he won't be awake when it comes to our anniversary I said. Yeah unfortunately he won't but they aren't sure when he will wake up ether mcgonical said.

I couldn't watch this and left the room so I headed outside the room. Sirus what are you doing here you should be at school, I looked who it was and saw uncle alphard standing there. My friends and boyfriend were attacked so that's why I'm here I said. I hug him as I need a hug from someone and he hugged me back.

Let's go somewhere else so we can talk and catch up uncle alphard said. We head outside and sit down on the as he starts to tell me everything and I tell him how my life has been since leaving home. He was happy to see how good I was doing and we promised each other to write to each other.

9pm.

We were still talking outside as there was so much we wanted to talk about. I had completely forgot to let mcgonical and dumbledore know I was going to be with my uncle. Sirus sometimes it's better to let people know about your feelings and talk to them uncle alphard said.

Yeah your right I guess I'll always have, my friends and family to support me through this hard time I said. Sirus there you are you had us worried and who is this man your talking to dumbledore said. Sorry for not telling you and this is my uncle alphard I said. Nice to meet you Mr Black and sorry I have to cut the reunion short but I have to take you back to school dumbledore said.

Bye sirus take care of yourself and remember you can always talk to me uncle alphard said. I know and hope to see you again I said, we hug each other as it felt great to do. We let go of each other and I leave and head back to school, I see peter outside the great hall waiting for me. How you doing peter asked, not great how are you wormtail I said.

I was ok till I heard the news and was worried about everyone peter said. James and lily are coming home tomorrow while remus is in a coma for a month I said. Peter gives me a big hug and we head to the great hall to eat some lunch. I see reg and my cousins sit next to me as they try to cheer me up as they heard the news.

We started eating and talking to each other, everyone knew not to ask me any questions as it's hard for me. I let them know I saw uncle alphard and they were surprised since they never expected for me too see him again. But were grateful for him to visit me and talk to me again.

11pm.

We headed back to the dorm rooms and started getting ready. I saw remus favourite hoodie so I put it on to help me sleep well. I was happy no one asked me how I was or else I would have had a emotional breakdown. Snape and lucius made sure to check on me before they headed back to their dorm rooms.

Reg and my cousins begged to stay with me for support but knew they couldn't. I was happy to see uncle alphard after nearly 4 years, when my grandparents visited along with my parents. They let me know he doesn't hate me but just misses me alot, he knew I couldn't do anything to change my parents.

Soon peter was fast asleep as he was snoring really loud. I couldn't sleep but was still feeling tired, I heard the door open and see mcgonical walk over to me. Hey I thought you might like to wear remus ring while he's in a coma mcgonical said, as she bends down next to my bed.

I took the ring and saw it was the one he never let me ever touch. I always begged him to let me wear it but he always said no, thanks mcgonical I don't know how I can survive without him I said. I know it will be hard but we will help you through this and will take care of you mcgonical said.

Yeah I guess your right maybe ill get through it I said. She soon left as I started to sleep, i was happy she let me wear the ring and also missing remus tonight as I loved sleeping in his arms.