Lol hello again fellow hoomans. So in all honesty I forgot abt this for a couple days but that's not the point lol. This chapter doesn't have toxic behavior so y'all are free from that for right now. Anyway enjoy the chapter

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Third person POV

So it's been a couple days and Hawks hasn't went into work. He just stayed home to not worry anyone but people were worrying. No one has seen him for a couple days so of course they're gonna worry. He just didn't wanna get out of bed since his body hurt to much at this point. All the abuse he's enduring is getting tiring for him but he doesn't say anything about it

He heard his phone ring and he groaned sitting up hissing in pain as he does so. He grabbed his phone and looked at the caller ID seeing it was Endeavor. He answered it and immediately pulled the phone away from his ear as he heard Enji scream into the other line

"Where have you been Hawks!? You missed so many patrols and you haven't shown up to your agency! I advice you to get here now your missing to many of your patrols so you better get here to start doing your job now!" he signed as he just listened to him yell on the other line shaking his head in the process

His body was in so much pain with Dabi leaving burns and bruises on him. His neck and arms were in bandages due to the burns and his stomach along with his eye were bruised. "Listen Enji I'd love to come into wo-" he was cut off by more yelling and decided to hang up at this point so he did. He placed his phone back down on the table beside him and got up groaning and hissing at the pain he was feeling

His body honestly looked terrible being in the condition he was. As he tried to stand he felt his legs go limp but grabbed onto the table to hold himself up. He wanted to cry out but kept the tears away as much as he could. He knew Dabi was home so he couldn't be seen crying or Dabi would give him a reason to cry

Hawks tried to stand again only to have the same thing happen. He tried his best to stay quiet knowing Dabi would get mad at him for to much noise. Living in a household that used to be so quiet and non-toxic was so great but now it's filled with hatred and blood and no longer quiet

Hawks got up again pulling himself towards the closet and grabbing his hero clothes and a fresh pair of boxers. He made his way out the room and to the bathroom to take a shower. He locked the door quietly and placed his clothes down and grabbed his towel of the rack it was on

He got undressed and looked himself in the mirror. He almost burst into tears as he saw how messed up he looked. Shaking his head he unwrapped the bandages and threw them away turning the water on and getting in

After his shower he put new bandages on after caring for the burns first and getting dressed. He walked back to the room grabbing his headphones and visor as well as his phone and walked downstairs getting a bit scared

"Where are you going?" Dabi asked not even having to look up from his book he was reading to see Hawks there. "I got a call from my uh....agency and they want me to come in to work for a bit to do some patrols" he responded as he put his shoes on. He heard him hum in response and sighed as he reached for the doorknob

"Be back by 9 Keigo" he knew he was gonna say that "of course I will don't worry Dabi I love you" he waited there for a response and all he got was a quiet "whatever" so he just left closing the door carefully

What time is it anyway

He checked the time and it was only 8 in the morning. People would just be getting up at this time going into work or school or just starting their day for a good day out. He decided to walk to his agency breathing in the morning air to calm him down and leave good thoughts in his head. One thing he wasn't thinking about was covering his eye or even buttoning up his jacket to cover the bandages around his neck

Now people were looking at him as he walked down the street to his agency with worried looks but payed no mind to them. He got closer to his agency as he seen Endeavor standing there with the press surrounding him and asking plenty of questions to get on his nerves

He was answering as many questions as possible but one question caught Hawks off guard "Do you have any idea what happened to Hawks? Do you think he could possibly be dead somewhere?". Hawks' face shifted to an angry look as he pushed passed them and stood next to Endeavor facing him with his arms crossed

He seen him look down and pushed him forward to the press. Hawks gave him the look of 'what the fuck' and turned back to them. "Where have you been for the past couple days?" "What's with the bruise and bandages did you get hurt?" "Did someone attack you?" all the questions were making Hawks feel lightheaded as he remembered what happened the past couple days he was out

And by the "the past couple days" I mean almost a week that he was gone. Hawks backed away but they only got closer. He felt closed in by them and couldn't breathe. His vision was going black causing him to pass out having Endeavor catch him at the last minute. "Hawks just passed out what's the meaning of this?!" "Did he really have a bad week?" "What happened to him since he was gone?"

Hawks' mind was blank but he could still hear everyone asking to many questions but there was a loud ringing in his ears that didn't stop and made his head pound. Endeavor took him inside his agency seeing everyone trying to get in to get answers. Everyone in the agency looked at Hawks with a worried look on all their faces as Enji took him to his office

He placed him down and went out to grab a wet cloth to place on his head. After coming back he closed the door and placed the cloth on his head. He waited for awhile and finally heard a groan come from the other man as he sat up

"w-what happened..." he stuttered out as the cloth fell from his head and onto the floor. "You passed out when you were outside so I brung you in to get you away from everyone" he nodded and stood up holding his head as it was pounding badly

"You still have to do your patrols though. You missed to many so get to it" with that Enji left and Hawks just sighed. He did feel eyes on him though and realized some other hero's and sidekicks were looking at him since his door was opened. The first one to come in was his friend Rumi followed by Aizawa and Present Mic while the others stayed out of Hawks' office

"Are you ok Hawks? You look pretty messed up" Rumi asked him and he just nodded "I'm fine guys really". Rumi seemed to not believe him and neither did the other hero's that were in the room. "Then where did the bruise and bandages come from Hawks?" Aizawa looked at him with his usual tired look but talked with a serious tone in his voice

Hawks was quiet. He couldn't tell them he's being abused by one of the most wanted villains in Japan. They would take him away and he doesn't wanna be left alone. He still loved him no matter what he did to him. Even if he was held at gunpoint by his scarred boyfriend he'd smile with the full extent of feeling love towards the fire user

"I uh..." he thought for a second before he came up with an excuse "I bumped into something in my home pretty hard and just got hurt while I was out awhile ago" he smiled hoping they believed him but they were still suspicious about his behavior and how he really got the bruise and bandages

Rumi seen passed his lie but didn't say anything "If you say so. Just please be careful next time" with that they walked out his office closing the door behind them. His smile faded as he was left alone standing in the middle on his office. A few tears fell from his eyes and dripped down his face as he leaned against the wall sliding down

Hawks brought his knees to his chest and wrapped his arms around them while placing his head down and hiding himself with his wings. He just let the tears come out from all the pain he was feeling and how much he was hurting. He only endured it all to protect the LOV members

He endured the pain for them and allowed Dabi to take all his anger out on him whenever he needed to not caring he was being abused constantly by his scarred boyfriend

What am I doing...why do I allow him to hurt me everyday without a care in the world...he loves me though right? He has to...

At this point he was sobbing on the floor of his office but kept quiet as it was now a habit since Dabi always told him to stop crying and keep quiet so that's what he did. Tears were running down his face and falling to the floor quickly with how many tears he's crying. His vision was a blur as he didn't stop and blinked the tears away from his eyes

I still love him though....I need him in my life

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Word count: 1726

I hope u enjoyed that very long chapter. So close yet so far to 2000 words. Wow anyway I'm gonna update this again soon with the todoroki family's pov at some point cause I want them to be a part of this as well cause like Endeavor is in it they deserve the spotlight for once

Anyway if u have any criticism lmk and all hate will be deleted

Bye lovelies ✌️🏻❤