This will be my last entry.

So much has happened, I nearly forgot about this in all honesty.

But what happened that day will never leave me, it's the day everything changed..

I had called my time with him torment, because at first that's what I intended it as, but I soon gave up when I realized that I was getting no where with that. And so I turned to positive attention and affection, however my feelings were not fully realized during my time trying to be closer with him. I had thought it was purely for the experiment. And I was wrong, because when I saw Keith's face, everything changed.

"I-Is that what you call it..?" He asked softly, pulling away, his color fading. His eyes went wide as he looked to me with a face I can only describe as my one weakness (Aside from family)

I was shocked, I hadn't meant it like that but seeing him so upset over it made my heart physically hurt. I reached out to him with my hand and went to speak and tell him exactly what was on my mind that night. "Of course this part wasn't torment, it's just an experiment. All I did was to collect information." But then I saw the tears pricking his eyes, the purple color suddenly coming back, covering much more of him and one of his eyes becoming completely yellow. I'd pushed him.. Some friend I am right?

But those feelings inside me made me understand something. About why I was really doing all of this. He stood to leave but I leapt out of my seat tackling him in a hug, "You're wrong!" I shouted, I knew I had to reach him, mumbling and staying quiet wouldn't work. I had to be audible and sincere. "Keith, I'm sorry. You didn't deserve this treatment, I thought that I wasn't able to drop it because of pure curiosity but I was mistaken. My infatuation with you being galra isn't what this is about anymore.. It's my infatuation with you as a whole! I was blinding myself because I was worried it would mess with my results, and I pushed you and did something I shouldn't have. But what you did were instincts, and I understand you not feeling that same as I do. But please forgive me for being such a bad friend.."

It's hard to explain everything from then on, but what happened was that we talked it out thankfully and come to the conclusion that we might have feelings for each other. So we stayed as we had during my time collecting data, but it was a lot better. I don't keep him up at night anymore, not as much at least.. He actually helps me get to sleep, we just talk and talk till we pass out. It's nice. We aren't together all the time, I'm not too clingy, but Keith loves attention. I never would have guessed it by his loner bad boy exterior but he's actually very soft on the inside. He's sweet. And I'm still not used to saying it, but I do love him. Galra genes and all. I just wish I had been awake of my true feelings sooner, or at least stopped denying them for as long as I did. But it all worked out. And we're better then ever. And now that I know what triggers his galra side and makes him behave differently I can be more carful, and pull lots of fun pranks on him. 

I guess that's about it, we've secretly dated for a few months, then Lance saw him kiss my cheek and flipped out.. Nothing lasts forever though so I knew it wasn't long, it's not like we were trying  to hide really, just that Voltron work isn't a place for all that and we both understand. I was actually very surprised to find that after all I'd put him though he still liked me the same, I mean I kept him up for days on end just talking about nothing. I never let him have space, I was driving myself  mad trying to find things that annoyed him! And when I asked I got the sweetest response ever.. He admitted that he thought that's just how I was all the time, which, at face sounds like an insult- Is actually really nice because that means even at my most annoying invasive self he still liked me and dealt with me because he liked me. I got lucky with this one...

Enough rambling, we have a new mission on some planet close to Earth. I need to focus and trying to get a signal though and talking with the Garrison, so that's it for this. 

Experiment canceled.