Yooo i got my hair dyed today it feels amazinggggg

anyways new chapter ello

wrote this all listening to the iconic Selena Quintanilla Perez (rip)

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"Well, you're results is, you are indeed pregnant." 

My heart dropped into my stomach, "I am?" 

"Yes, I'd like you to come in today to talk the future of this child," He continues, "Only if you'd like," 

"Yeah, yeah, what time would work?" I ask

"3 is fine. I'll see you then. Congratulations." 

"Thanks," I mumble, hanging up

I placed my phone back in my pocket, noting I had three hours before I had to report at the doctors. I headed into the bathroom, before collapsing on a toilet. I placed my head in my hands before breaking out into sobs.

I was pregnant. 

That one night we didn't use a condom, and I get pregnant.

Jayy hates kids! He'll leave me!

I looked down at my stomach, crying. My baby was in there. I was carrying a new life. I couldn't just...abort it. It's a new life, I can't kill it, I'd never forgive myself. And I knew if I wanted an abortion, I'd chicken out. 

I heard the door open, and someone say my name. I sucked in a breath, trying to stop my tears, "Yeah, I'm in here," 

"It's Kerry. Are you alright?" She asks quietly, knocking on the stall door

"No," I sobbed

I hear the door open, and her feet appear in front of me, "Oh baby," 

She sits down, taking me into her arms as I sob into her shoulder. She rubs my back, cooing, "What's wrong?" 

"I-I'm p-pregnant," I admit

"Oh Essie," She whispers

"I don't know what to do! Jayy's gonna leave me!" 

"No baby, no he's not," 

"He hates kids..."

"Babe, its you. He loves you. And he'll love the baby," 

"But...what if he doesn't want it? I can't kill it," 

"Then that's his loss. You'll have all of us," Kerry kissed my forehead, "Does Dahvie and Amy know?"

"No, I just found out," I wiped away my tears, sighing, "I'll tell Amy before anyone," 

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 A few agonizing hours later, I found myself sitting at Amys house, ready to break the news.

"Essie, what's wrong?" Amy asks

"Mom...I know you'll probably be disappointed, but...I'm pregnant,"

oops forgot to upload this I'm sorry. I stopped getting comments so i forgot.

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Morgan xxxx