Subong pov-

As we pull up to a red light, i lean back and relax while namgyu is on his phone

Is he for real looking at his own instagram page right now

"Why are you stalking yourself" i ask as he turns his head and looks at me before shutting his phone off and placing it down on his lap

"Why are you looking over my shoulder?" he snaps back

I shrug as i smile to myself waiting for the light to turn green as we are just seconds away from my house

"How come i don't have your instagram?" i ask while looking over at him

"I only have a few people on it, how would you know if i was looking at my own account if you don't know what my account looks like?" he asks

"I can see the username from here, it clearly said 'namgyu' at the top" i say as the light turns green and i start driving

"Damn so you really were snooping, stay in your own business fuckhead" he says as he turns his phone back on, i get a glimpse of his homescreen and it looks like a drawing of some sort

Oh that reminds me of earlier, when he said he liked to draw

Maybe i'll ask him later what he draws in his free time, right now i have to focus on the road

We safely get to my house as we both leave the car and continue walking to my front door, namgyu behind me

I open my front door as i take my shoes off and throw my bag on the floor, namgyu doing the same but placing his down with his shoes next to it

"I have an idea, come here" i say with a grin on my face as he follows behind

We make it into my kitchen before i tell him to sit at the island top and i grab two shot cups and pull out a drink while searching through all my cabinets before finding the pills

He smiles as i pull everything out infront of him

I hand him a pill but before he can take it i snatch my hand away

"What's the magic word?" i say smiling to myself as he rolls his eyes

"Please?" he breathes out before i hand him the pill, making my way to the other side of the counter to sit next to him as i pour us a shot

He picks his up and we clink our glasses before taking more and more and more

"Ohh yeah so namsu what do you draw in your um your free time" i ask looking at him as we make eye contact

"Hmm like spider-man and nature i feel" he slurs out, both of us feeling the effects of the drinks and the pills

"Spider-man?" i say looking at him, furrowing my eyebrows

"Yeahhhh you know him, the guy with the spider suit" he says not pulling away from our eye contact for the first time in forever

maybe i enjoy drunk and high namgyu over sober namgyu

"And you named him spider-man?" i ask as we try to hold a conversation

"Mm yes yeah i did" he says laughing to himself

We slowly make our way upstairs to my bedroom, tripping multiple times and having to take multiple breaks, while going up the stairs i got confused and tripped over it thinking there was one more stair and falling face first, namgyu laughing so hard behind me that he started falling down the steps causing us to both laugh on the staircase for over 15 minutes

As we basically crawl our way to my room and onto my bed we start talking about random events in our life that shaped us to who we are today

And questions that are unanswerable like "why is pizza called pizza" or "how come the president gets a say in what everyone else does" and just stupid subjects that don't make sense or matter.

"Can i see your drawings" i ask while i lay on my side on the bed, leaning on my elbows, halfway up with namgyu sitting to the left of me

He pulls out his phone from his pockets and gives me his phone in his camera roll letting me scroll through his drawings album

"Woah" i say out loud as i continue scrolling "This is actually really good you know" i say looking up at him as i hand him his phone back

He blushes at the compliment and shuts his phone off before putting it back in his pocket

"Thank you" he says as we make eye contact again

I smile at him as he awkwardly smiles back at me before laughing slightly making me laugh aswel

"Can i just stay here tonight? it's friday and we're both not in the right mindset to drive" he asks while looking at me

"Woah namsu asking to have a sleepover with me??" i say, teasing him as the biggest smile forms on my face

"Ugh shut up" he says hitting my arm and laughing along with me

"I'll only sleepover if you sleep on the floor" he says again before laughing even harder

His laugh is so contagious i can't help but laugh along

"I guess i'll make my bed on the floor then" i say acting all sad as i slowly sit up from the bed with my head down and wiping away my 'tears'

He reaches over the bed and grabs my arm, pulling me back down as he laughs even harder as i look up with him with a frown that slowly becomes a smile

"I was just joking shut up, i'll sleep on like the couch or something" he says

"Nah it's fine we can both sleep on the bed, just stay on your side" i say making a disgusted face and pointing to the side of the bed he's sitting on

He puts his hand over his chest like i just insulted his whole family line

"you stay on YOUR side of the bed" he snaps back looking me up and down

"are you checking me out right now" i say teasing him as i find it humorous

"Im going to stab you bro" he says throwing his head back and sighing before i erupt in laughter not being able to hold it back anymore

"Namsu" i say just above a whisper

He looks down at me before answering

"it's Namgyu" he whispers looking at me dead in the eyes

"Wanna smoke?" i ask, still whispering as his eyes light up and i sit up to be on the same level as him.