y/n pov

hey y'all welcome back to my YouTube channel!! for today's video...bitch I'm gonna hurt my self, we will be reacting to songs about me! i'm cool with my exes now and we all moved on from that tragic past  and they actually told me what are the songs that they wrote about me and told me to react on them..... disclaimer we will just play like the chorus and not all of these people are my exes but they admitted that they have songs wrote about me" i explained doing a intro while holding Scarlett's hand as she just looking directly at my face

"who are you more scared to listen to" scarlet asked

"probably olivia and billie"

"why? wait Olivia isn't your ex right?"

"yeah.....but she said she wrote some songs about me and all of her songs are fucking shady soo that shit scares me" i mumbled chuckling while Scarlett just shaking her head

"shall we start?" she asked and i nodded

"mkay so i actually got a list...lets start at taytay" Scarlett says playing shake it off

"first of all this is my favorite song" she added and I'm just sitting here sweating questioning my life decisions

My ex man brought his new girlfriend
She's like, "Oh my God!"
I'm just gonna shake
And to the fella over there with the hella good hair
Won't you come on over baby?
We can shake, shake, shake (Yeah)
Yeah, oh

'Cause the players gonna play, play, play, play, play
And the haters gonna hate, hate, hate, hate, hate (Haters gonna hate)
Baby, I'm just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake
I shake it off, I shake it off (Whoo-hoo-hoo)

Scarlett just keeps on singing dancing on her sit and I'm just heee appreciating the shadiness

"so! i wanna know the story begind this and what's your thoughts?" Scarlett asked

"uh obviously I'm the player" i huff shaking my head laughing

"who's the "brought his new girlfriend?" she asked andni leaned closer to her ear to whisper it "selena"

"oh my god.....y/n... they're best friends" she stated shocked and honestly guiltiness is eating me right now

"no coz like me and that 'girlfriend' agreed on a poly relationship but taytay doesn't like the idea... basically 'girlfriend' chose me......i don't even know why i did that" i sigh in exhaustion

"you're guilty aren't you? your eyes looks sleepy.....and that's what happens if you feel guilty" Scarlett smiled making me also smile and looked down chuckling. i love how she observes everything about me

"mkay lets move on tooooooo......billie"

"what song?" i asked genuinely concern because billie's lyrics hits me the most....i just love her and never thought we're gonna end up like this

"when the party is over"

"no, lets move to another song or artist...... I can't listen to that" i says shaking my head putting my lips together begging Scarlett

"you don't need to say anything let's just listen to it" she says holding my hand comforting me and i just nodded

Don't you know too much already?
I'll only hurt you if you let me
Call me friend but keep me closer (call me back)

And I'll call you when the party's over
Quiet when I'm comin' home and I'm on my own
And I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that
Yeah, I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that

But nothin' is better sometimes
Once we've both said our goodbyes
Let's just let it go

"let me let you....go" i continued it still being lost at this song zoning out looking out of nowhere

"bubs?" Scarlett hummed rubbing my back snapping back to reality and i just looked at her holding tears while swallowing thickly

"it's ok... I'm here" she sigh cupping my cheeks

"let's just move to the next one" i forced a smile and she nodded

"ok uhmmm lets see..... Starving by heilee"

"i actually forgot she's a singer" i chuckled

I didn't know that I was starving till I tasted you
Don't need no butterflies when you give me the whole damn zoo
By the way, right away, you do things to my body
I didn't know that I was starving till I tasted you

"what did you do
By the way, right away, you do things to my body
I didn't know that I was starving till I tasted you
You you, yeah till I tasted you
By the way, by the way, you do things to my body
I didn't know that I was starving till I tasted you
I didn't know till I tasted you

"i mean i get her...like the point...like when i tasted you i---"

"babe...TMI" i stated laughing covering her mouth before sobbing on her chest still can't stop wheezing as she still trying to talk

"shush upppp" i complained tackling her on the ground

"be careful!!!!" she says also laughing

"it still not sinking to me that we can't wresting anymore"

*cut*

"ok next songgggg" Scarlett says cheerfully

"34 +35 by Ariana grande...... she's your fubu before right?" she added asking and i looked at her widening my eyes in shock on what she just spill

"just play it" i huff shaking my head

Can you stay up all night?
Fuck me 'til the daylight
34, 35 (yeah, yeah, yeah, yеah)
Can you stay up all night? (All night)
Fuck me 'til the daylight
34, 35 (yеah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
You drink it just like water (water)
You say, "It tastes like candy"
So what you doing tonight? (Tonight)
Better say, "Doin' you right" (alright)
Watchin' movies, but we ain't seen a thing tonight (yeah)

"candy" i chuckled to my self and Scarlett suddenly hit me playfully by her elbow frowning her brows

"what?? you said react that's my reaction" i added laughing

"what candy? i mean they come from variates like sour swe----"

"sweet... pineapple favored" i stated cutting her off and she look at me pissed off but can't hide her smile

"i hate you" she mumbled underneath her breath as she fixed her posture

"i love you too" i responded mimicking her movements

*cut*

"ok next one is woman by doja"

"doja?" i asked confused

"yeah you don't know?" she asked raising a brow and i nodded before drinking my morning coffee

Baby, worship my hips and waist
So feminine with grace
I touch your soul when you hear me say
"Boy, let me be your woman"
Let me be your woman
Woman, woman, woman
I can be your woman
Woman, woman, woman
Let me be your woman
Woman, woman, woman
I can be your woman
Woman, woman, woman
I can be your lady, I'm a woman
I'm a motherfucker but they got a problem
Put some babies in your life and take away the drama

i just choked on my coffee hearing the take away drama part knowing exactly it's about the Scarlett cheating drama we had years ago

i looked at her wiping my mouth while a glimpse of smile is curling on he lips but you can clearly tell mommy is pissed

"your friends are really testing my patience sometimes" she says making me wheez

well she doesn't like my friends... like doja be writing this songs and some of them are about fantasies about me........billie is my ex obviously, timothee is like sus sometimes.......harry is the only one calm on our friend group....but we're all mentally stable so?

"ok last one is oliviaaaa"

"i still don't get it like..i treated Olivia like a sister" i sigh

"you never had relationship with her? not a fling? or fubu?" Scarlett asked and i looked at her frowning my brows

"dude I'm not a groomer"

"she's 2 years younger than billie...FOR GOD SAKE STOP CALLING ME DUDE"

"ok ok lets just hear it"

"mkay, Favorite crime by olivia Rodrigo"

"oh yeah wait, olivia says every verse of this has explanation..can you explain it?" she added and i just nod knowing she's still gonna insist so why not just do it

Know that I loved you so bad
I let you treat me like that
I was your willing accomplice, honey

"first of all i knew she love me but i thought as a sibling...yes she is indeed my willing accomplice coz she knows everything" i explained and honestly I am very nervous right now

And I watched as you fled the scene
Doe-eyed as you buried me
One heart broke, four hands bloody

"as I've said..she knows everything and support me on my shits...one heart broke...the girl i probably just ruined..four hands bloody...her and mine"

"so she felt like she's part of the crime you committed because she supports you.."Scarlett says also realizing what the lyric means

Those things I did
Just so I could call you mine
The things you did
Well, I hope I was your favorite crime

"she supports you because she wants to call you hers?"

"exactly" i sigh

"oh shiiit the crime she's talking about is you breaking girls heart and she's your favorite crime because you also broke her" she added and i wanna die right now

You used me as an alibi
I crossed my heart as you crossed the line
And I defended you to all my friends

"i fucked up big time and i didn't even realize it"

And now, every time a siren sounds
I wonder if you're around
'Cause you know that I'd do it all again

"did....she?" Scarlett asked hesitantly referring about the suicidal idea of this verse and i just nodded

"i was there....i left my film when i found out..i was really worried"

All the things I did
Just so I could call you mine
The things you did
Well, I hope I was your favorite crime

It's bittersweet to think about the damage that we do
'Cause I was going down, but I was doing it with you
Yeah, everything we broke, and all the trouble that we made
But I say that I hate you with a smile on my face

Oh, look what we became

All the things I did
Just so I could call you mine
All the things you did
Well, I hope I was your favorite crime

Your favorite crime
Your favorite crime
'Cause baby, you were mine

"got it the crime she's talking about is breaking hearts..she hopes she's your favorite crime..your favorite person taht you broke....you we're her favorite crime because she broke you and saw how she means a lot to you when she committed her uhmmm attempt"

"do you really need to explain it that broad? I'm a writer i can disect" i huff

"shut up I'm amaze by my capabilities"

"scar?"

"yeah?"

"can we just wrestling?"

"shut up"