Okay so, before I publish this unfinished chapter, I wanna advertise something. Me and my friend are starting a vanoss rp group on instagram. Tell me if you wanna join!!

Onto the unfinished chapter

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had packed everything in my room. The guys waited downstairs. Everyone had gone their seperate ways only a few staying together. I grabbed my camera, knowing this would be difficult. I had known these guys for so long, they were my family. But, I had a chance to do something more. Something...better.

I was only 20 years old I had a time to do other stuff. I held onto my camera knowing it would be the final time I would ever record for the viewers.

I sat at my desk and pressed record.

"Hey guys, Y/N L/N here but you guys know me as Y/T/N.

"This isn't something I thought I would be posting. I've postponed this video for as long as I could but it's time.

"I'm leaving YouTube. Atleats the gaming part of it. I'm moving out of our house to persue a dream I listed as only a dream.

"I guess what I wasnt to say is, thank you. Thank you for making me feel loved when I was emotionally unstable or made me laugh with the comments.

"I know people don't like me and I know not everyone will but for now, I don't need to worry. I'm putting down the camera, putting down the laptop, putting down the consoles, and I'm gonna explore.

"I'm sorry if this wasn't the video you expected from me anytime soon.

"This is my final goodbye."

I held my phone and rolled my luggage put to the front. I looked back at our house.

So much happened here.

"Woah, I must be in the wrong house."

"Um...are you Y/N?"

"Yes."

"Then your in the right place."

These guys that I found odd and annoying became the people I never wanted to let go.

Being with them was the highlight of my day. Hell, I even dated a few.

Now here we stand.

All of us infront of the house as Tyler finished helping me with my stuff.

The person that started it all. Almost 5 years ago. Evan Fong aka VanossGaming. Brown eyes, black hair, 5'11. He was one of my closest friend though everything. "Evan, how to describe everything. You gave me a chance when no one else would. You weren't cocky about how many subscribers you had or anything like that. You gave the small youtuber the chance if a lifetime. I'm sorry I have to go." "Don't worry, hun. Go have fun."

"Um, hi! My name is Y/T/N. I was wondering if you would be up to record something, totally fine if-"

"Let's do it."

Next up was Jonathan aka H2Odelirious. Dark brown hair, blue eyes. 6'0. My psycho roommate who was actually a sweetheart. "Wow you made everything so much easier. You understood me on a personal level and helped me deal with som serious stufd so I have to thank you." "No problem. Always here to help."

"Who is laughing?"

"That would be me miss*laughs*."

Craig Thompson aka Mini Ladd. Blue eyes, purple hair although I'm sure he'll dye it again. 6'0. The first person I met when coming to LA. "Craig, I'm so happy I almost fell that day. I was just about to leave LA but after meeting you...I knew I finally found a friend." "Anytime."

"Woah, careful there!"

"Ah, thanks. I'm Y/N."

"Craig."

Tyler aka I Am Wildcat. Blue eyes, brown hair. The tallest out of everyone at 6'5. The person who made me laugh easily. "You planned trips for everyone, when i couldn't afford a plane ticket...you helpled me. You were someone who made me realize how much I meant to people. Both you and Kelly welcomed me.

David aka Daithi De Nogla. Brown eyes, dark brown hair. 6'3. The person who would be the butt of a joke with Brian and I.

Lui calibre. Brown eyes, dark brown eyes. 5'7. Didn't know him very long but I knew he was amazing.

Brock aka Moo. Hazel eyes, brown hair. 5'10. Our most mature friend. He was definetly the mom of the group.

Brian Hanby aka Terroriser. Blue eyez, brown hair. 6'3. We could always talk until we fell asleep.

Marcel Cunningham aka Basicallyidowrk. Brown eyes, dark brown hair. 5'8. He is just an amazing listener. I know he loves to listen and he knows I love to talk.

Scotty aka Fourzeroseven. Blue eyes' dirty blonde hair(?). 5'9. He was a dork but I loved the guy.

Anthony aka Bigjigglypanda. Brown eyes, dark brown hair. 5’11. I guess I'll never know which one of his laughs are real and which are fake.

Ryan aka Ohmwrecker. Hazel eyes, brown hair. 5’11. Childhood best friend that I found again. After so many years. "My best friend. I'll never ever forget you. I love you too much to lose you. You helpled me through basically my whole life." "It was a pleasure shorty."

"Hey I'm- Ryan."

"Y/N."

Luke aka Cartoonz. Brown eyes, brown hair. 6’3. I didn't want to like him but I did. He just had a charm to him. "Luke, If I'm being honest. I thought you we're a douche. I didn't want to like you but...you have a shourhern charm that makes it hard.

Smii7y. Brown eyes, brown hair. 5'10. He still has yet to reveal his name to me but I won't push it. Smitty is honestly just a great guy. It's the way he does things.

John aka Kryoz Gaming. His eyes are a mystery but from what I can tell they are a mix of blue, green, and yellow, white/blonde hair. 6'2. Out of everyone, John came on top. My best friend (other than Ryan of course) and he knew almost all of my secrets.

Then their were my female friends.

"I've grown to love all of you and all yoyr weird habits." That made Chrissy and Kelly laugh. "I wouldn't trade my friendships with you guys for the world. Kelly, Sydney, I've known you guys as long as I've known the guys and you guys are just...the greatest people I have wver met. Kelly, you don't care what people think about you. I admire that. Sydney, you take action when you need to. Sam, even thought I didn't know you as long, I grew fond of you. If I'm being honest I was sceptical for my dear friend Craig due to how close we are but...he made the right choice with you. Ria...god my favprite fucking mod. I know Bryce isn't really friends with us but...tell him I'll miss him. I miss when we played with Del, Ohm and Toonz. You are absolutely amazing, text me everyday." I walked over to Aliyah and Simone. "Aliyah, you are...god how to describe you? You are utterly amazing. Your fun, you think of the good in everything...it's amazing. Simone, you are the only person who can control Marcel over there. Good luck in the future, hun." I gave them all a quick hug before turning to the two hardest to say goodbye to. I was full on sobbing when I made it to Lanai. "Ten years. Ten fucking years. We'll talk everyday. I want updated on who's gone insane and who hasn't," she gave a soft chuckle.

Then I turned to my best friend. "Chrissy, I've known you longer than Ohm. I remember yours and Scotts first date-" "you threatened to cut my dick off if I hurt Chrissy." Scott cut in making us laugh. "Remember the promise we made in high school." She smiled, "one day, we'll make it. We'll fall in and out of love until we found the right one. And you know what? You'll be here with me. Promise." I smiled and gave her a long hug. I started crying more as we pulled away and just held each other. "We made it babe...we finally made it..." She started crying and I looked over everyone one final time before I looked at the taxi that was to take me to a whole new place. "Bye guys..." I said with a sad voice. Everyone said goodbye at once and I smiled before stepping into the car.

"New York?" I hummed in response. My phone buzzed and I looked at the text.

???:Y/N, rehearsals start Friday. Tell us when you land in new York.

Y/N:I will! Thanks for letting me know!

This is where the rest of my life begins.