We begin to die from the moment we were born. There's like a program in our heads that instantly snap to the remaining time that we have left to live.

Life is a tragedy for those who feel and life is a comedy for those who think.

So, I guess...my life is a tragedy.

"Let's break up, (First Name)." There's nothing more I can think about either than those words.

Abandon me, will you?

Let's see, when I think about it, you never loved me in the first place, did you, (Ex's Name)?

How to murder someone in this cruel world is so easy. Tell them you love them and never talk to them again.

I stayed silent while (Ex's Name) ran a hand through his hair. He seemed frustrated, but I wouldn't blame him. If I were him, I'd be frustrated with myself.

His eyes tried boring into mine, only they couldn't. For the flame in my eyes died out a long time ago.

"I'm gonna get straight to the point. You are too quiet. Sometimes even creepy at times with all your deep shit."

Your words don't hurt, I'm use to it. Well, my "deep shit" is how I go through life. To me, that is reality.

"I can't handle you anymore, it's like you don't even care."

I can't handle you anymore, all you want is sexual things. You touch me, and I don't respond. You only wanted to fuck me.

"So, I'm breaking up with you." he walks away and slams the door behind him.

I don't feel sad or anything. If I had courage, I would tell him all that straight to his face.

There's a saying from a movie, "Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're going to get." yeah, my so called "boyfriend" dumping me.

But, I don't care. People come and go all the time.

People are used, they are lied to, they are murdered, injured horribly and etc.

But, it's not like it matters right now. It's night, I'm tired.

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"Morning, (First Name)-chan!" I was greeted by my friend (Best Friend's Name). She calls me her best friend, but my best friend is silence. It's mean for me to say, but I can't tell her. I don't want to hurt her.

I waved in a greeting manner, it's only to be polite. She smiled so brightly at me, I could say I do care a little. Only because why me out of all the people?

"So, (Ex's Name)-kun is going around telling people how bad you are in a relationship. But, I don't believe in any of that!" She exclaimed so loudly, there's really no need for that tone.

I nodded at the information.

I wasn't going to get revenge. I didn't care enough about (Ex's Name) to do anything.

All I could say is, he can go die in a hole for all I care.

I didn't have to do anything. It's not worth it. He's not worth the time left. All I can do it think the worst for him.

"...It doesn't matter to me." I spoke rarely. In all honesty, I'm scared of people's opinions and what they think.

(Best Friend's Name) giggled and patted me on my back. "You just cut people off, don't you, (First Name)-chan?" Not necessarily, only those who don't matter and left my life.

In response to (Ex's Name)'s rant on me.

I know you cheated on me, (Ex's Name).

And I know who you did it with.

She just happened to give it all away.