Gulfs POV

I look up at Mew, tears streaming down my face. I cup his cheeks in my hands and lay my forehead against his. "I love you Phi. I know that you never meant to hurt me. My head knows it, just like you know I never meant to hurt you. Just give it a little more time, for the pain to go away."

"I'm going to need your help though. I need you to tell me that you love me, to hold me. I need you to show me you love me Phi so my heart will stop hurting." "Will you show me Phi? Show me that you love me."

I place a kiss on his forehead. His skin is so pale, pure. I can smell the light musk of his skin. It is amazing how much his smell affects me. I inhale, breathing him in, letting his scent fill my lungs...it comforts me. He smells like love, like home. I kiss between his eyes, on the bridge of his nose, on each cheek. He is so still, as if afraid to move. My eyes close as I place my lips against his. His lips are soft but a bit cold and wet for his tears. I deepen the kiss and turn my head as I feel him respond. He opens his mouth and allows his lips to play on mine; his lips warming beneath mine. He gently nips at my lips pulling them between his teeth. Then I feel his tongue probing, asking for entry into my mouth. I feel my body responding, my skin flushed, heated, my mind floating away as the sensations take control. My hands fall from his face and grab onto his shirt. I kneel on the couch pushing my body flush against his, pulling him closer to me. I am hungry for his touch. His lips feel so good, but I need more. I take over the kiss allowing my tongue to play on his, fighting, twisting together.

Mew grabs my hair and pulls my head back. "Ahhhhh!" A startled moan escapes my lips. I feel his teeth against my neck. "Phi." I cry, my hands tightening on his shirt. I turn my neck to give him more access, pulling, trying to get closer to him, to appease the need riding beneath my skin.

It is not enough, it's not enough. I feel frantic and I don't know how to relieve the hunger. I raise my hips pushing myself against his stomach, hoping that the friction will help. "Ssstttttt." I hiss throwing my head back. "Phi...please...it's not enough...it's not enough....Phi help me nahh."

I feel Mew's hands cup my thighs. "Hold on tight." He says, then I am lifted into his arms. He carries me up the stairs and sets me on the edge of the bed.

Mews POV

I run the water in the shower until it gets warm then fill the bathtub with hot water then carry him into the bathroom. He sits on the shower seat as we rinse the sweat and cum from our bodies before he gets into the tub.

"Are you ok Bii? Does it hurt?"

"No Phi." He answers, a soft blush covering his face. "It's just a bit uncomfortable."

"Good." I clean the room and change the sheets before joining him in the tub sitting behind him and cradling him between my legs. I scoop the water over his skin, slowly running my hands over his skin while placing small kisses on his neck and back. He rests against me, body relaxed, eyes closed, a look of contentment on his face. A sense of fulfilment fills my heart. This...this is what I have been missing. This person, is what makes it worth it....the hard work...the struggles...having his here brings me peace. How could I have been so blind. I was so scared of being hurt overwhelm me and I hurt him so much. When I think about how close I was to losing him. Damn. I'm so lucky that he came to me...that he fought for us. I kiss his shoulder. "Gulf. Phi can't tell you enough how grateful he is that you came to me. Phi promises that he will fight for us too. There was never a day that I didn't think of you. Every day felt so endless. Nothing had meaning without you here. I watched every ad, every promotion that you did, hungry for the sight of you. I wanted to call you, every day. But felt like I couldn't because you were so young, without much experience in the field, and I didn't want to be the cause of you losing your chance. I am sorry I hurt you Bii. Forgive Phi nah."

Gulf turns himself towards me and raises his arms to encircle my neck. "P'Mew ahh. I know that you never meant to hurt me but being away from you nearly tore me apart. I need you to trust in me, in us. I know what I feel for you is real, and I have thought, so hard about the consequences of us being together. I want to be with you through the ups and the downs, to build a life with you. There is nothing to forgive. Let's just move forward and work hard to build this relationship nah." He leans forward and touches his forehead to mine. We sit, holding each other until the bathwater gets cold, then go to bed.