In summer this year I got back in touch with her she was just leaving a relationship and was soon getting in another but I didn't think of her any differently cos I always have the feeling that I need to look after her and if that's what makes her happy then I'll support her no matter what , I slowly started to notice the relationship she was in at the time wasn't good and it was affecting her there was a lot going on that she wasn't talking about , her girlfriend had a lot going on as-well and I think she felt like she had to look after her girlfriends feelings over her own , I knew this wasn't good for her but she was convinced that's all she wanted , slowly her girlfriend starting getting jealous of us talking but if she was happy I didn't want to ruin it so I respectfully left and we didn't talk for awhile but that didn't stop me from stalking her tiktok every once in a while

when we got back in touch I don't remember what was going on we both was very busy with our own business but always had deep conversations that kind of kept us both attached but not in a toxic way, we helped each-other and was there for each-other and kinda watched each-other grow up and change , I felt lucky getting to witness that even if it was still from a distance