My child, you scare me, because you are growing up so fast. I fear for you every day, there are things I can't protect you from.

I am in awe, my child, because I look at you as you sleep with a smile on your face, and I wonder how are you so much stronger than I am despite your struggles?

You scare me, my child, because you are getting smarter every day. And one day you won't need me as much.

My child, I am in awe, because you are so complex and authentically you, you do not hide yourself; I hide who I am all the time.

I am scared, my child, because one day I will have to leave you and all I can pray for is that you remain strong, true and you.

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