yea its back after the last incident... my brother might not survive this one... i'll tell u wut happened when he came back last time

i woke up holding a knife above my brother's chest...

--these are stress related hallucinations/imaginations found this out with psychiatrist appointments--

to think he can phase throught the wall that is under my bed... or does he live inside of my bed... cause sometimes i feel the bed move... from underneath or fromthe top sometimes i feel someone sit on my leg... thats wut my nan used to do... i'm depressed now i keep blaming myself for her death (i never said good bye and i fell asleep when it was my only chance to say goodbye... she's probably the one watching me right now... as its 11:53 pm and i'm currently now were near my parents...

Im alive and no longer suicidal