Kim Taehyung p.o.v

The worst feeling in the world is when you did your best but its still wasn't good enough. I know I am worthless all this time but to hear it coming out from the person that are like family to me make it so real. I don't have any word to describe it but Hurt.

Yes! I can't deny that I'm kind of don't want to meet them. I don't know why, Is it because I hate the fact that they hurt me so much that I can't endure more or the fact that I am mad at myself because I am worthless to them? I don't even know anymore.

Its hurt, but I'm used to it. Its amazing actually, how words can do that, Just shred your inside part.

I know everything happens for a reason, but sometime I wish I know the reason. I just walked without any destination. I need a break from all of this. Finally after all the thinking, I finally decided to go to the hospital to meet with Seojin hyung.

When I'm arrived at his room(with a permission) He quickly noticed me. Her face that was filled with his smile quickly change to a concern when he noticed my teary eyes.

"What happened Tae?" He asked while walking to my way.

"H-hyung, What should I do hyung? I'm tired hyung, emotionally and physically." I said. with that I can feel the intense headache. I really need some sleep right now. I deserve some rest. I can see Seojin hyung's panic face, But I don't care I'm just tired of everything. Dark consumed me taking me away from a reality.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Kim Seok Jin p.o.v

What just happened?  I'm pretty sure that is what in the member's mind right now. I mean, its happening so fast! I looked at our leader who was looking really guilty. All the members just looking at their own hand.

"Yah, namjoon-ah, why did you said that?" I said slowly to not shocked the other members. I know, Namjoon did not meant the word that he said. We never think Tae as a worthless member, but we are to blinded by our ego. I don't even remember how this 'Ignore Taehyung' begin.

" I don't know, hyung. What to do? Its all my fault." He said while put his face in his hand. He look so stress out though. After that we are just sitting there in silent. I have been thinking what we are doing to Tae and what our maknae just said before he go to find Taehyung.

Do we really hurt Tae that much? why did we do that? Kookie was right. Our family was changing. We don't even think this matter from Tae's perspective. We just assuming things.

"Its our fault right? Its not Tae's fault, right?" Hobie said with a blank face. All the members look at Hobie and just nodded. We realized it is our fault. We just make a big mistake.

"It is, Tae don't deserve all the things that we did. We don't hear his point of view and we just blaming him for all that was not even his fault!" Jimin said with a teary eyes.

Our moment was cut by the presence of our maknae. I quickly walked to him and asked "Did you find him?". My voice was filled with concern.

Kookie glared at me which is kind of surprised me. He look at the members with such a cold glare. He make a way to his room but was stopped by me.

"Where are you going? Where is Tae?" I asked firmly. I really need an answer. He was being disrespectful to me now.

"Why do you cares now? You just said how worthless Taetae hyung is. If anything happen to Taetae hyung, I will not forgive you." He just walked away and slammed his room's door.

We just standing there and dumbfounded. The words that kookie said go straight to my heart and broke it into half. We really ruined everything, this time.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Author note

Okay, new chapter which is really short! I'm sorry! This is not the best chapter but I hope you enjoy it and will continue to stay with me.

Feel free to correct my mistakes. Vote and comment if this book worth it.

Like my previous chapter, I want to remind you please stream Spring day! We are so close! We just need 1,907,753 M to reach 100 M views.

Lastly , I want to share with you what i have learned,

There are 3 C's in life: Choice, Chance, Change.

You must make the choice, to take the chance, If you want anything in life to change.

Thanks for staying with me! Stay happy and healthy guys!

side note: I maybe can't update the next chapter too fast because I have this mass streaming for spring day MV , Run MV and more MV! Join me!