Zehra's pov*

I jump into Axels black jeep and slid in next towards the door on the left as zander slid in next and kyler slid in, making Zander seated in the middle.

I had my Airpods in listening to *Saturday sun by vance joy*. Literally iconic. I looked out the window noticing the buildings and mountains.

I leaned my head against the window as i heard Zander cuss about the game he was failing hard at.

It was him running around in a blocky outfit and a sword in hand. He was fighting something tall purple and black.

I shrugged and rested my head on the window while songs from my playlist played.

Soon We arrived at the mall. There were many cars parked around us and Axel had too honk at a few cars to let us pass and get a parking space.

Once we were parked i hopped off the car feeling my anxiety run through my body again.

The tingles, the heart beat quickening and the unervering panic in the bottom pit of your stomach.

I looked around trying to find a source to calm myself down. All of a sudden someone grabbed my hand and squeezed.

I whipped my head around and saw Tanner sending me a warming smile. I let out a relived sigh as he squeezed my hand again for reassurance.

I nodded and he lead me into the store.

We passed by many stores which my brothers insisted we stop at, in order to fill my wardrobe up.

"Look at this isnt this pretty Zehra?" Axel said pointing at a pink unicorn long dress. I looked into his eyes asking if he was serious

I immediately said "No" and turned away to go find other...wearable clothes.

I picked up a white knee length dress.

"Beautiful" i murmured.

Then it was snatched from my hands by a tanned hand and some hot pink fake nails.

"I hope you weren't thinking of getting this dress...because honestly trust me darling it won't look good on you"

I turned around to be met with a girl whose face was shaded with way to many shades of pink blush and whose blue eyed contacts where slipping away from her eyeballs.

"I'll be the judge of that" i said calmly while snatching the dress back from her dirty hands.

"Huh you? You couldnt possibly afford it anyways" she said glaring.

"Well i dont think that's any of your business so get the fuck out of here before i make your daddy's company go bankrupt" Zander said coming up next to me.

Instantly the girl eye candied him.

"Hey you should like totally ditch this bitch and come to mine!" She said jumping up and down excitedly.

At least i know she has no brain cells.

"The only bitch i see is you looking like a desperate clown. Get the hell out of my sight"

He grabbed my hand and pulled me over to other rackets of clothing

"This one looks good get this, this, this, this and this" he said pilling up shorts, t-shirts and hoodies on my shoulders.

"Zander"

"Dont say shit. I only stood up for you because your my blood and i hate when my own blood gets trashed on" he said sighing.

I only kept quiet not wanting to make him uncomfortable that he stood up for me.

"You guys ready?" Axel said approaching us.

"Wait dont pay yet, Zehra you forgot this unicorn dress!" Tanner said running up behind him.

"Bro...come on seriously...what.the.fuck" kyler said coming out of nowhere.

I turned my head away too embarrassed he yelled that out in the store.

"Come on guys dont you remember when we used to dreas her up in unicorns and rainbow dresses it was her favourite..."

Tanner said looking sad.

I then looked around at each of my brothers, all had an expression i couldnt quite put my finger on.

I think it was sadness because the mood went down...im not sure.

But i know i started feeling kind of down.

Im feeling something....weird.

But as soon as it came it left.

"Tanner, Zehra's older now we should let her pick out her style and choice of clothing" Axel said with common sense.

"...fine" he then went back and put the dress on the rack.

As we paid all my brothers were getting ready to leave.

"Wait i have to go pee" i said pointing towards the stores bathrooms.

"Oh okay we'll just wait here" Axel said casually.

"No no its okay just wait outside" I said

"Its fine we can wait here" Axel said again.

"Im serious just wait outside for me...order me a strawberry smoothie" i said quickly.

Axel raised an eyebrow in confusion.

"I-im on my period"

I heard Kyler chuckle and a embarrassed zander exit the store along with tanner.

Axel popped his mouth open with a "O" and left quickly.

Once they were out of sight i ran towards the rack amd grabbed the unicorn dress and then headed towards the counter.

"May i get this" i said passing the dress to the cashier.

She nodded and started taking off the hanger and the clip.

My eyes scanned over the glass display that held jewelry.

i noticed an array of necklaces all with different diamonds/crystals.

Ruby Red,Royal Blue ,Gold,Obsidian Black,Silver,
Emerald Green, white,
Purple and Rose gold.

"How much is it for all 9 of these?" I asked her waving my hand over the necklaces.

The Asian lady gave it a thought and ducked down to look through her drawers. She came back up and passed me a magnifying glass.

"Real. Real dont break, so about...900 for all" she said.

I took my credit card out from behind my phonce case and swiped it on the white ipad screen.

My receipt was printed and i put the bag of newly purchased things into my bigger bags full of clothes.

I exited out the store and looked around finding my brothers at a lounge area with drinks and food in their hands.

I went over to them and took a seat on the stool while propping my elbows up and taking my smoothie in my hands.

"So um since your on your period we should get you some stuff right?" Axel said scratching his head nervously.

I nodded not really caring.

"Okay um lets go find a pharmacy store"

Everyone stood up ready to walk again.

We found a pharamcy store.

Everyone else decided to stay outside except for tanner who insisted on helping.

We went down the ling aisles and looked at different ones.

I chose 1 pack of thin ones with cute leaf designs and 1 pack of the thicker ones with pink petal designs.

Tanner made me get 2 kinds of heating pads. A big one for when im at home and a small one for when im in public or school.

I got some tylenol and menstruation meds.

Tanner insisted on getting me a snack bag full of candy and protein shakes with protein bars and a teddy bear.

I just nodded and went to pay.

Once we went to 7 more different stores including 3 shoe stores and 3 school supply stores.

We finally left and went to go get dinner to take home.

Once we pulled into the driveway i grabbed the bag with the jewlery and hopped out the car while heading straight inside the house leaving the rest of the shopping bags to my older brothers.

I walked into the kitchen and set the food on the counter.

I opened my box with my name on it and grabbed my soda cup and headed upatairs to my room.

I flopped on my bed and turned on the tv while eating the tacos.

This was just a well earned reward.

'Yummy' i thought while hearing the voices of my brothres grunting as they brought in the shoppping bags.

Shrugging my shoulders i continued to watch never have I ever while hating on the stupid things devi does.