-March 2019-

Ethan's POV:

The last weeks have been the worst without Liv. I've been trying to call her and text her but she won't answer. I called Olivia's mom to apologize, she told me Liv was really hurt but she's doing better now. I hope she didn't move on, I know I didn't.

Olivia's POV:

Josh and I stopped fooling around and starting working on the song this time. We decided to add 'Is it just a part we're playing? Cause it don't feel like we're faking.' because of what happened in the bathroom. The more we write the song, the more it relates to us. 

"I think we finished." He smiled at me. His curls weren't that curly since they were wet. "Do you want to sing it one last time?" He asked, I nodded in response.

"Okay, here we go.

"I fell in love with the only girl
Who knows what I'm about."

"I fell in love with a boy

And I can't tell if I fell out

After all said and done
I can't just pretend I'm movin' on."

"Is it just a part we're playing?
'Cause it don't feel like we're faking
When we're underneath the lights
My heart's no longer broken
For a moment
Just for a moment
When we're singing side by side
There's so much left unspoken
For a moment
Just for a moment
A moment in love (Just for a moment)
A moment in love (Just for a moment)
But is a moment enough?
Way, way back then
Always dreamed it's you and me until the end."

"Now, we can't play pretend
And I'm scared to talk to my best friend

Should I stay or let you go?

Will you love me when the curtains close?"

"Is it just a part we're playing?
'Cause it don't feel like we're faking
When we're underneath the lights
My heart's no longer broken
For a moment
Just for a moment
When we're singing side by side
There's so much left unspoken
For a moment
Just for a moment
A moment in love (Just for a moment)
A moment in love (Just for a moment)
But is a moment enough?"

"Maybe

Your heart still stops when you see me
Maybe it's worth another try
Better place, better time
When we're underneath the lights
My heart's no longer broken
For a moment
Just for a moment (Just for a moment)
When we're singing side by side
There's so much left unspoken
For a moment
Just for a moment

A moment in love (Just for a moment)

A moment in love (Just for a moment)
But is a moment enough?
When we're underneath the lights
My heart's no longer broken
For a moment

Just for a moment" We sang. This is by far the best song I've ever written.

"I love it." I smiled.

"Yeah, I do too." He said, looking at his watch. "We should get going, we need to be on set in half an hour." 

"Okay. I'll go get my stuff." I said, before I went to his room. The car ride was full us of mocking each other. All he has to do is make a face, or talk in a certain tone and I crack up. I really enjoy spending time with him.

"We're here." He smiled, unlocking the doors.

"Thanks Joshy. I'll see you soon." I smiled, going out the door. He held my wrist, pulling me back down.

"Where is my kiss?" He said in a childish tone.

"When did you become so needy?" I laughed, before I kissed him.

"When you kissed me." He answered, pecking my lips one last time.

"I didn't kiss you, you kissed me." I blamed him.

"Sure, whatever makes you sleep at night." He rolled his eyes, making me blush.

"Bye." I laughed, closing the car door. I waved at him goodbye before I entered my apartment.

"Hi mom." I saluted her. We're in better terms now.

"Hi Liv. How did it go?" She smiled, placing the book she was reading on the table.

"We finished the song. I really like it." I told her. I wasn't going to tell her me and Josh kissed yet.

"That's good, honey. There's someone waiting for you in your room." She said.

"Oh, okay?" I responded. Who? Why in my room? I went to the hallway and opened the door. Oh-

"What are you doing here?" I asked, my heart skipped a beat.

"Liv," Ethan said, looking up at me. "I messed up, okay? I- I was mad and I let my emotions control me. The break was the worst thing I've ever been through, and it only showed me how much I love you. I'm really sorry for hurting your feelings. I'm a guy and I do dumb stuff sometimes, you know that." He confessed, making me slightly laugh at all the stupid things he's done. " I should've trusted you. Can we start again?" He asked, with teary eyes. I nodded, walking over to him and smashing our lips together. I missed him too, I guess I didn't realize it because of busy I've been. I love him, more than anything.

The kiss was full of our sniffles, it felt long and overdue, something we'd both been waiting for a long time. I had my hand under his shirt and he had his hand behind my neck, pulling me closer to him.

"Babe, we can't do this here." He pulled away, catching his breath. He was right. I nodded my head before I hugged him.

"I really missed you." I confessed into the hug. He's back!

"I did too. I'm sorry." He apologized, picking me up. "Are we going to tell your mom now? She's waiting in the living room."

"Okay. Let's go." I agreed, hanging from him. He walked to the living room with the hugest smile in his face.

"We're good." He told my mom, blushing. I was still hanging from him, he had his arms on my waist, supporting me so I didn't fall.

"I have to get ready, I need to be on set in a couple of minutes." I said, getting off him.

"Can I come with you?" He asked me.

"Sure!" I smiled, before I got in my room to change. I was about to leave when my phone rang. It was Josh. OH MY GOSH! How did I forget about him!? What am I going to tell him?

Joshy:

Josh:
do you want a ride?

You:

no, my mom is taking me 
thanks though :)

Josh:
okay
see you soon ;)

Why? Why does Josh have to be so charming that I fell for him?! I need to talk to him. OH WAIT- ETHAN'S COMING TO SET WITH ME! My problems just never stop, do they?

"E, you're ready to go?" I asked, walking to the door. 

"Yeah. Let's go." He smiled, standing up from the couch. I need to find a way to talk to Josh without him knowing that Ethan is here.

"Let's go to my trailer!" I said trying to sound excited. 

"Okay!" He smiled. Ethan was really easy to fool sometimes. I pulled his hand trying to walk fast, but of course I had to bump into the one person I was trying to avoid the whole time. Josh.

He opened his eyes when he saw us, not knowing what to say. "Hey guys." He said, burying his hands in his pockets anxiously. "Are you back together?" He asked us, but he looked at Ethan.

"Yeah, we're starting over." Ethan answered, with a smile. Someone please bury me alive.

"Oh, really?" He looked at me with a smile, but I could see the desperation in his eyes. "Nice! Nice, really nice!" He congratulated us. I knew he was boiling inside. "I, um- I came to tell Olivia one of our scenes was blocked, we have to be on set in five minutes." He looked at me. 'Olivia'? I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to hurt him like that.

"Oh, okay." I nodded. He was tightening his lips.

"I'll meet you in the break room." He said before he left. I thought about it for a second, our scene wasn't blocked because we don't film in the break room.

"Babe, can you stay in my trailer for a bit while I film the scene? I won't take more than an hour." I asked with a smile. He nodded, walking towards it.

Josh's POV:

I can't believe this! How does she take Ethan back like that?!

"Josh, we need to talk." She said, walking in the break room. Oh, she got the message that I wanted to talk to her.

"Clearly." I responded, walking over to my dressing room, letting us both in. I looked at her, waiting for her to speak up.

"Joshua, I was vulnerable." She started. 'Joshua'? Oh, okay, two can play that game. " When I saw Ethan I- I realized I still loved him. I was trying to get away from my feelings, I was trying to forget about him, and I did! for a little while. Then he came to Utah and confessed he missed me and he asked me to start over." She explained.

"Olivia, you played with my feelings!" I grumbled, in a louder tone.

"How was I the one who played with your feelings? You kissed me first!" She complained

"But, you went with it!" I answered.

"How was I supposed to know Ethan was going to come back?!" She asked me.

"I only went with it because you said you were over him!" I yelled.

"That's what I thought! I was wrong, I still love him!" She answered. Luckily, the dressing rooms were sound proof, for music and stuff like that.

"He's going to hurt you again! I know he will!" I yelled.

"You don't know him!" She defended him

"And either do you!" I told her. "Olivia did you not see yourself when he left you?! You kept on crying, he made you doubt yourself, you were a mess! What makes you think he won't do it again?!" I asked.

"I've known him for 3 years!" She answered.

"And?! You've known him for 3 years, yet you had no idea he was going to hurt you like that!" I added.  "He broke your heart, I fixed it, and right when I do, you run back to him." I mutter.

"Who said you fixed it?" She asked me.

"Oh! So the past 3 weeks have been a lie!? We've spent everyday together! You used me to get over someone! And when he comes back you just leave!" I argued, in a louder tone. "That kiss meant nothing to you!.. I didn't mean anything to you." I said, that last part to myself, I tried to hold in the tears that we're fighting to fall.

"No, you do. Just not in that way." She said, walking up to me.

"THEN WHY WOULD YOU KISS ME!?" I shouted, backing away from her.

"BECAUSE I-....Joshua," She said, reaching the door handle. "My intention was never to hurt you." She added before she left. 

I know Ethan is going to hurt her again, she's just too blind to see it.