I wake and and sat up, gasping, I was sweating. I put my hand to my forehead and feel my wet hair. 

"Oh my god.."

I notice my breathing. It was staggered and fast. I put my hand to my heart. The thumps got louder and faster. I look at the mirror in front of me. I saw the moonlight illuminate my face. My hair was messy and my forehead glimmered. .

I wanted to see Micheal so bad. I knew that was a dream..but it felt so real. I take the blanket off and hug my knees. My eyes narrowed and I had a flashback of the night terror. I felt the panic, I saw him..drown..fade away..leave me..

I started to sob. Hot tears rolled down my face. I wiped them but they kept coming. I hid my head between my knees and sobbed harder. 

"No..not Micheal."

With each inhale I let a loud and painful sob out. The tears made my shirt wet. I wiped my nose with my sleeves and looked away. I kept seeing him die. I shake my head and keep crying.

"No..! No..! Not Micheal!" The tears kept rolling. I hug my knees tighter. I wasn't stopping. I knew he would be fine..

..right?

I inhale deeply and wipe my tears. I can't cry any longer. Looking to my right, the bedside table was there, and the clock was showed the time with a red glow.. 3:25 am.

I brush the hair out of my face. I should try to get back to sleep..after all I needed to rest. I put my head on the pillow and felt a bit better..but my heart longed to see Micheal. Even if it was for a glimpse! I just wanted to see him.

I close my eyes and try to sleep. Every time I did I saw him well..you know..

I shook my head and yelled at myself.

"Y/n ! He's fine! Just get to sleep already!"

I pull the covers to my chin and rest my eyes. They felt heavy due to the excessive amounts of crying I did. I slowly drifted to sleep. 

"MICHEAL NO!"

He bangs on the glass. His eyes go dull.

"MICHEAL DON'T LEAVE ME! PLEASE"

"SOMEONE HELP ME!"

I gasp and i'm awake again. 

"No, no! Not again!"

I lay my head on the pillow and tears went down again. I let them this time. I let my feelings take over me. Soon I was asleep again. 

_____

I woke up to the sound of a small child.

I open my eyes and groan. The sun light burned my eyes. I barely got any sleep last night. Flickering my eyes fully open, I turn and see Evan..he looked so tired.

"Miss Y/n..It's time to wake up..!"

I smile

"Thanks Evan" I yawned

He returned a yawn back to me.

"Didn't get a good sleep?" I asked

He shook his head. 

"Nightmares again.."

My eyes looked away.

"Me too.."

He nods and leaves me be. 

I get up and stretch. I didn't feel like leaving the bed. I walk to the mirror..and what a sight. My eyes were red, they had black dark circles around them. My hair was a tangled mess. My nose was a bit blocked from the crying. I sigh. What a crazy night. Turning to the white door in my room, I walk into the bathroom. I wash my face and brush my hair. It helped a bit..but I still looked tired. My eyes were less red..but still puffy. It looked like I cried for hours..which..well..I did.

I walk out the door and start wearing what I wore yesterday. I tie my hair (short hair , you leave it be) and make the bed. I walk out and breath. At least I won't have too go through the night any longer..

I walk down the staircase and everyone is at the kitchen. I saw Clara at the stove, cooking something. Evan and Elizabeth were at their spots. Evan laid his head on the desk and barely kept his eyes open. Poor guy. William..was no where to be found.

I sat in my spot and Elizabeths eyes go wide.

"Hi Y/n! Did you sleep well?"

I nod and smile. I didn't feel like talking. Clara brings in the food, it was all sorts of breakfast delights. 

"Oh good morning Y/n!" 

"Morning Mrs Afton"

..

"My dear..did you sleep okay? It looks like you were crying and hadn't slept for days!" She replied stress filling her eyes.

"And please..call me Clara".

I nod.

"No no! I had a good sleep! I just-don't look good in the morning..yea" I replied feeling tensed. I could and would never ever tell her about what I had dreamed about.

She nods, seeing I didn't wanna talk about it, she walks away. 

"Micheal! Get down here!" She calls.

I heard a groan and hear footsteps. I Immediately turn my head to the staircase. Out comes a very..VERY tired Micheal. He looked like me, his eyes puffy and red, his eyes surrounded by dark circles. His hair was messy. 

"Good heavens! Looks like you and Y/n hadn't got any sleep!" Clara exclaims looking at us both.

Micheal scoffs "Mother relax, I just- don't look good in the morning..yea" He replies. ..Did he just say what I said?

Clara raises her eyebrows and sighs.

"I ate with William. You guys go ahead and eat" She smiles and walks away.

Micheal rolls his eyes and looks at me. His eyes widen. I look at him too. I felt like crying or screaming? I don't know. I just wanted to hug him, hold his hand, literally anything! I just wanted to be with him! I wanted to jump up and hug him..but his siblings were right there..

He walks and sits with me. He doesn't grab my hand like dinner last night and focuses on his meal. I give him a hurt look, and do the same. I finished my food and so did he. We clean up and I walk away. 

"Y/n.." Micheal grabs my hand and pulls me to the pantry. God it was huge. He looks at my eyes and hugs me. I hug him back..and I start crying. I sobbed so hard. I barely caught my breath when he lets go. His eyes were also a bit wet.

"Y/n..I had a dream about you and I..I couldn't..save you.." He looks away biting his lip, holding back tears. I gasp.

"I did too..I saw you..drown..

... I thought I LOST YOU!"

I barely finished my sentence and I cried harder. I put my hands to my face and he hugs me with his arms. He rests his chin on my head. 

"Y/n..you'll never lose me"

"I'll always be here for you princess"

I eventually calmed down. He holds my chin with his hand and wipes my tears will the other. 

"I don't want to see you cry over me princess.."

"It honestly shatters my heart"

I smile and feel better. I hug him again. It felt so nice..hearing his heartbeat. It was steady and ever going. I hope it stays like that, I exhale a calm breath.

"Micheal.." I look at his face. His eyes were still wet and puffy.

"I hope you know I won't ever leave you.."

He sends me a smirk.

"I know you won't princess. You love me too much"

I chuckle. I leave his embrace and we leave the pantry. I'm greeted by Clara with crossed arms and a raised eyebrow.

"What were you two doing in there?"

We stood in shock.

"Um! We were..uh..we were restocking your um pantry yes! Some things uh ran out and so I filled them again! yep! We threw out some uh..old stuff as well!"  Micheal quickly says, giving me  me a slide glance with his blue eyes.

"Yes! We wanted to help you out!" I replied and send her a weak smile. She smiles and winks.

"Alright then"

She walks away once more. Where is she going?

Me and Micheal look at each other and let out an exhale.

"My god Micheal..how did you think of that so quickly?"

"Well princess, I just know what to do at the right time" He winks and leaves me there, stunned.

At..the right time?

A/N

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