Tw/Cw: Blood, fight, depression, dyslexia, self-hate and mentions of self-harm

Karl POV:

"Hi Sap!" I say while enter the school. The first thing I see is Sapnap.

"Oh hi there Karl! Do we have the same class?" He answer and give me a quick hug.

"I don't know, I have math."

Sapnap smile and say:

"Ay me too!"

We walk together to the right classroom and wait there until it start. It's about 15 minutes.

I am worried about meet The football guys somewhere. I think George, Dream and Technoblade has math too and Wilbur music.

"If they are coming to beat you up Sapnap will join them. He hates you and you know that!"

"S-Sappy? What do... We do if Technoblade and his friends show up?" I ask to make sure my thoughts are lying.

"I will not let them touch you and if they say something mean I will hurt them in some kind of way." He say and put a arm around my shoulder.

"Thank you..." I mumble and rest my head on his shoulder. My cheeks apply a blush but I don't know why.

Sapnap makes me happy and I always have fun with him. His my first real friend since 4th grade. When I am near him or hear his voice, butterflies starts fly in my stomach and my cheeks goes red. I don't know why I feel that way but I kinda like it. Even if it was a long time ago I still remember that I usually didn't feel like this when I was with my old friends.

Did I have feelings for him?

Was I even in to guys?

In the middle of my thoughts i hear a familiar voice that makes my heart stop. Makes it freeze.

"Is it Karl and his friend? Does he give you attention or do you need more? Why not cut more of yourself? You sucker!"

It's Technoblade. Alone?

"Shut up! Leave him alone..." Sapnap rolls his eyes and say.

"I will never fucking shut up because you tell me so!" He spits out and walks closer to Sapnap and me. I am trying to hide behind Sapnap but I don't wanna look weak.

Technoblade smells like cigarette smoke and garage. He is breathing fast and heavy. He is not happy.

The smell makes me dizzy so I grab Sapnaps shoulder hard and look worry at Technoblade. He is definitely about to do something...

"Shut your fucking mouth or I'll beat you up!" Sapnap jerk out.

"Let's see how angry you gets if we look at your friend here!" Technoblade just say and a mean smile applies on his face.

"Wh- No don't do anything to me please!" I whisper scared when Technoblade take a few steps closer to me.

He pull up my sleeve and look at my three new lines. A scab is formed on it.

"You didn't get enough attention of Sapnap huh? So you cut yourself? If someone is going to start care about you before you stop nothing will be left of you! Nobody will ever care about you! They'll celebrate your death-"

Sapnap interrupt Technoblade with a punch right on his nose. Blood start run out from his nose.

"You wanna fight huh?" Technoblade mumble and punch Sapnap in his stomach

Sapnap grunts and give Technoblade one more punch so he falls to the ground.

"S-stop, Sapnap..." I start cry and back of a little bit.

My hole body freeze and I can't move. I want to help Sapnap so bad but I can't. My brain stops me.

Sapnap get on top of Technoblade who's now is laying on his back on the floor.

"Don't. Fucking. Touch. Him!" Sapnap and punch Technoblade in his face for every word.

They both are all bloody and sweaty. Technoblade gets from nowhere more power and push Sapnap of him so Technoblade is on top of Sapnap instead. He punch Sapnap constantly in his face. After every punch Sapnap lose more and more power and he soon faint.

I have to do something. I have to do something now.

I take a few step so I'm in front the two fighting boys. I take a deep breath and punch Technoblade the hardest I can right in his face.

He fall of Sapnap and grunts while hold his hands on his face.

Sapnap has now wake up again and sit up. He looks a little confused. I sit down next to him and hug him. He hug me back and we cry in each other shirts.

"I'll leave you for this time. But you've started something that you wish you didn't!" Technoblade now stand up and walk away from us.

We just ignore him. We ignore everything around us. Even the other students that stand here and whisper to racha other about us.

"How do you feel?" I say quite and pull away from the hug.

"What does it looks like?" Sapnap ask and laugh a little bit.

He is all bloody and sweaty. Blood is run out from his nose and is smeared all over his mouth. He has small bloody marks all around his face to. I think it looks gross but I push that thought away. I have to help him wipe that away.

I chuckle a little and help Sapnap up. We walk away to the nearest toilet.

"Sit here I will wipe all the blood away. M'kay?" I say warm and smile while placing him on the toilet lid.

"Okay"

I take a wet paper towel and start carefully wipe of his face.

His beautiful lips. I look a long time on them. I just wanna kiss them.

But am I even into guys?

No. No?

"Feeling better?" I say when all blood is gone.

"Yeah, a little! Thank you..." Sapnap smile.

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