' It's alright. '

"It's alright, now count 1, 2, 3 and forget.
Erase all sad memories.
Hold each other's hands and smile."

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"...."

Jimin let out a small laugh and gets up on his feet, smiling.

" Then, how about let's go? " He said, still smiling while offering you his hand.

You look at his hand, confuse why did he suddenly offer his hand to a complete stranger. Even the person close to you never offer their hand to you.

" I can get up myself. " You said and get up, patting the sand away from your skirt after that.

He let out an 'oh' then retract his hand back to himself. Scratching his head to ease the awkwardness he had caused.

" Let's go. " You said and walk up ahead of him.

Why does it feels so good yet uncomfortable just to have somebody offering their hand to me? Is it because I never felt it before? Or is it because I had tried to hid all the 'warmness' I got in me?

" ../n! "

You look at your hand, still walking ahead.

" Y/N! " You heard Jimin shouts behind you.

BAM!

You felt warm liquid flowing down your forehead, it feels so warm yet uncomfortable. You touch the liquid, then take a look at it.

" Blood? " You said then look up.

A wooden board is now got a little bit of red on it; the red is your blood. The beach's wind that had cause it to sways a lot had hit you.

" Are you okay? " Jimin that was running to you now wiping your bleeding forehead with his handkerchief that he puts inside his pocket.

" It's... hurt? " You said, eyes teary.

" I know it's hurt, you shouldn- " He was interrupted by your dead eyes that he had just realised.

Those dead eyes.. I've seen it before, it's too familiar. The 'hurt' word, it's holding a big responsibility. Y/n... She's hurting.. Not because of her forehead, but because deep down her soul, she's hurting.

Is it because of someone? Something? What is it hurting her? What had caused her to have those dead eyes?

" I-It's so warm.. I don't like this feeling.. " Your tears slowly slide down your cheeks.

She looks like an abandoned child.. A hurting small child, hidding from fake loves, or to an unfamiliar warm feeling.

" It's alright, if you want to cry, then cry. You've been hurt for too long. " He pulls you inside his arm, protecting you from any danger.

You mouth quiver, you didn't want to cry in front of a stranger. It feels like you're weak, but it's hurt.

" I-I'm fine! " You push him off.

" Cry it out! Don't hesitate anymore! " He hold your cheeks, looking straight into your glassy eyes.

" I'm fine! I'm not weak! Don't touch me! I'm not wea- " You yell at him but he didn't let you go, finally break into silent tears.

He wrap his arm around you, pulling your head into his chest.

" It's alright. " He whisper to you and you sobs even more.

I'm weak. I'm useless. I'm stupid. I'm idiot. I'm not needed. Everybody hates me. They don't love me. I'm so useless. Use less. Use less. Use less. Use less. Use less. Use less. I'm so weak. I'm weak. I'm weak. I'm weak. I'm wea-

" You're not useless, Y/n. You're not weak. You're strong for being able to live until now. You're not useless because you can still find a way to continue living on. " Jimin whisper more.

You sobs, " I am weak... " .

" No, you are not! " He tighten his hug to you.

" Scream it out, Y/n. Say that you're not weak, say it out so so that the world will know that you're not weak! "

You shakes your head, still sobbing.

" Then cry it out! " He yells at you.

" I'm weak! I'm useless, you hear me?! They keep telling me I'm useless! I'm weak for cryin- "

Pak!

Your breath hitchen, you touch your cheek.

" That is a punishment for believing the lies. " Jimin said.

You stay silent.

Jimin touch your shoulder but you shoved it off, " Hit me more.. " You said, looking at him seriously.

His eyes widen.

" No. "

" Hit me! "

Jimin pulls your hand to his bike but you shake it off roughly, " I said hit me! " .

He turns around, eyes glassy just like you.

" Stop it, Y/n. Don't say you're weak or useless anymore. Don't order me to hit you. " His tears slide down.

Your mouth tremble.

" I'm ... sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry, Jimin. " You look down to your feet, trembling.

" Don't say sorry because it's not your fault! It's their fault! It's all theirs! They made us feel this way, Y/n! They did it to us! " He shakes you, yelling.

Your tears slide down.

You're.. just like me? Are you hurting too?

" I know it's hurt! I know! " Jimin said in between his tears.

He broke into tears, his hand covering his eyes.

" I'm not weak for crying, Y/n. Do you understand it? I'm not useless for not achieving their expectations, Y/n! I am not! You are not too! "

You stay silent.

" I'm.. sor-"

" Don't say sorry. You're not at fault. " He said.

" Say that you're not useless.. " Jimin look at you.

You gulp.

" I.. I am not we..ak.. "

" Louder! "

" I .. am not weak! "

" Say it louder! "

" I am not weak! "

" Again! Say that you're not useless! "

" I am not weak! I am not useless! "

" I didn't hear you! "

" I am not weak!! I am not useless!! " You said loudly.

Jimin smiles, a warm smile that you keep seeing. His warm smiles that makes you feel protected. Like there is no danger in this world.

" That's what you need to believe. You. Are. Not. Weak. Nor. Useless. " He smiles cheekily, making you smile too.

" I'm not weak, nor useless. " You said, now confidently.

He looks at your forehead.

" Ah~ The blood is dried now. Let's get it bandage. " He gives you the barbie helmet, but you gladly accept it now.

He chuckle.

" Where are we going now? " You sit behind him, clutching his jacket.

" Somewhere. And that's not how you hold me on this bike. " He said, pulling your hand to wrap it around his waist.

Your face redden.

" Let's get going. "

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TBC

Actually I had done this chapter yesterday and want to post it but my sister turn my phone off when I charge my phone, and I forgot to save the chapter.

THE NEXT DAY IT WAS GONEEEEE T-T

But I am able to rewrite it, but it is a little bit too different from the supposed to be post chapter. But I'll write the supposed-to-be-post story line in the next or next's next chapter.

I hope you enjoy this chapter~ I got an inspiration to write it this way because of the manga 'Nana To Kaoru ' ( It is a very exciting manga ).

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See y'all in the next chappie~ Ciao~❤️