Heavy lies the crown
Heavy is my chest
I can't breath
Though I try my best
Tired is my mind
Tired is my body
I can't move
This pain is godly
I fell
both out of your favour
And out of your life

All you ever caused me was strife
There were moments
Of joy
Of glee
But they weren't enough to save me
I've decided now that I'm done
With you
With them
With everyone
It's all so pointless
Everything I do
I'm deprived of happiness
And you don't have a clue
I'm late in the game
Relationships in tatters
I really am ashamed
But it doesn't even matter
I know this is bad
This state of mind I'm in
But I'm glad
I call this a win
Because even if I hurt now
I can still heal
So I take a bow
Because this time it's real