*SOME DARKNESS AHEAD*

Y/N POV

Kokushibou took me to Muzan's quarters he lingered at the door not wanting to leave. Muzan eventually shut the door in Kokushibou's face stopping him from seeing into the room. While the two men were having a standoff I observe the room.

The room had no windows and the only door leading into the maze of the infinity fortress. He had a large desk set up for his experiments. I didn't miss the tubes of my blood amongst the science equipment. There was a large European bed in the center of the room it seemed out of place in the room. I had only heard of these beds never seeing one in real life. The Ubuyashiki estate still used futons even though many other rich families' have switched to the more comfortable European beds.

The bed had distracted me so much that I hadn't noticed that I was now alone with Muzan. His eyes watch me as I study the strange bed.

"I don't sleep but I know how weak humans need rest to stay healthy and I need you to stay healthy" Muzan said

I realized that there was never a bed in this room until I came. He got this bed just for me to sleep in but I wasn't sure I would be able to sleep at this pace.

"If I am such a weak human why don't you just kill me?" I asked

"I believe you are the key for me to be able to concur the sun so I will keep you alive until then" Muzan explained

"I will die before I ever let you concur the sun," I said through clenched teeth

Muzan charged me grabbing me by the throat. He slammed me down onto the bed pushing all his weight onto my throat. I gasped for air but none could get past my closed windpipe.

"You will die when I allow you to until then whatever I want from you I will take. You have no free will here. You are just a toy for my demons and I so don't get cocky." his words were like venom that made my blood run cold

He released my throat and I took in a shaky breath. I wasn't one for crying but at that moment I felt so hopeless that tears spilled from my eyes. Muzan's face softens at the sight of my tears. He reached out to whip them but quickly pulled his hand back. He shook his head as if trying to clear his thoughts.

"Go to sleep" he orders

The lights went out but my eyes were still able to see in the dark. I could see Muzan seating at his desk just staring at me. I got under the covers pulling them over my head to try and hide from his sight. This didn't help I could still fill his eyes on me. I couldn't get any sleep.

My days became a consent pattern: wake up from horrible sleep, have blood stolen, forced to eat, have one of the upper moons watch me, given more drugs to weaken me, forced to eat again, brought to Muzan, have body looked over, and cry myself to sleep.

I did enjoy the days Daki, Gyutaro, Nakime, and Akaza watched me. These four were the nicest to me and made me the most comfortable.

Now Kakushibo, Doma, and Kaigaku were different stories. Doma and Kakushibo were always staring at me or touching me. Even if I try to pull away they just ignore my discomfort.

Now Kaigaku just pissed me off once he found out I knew Zenitsu he started to talk shit about him non-stop. At one point we came to blows but Kokushibo broke us up and Kaigaku was discipline.

Muzan worried too much about Gyokko and Hantengu eating me so they weren't allowed around me. However, I never got that feeling from them since they were always excited when they saw me. Hantengu even gave me a flower one time but Daki scared him off.

Daki was very overprotective she didn't like when anyone interrupted her alone time with everyone except her brother. Daki always had her brother join us she would even leave me alone with him. He never talked much but he like to set right beside me so close our skin would touch.

These demons were becoming the only thing I knew as I lost track of time. I wasn't sure if I've been here months or a year. There were no windows so I lost all-time behind the fortress walls.

I was dreaming again I no longer see the field filled with wisteria trees. I felt as if I was abandoned by Izanami the god who had created me. Now my dreams were filled with my crying family and friends. I would call for them but none of them could hear my screams.

I jolted up to see I was still in my captures' room in the too-comfortable bed. Muzan was standing over his desk trying to find the mystery behind my blood. He was too stubborn to give up no matter how many unanswered questions he gets.

The more frustrated he gets the more he takes it out on me. It started with him just being rough while taking my blood but soon turn into him slapping me. There was always instant regret on his face after he hit me and there was always some type of gift waiting for me when I return to the room to make up for the abuse.

I moved and sat on the edge of the bed waiting for Muzan. Once he saw I was up he came over to me with a needle to take more blood. He grabbed my left arm but once he saw all the marks on it he move to the right arm. I didn't flinch when the needle priced the skin he only took one tube of blood before putting a bandage over the wound.

A cold finger lifted my chin up to look into his red eyes. I could see the concern written all over his face.

"You look so pale," Muzan said gently

It was true it has been so long since I've seen the sun so my skin has become sickly.

"I need sunlight," I said in a whisper

'I'll see what I can do" he answered

I knew that was his way of telling me no. There was a knock at the door it open to reveal a smiling Doma. I nervously started to fidget at the sight of him.

"Hello master I am here for y/n" Doma happily said

"Okay I need to talk with Nakime anyways," Muzan said

"Actually master I have a question for you. You said we can do anything we want with y/n as long as we don't hurt her. I was wondering if physical intimacy is allowed?" Doma asked

It was as if I couldn't breathe the fear was too much for me to do so. I wrapped my arms around myself as some type of defense.

"If this your way of asking me if you can fuck her I don't really care but if it starts to affect her physical you will stop," Muzan said before turning back to his work

Doma came to where I was standing grabbing my arm and dragging me out of the room. I didn't even get a chance to protest Muzan's statement. I try to pull out of Doma's grasp but he held onto me tightly. We soon reached his room and he tossed me inside. His room was filled with pillows and other comfortable furniture.

I try to get up and run out of the room but was pulled back to the pillow. I was pinned down and Doma loomed over me with a huge smile on his face.

"Get off of me" I yelled

"you heard master I can do what I want" Doma cheerfully said

"I don't give a dame what Muz-"

My words were quiet by Doma's mouth slamming down onto my own. His tongue licked at my lips wanting access but I kept my mouth shut. Doma bit my lip not hard enough to draw blood but hard enough to make me gasp. He took the opportunity to stick his tongue into my mouth. His tongue swirled around my mouth making me want to gag. I wanted his tongue out of my mouth so I bit down onto his tongue. I was able to draw blood and the disgusting liquid filled my mouth.

When Doma pulled away I was expecting to see his anger but his face was flushed with excitement. He held his face in his hands and a deranged smile on his face.

"You are such a naughty girl y/n" Doma purred

He descended back on me kissing every part of my face. His hands roamed all over my body. I try to knock his hands away but Doma just grabbed both my wrist in one of his hands and pinned them above my head. His free hand had full access to my body messaging my breast, hips, and legs. I screamed out loud when his hand went under my kimono and cupped my core.

I began to struggle harder but Doma held me down with ease. He rubbed his palm against my sensitive bud making my body flinch. I hated the sensation he was making me feel and I begged for him to stop but that just made him rub harder. Just when I felt like I was about to burst there was a knock at the door.

Doma cursed as he got up to answer the knock. I took the time to rearrange my kimono even grabbing a pillow to try and defend myself. Doma answered the door ready to yell at who was there but stop when he saw Akaza sanding there.

"Akaza what can I help you with," Doma asked in a not so cheerful tone

"Master wants to see y/n" Akaza

"but we were doing something'" Doma whined

"Well I guess you just have to wait until it's your turn to watch her again to finish," Akaza said

I shivered at the thought of Doma getting the opportunity to rape me again.

"Are you coming y/n?" Akaza asked

I quickly got up and ran to Akaza. The anger and disappointment were obvious on Doma"s face. Akaza and I didn't give him any more attention as we passed him and left the room.

I was following behind Akaza since I didn't know where to go. The fortress was always changing which made it impossible to memorize where to go. We turn a corner and I was pulled into a firm chest. I started to struggle against the person.

"I am so sorry y/n. I promise I will help you find a way out" Akaza whispered into my ear

I stopped struggling against him and relaxed to his touch.

"why" was all I could say

"I could hear what Doma was doing to you and if you stay he won't be the only one to do that to you"'

I knew this was the fault of the blue spider lily it made everyone obsesses with me.

"I don't want that for you so I'll help you escape even if it means I die because you deserve to live in the sun," He said

His words were gentle and his touch was soft. At that moment I would have given him anything he wanted but he just wanted to hold me. He held me until he was forced to return me to Muzan. Akaza promised to help me escape before Doma's next turn to watch me. That would be in five days until then I would patiently wait for his plane.
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AUTHOR'S NOTES

HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING GOOD. I AM SO EXCITED FOR OCTOBER MY BIRTHDAY IS ACTUALLY OCTOBER 10. NOT SURE WHAT I AM GOING TO BE FOR HALLOWEEN YET. LET ME KNOW WHAT ALL OF YOU ARE GOING TO BE.

☝I LOVE THIS MAN☝

SEE YOU IN THE NEXT CHAPTER

❤STAY SAFE❤