Alright, gonna have to put a tw for this chapter!

There'll be mentions of:

Death.

Onto the chapter!!

As I sat in my bed, mindlessly thinking whilst attempting to fall asleep, I stared at my ceiling. I was exhausted from the events of the day, especially with all of the gifts and excitement. After a while of not sleeping, I gave up and walked over to my desk, grabbed my lyric book and began to think about lyrics for a new song.

After a while, I eventually fell asleep on the desk, despite not wanting to at that time. As I went deeper and deeper into sleep, I drifted into a dream.

It was this day.
We were in the car. Urokodaki, Sabito and me. It was raining, and it hammered down on the car, but we didn't mind. Sabito and I were talking in the back.

The memories of this day rushed back. I hated this day. I didn't want to be here again. But maybe.. Just maybe, I could change it this time. There's a theory about it, I think.. Maybe I could prevent the crash this time.. But maybe not. All I knew was that I was in this car again, and I knew I didn't want to be. The joyful atmosphere of the car was almost calming, but I knew what was going to happen. There was a sudden collision against the car from the side Sabito was sat on, and it shattered the window. I panicked and undid my seatbelt, ignoring Urokodaki who was telling me not to, and quickly crawled over to Sabito. The car had also crashed into a tree, Urokodaki was quite shaken up, and there was fire from the car somewhere. Urokodaki looked back at us, and undid his seatbelt too, determined to get us out of the car. I realised how seriously injured Sabito was, and I anxiously tried to undo his seatbelt.

He smiled weakly at me. My heart shattered.

The dream then shifted to a hospital room. Sabito had been severely injured, and whereas Urokodaki and I got off with minor injuries and our lives, Sabito did not. The dream showed Sabito's death, making me relive it again. That day, my life changed. Not for the better.

I felt dizzy as the dream shifted again. I was in a doctors office with Urokodaki now, with a doctor handing us a medical document. That was the day my life changed for the second time. The day I was diagnosed with FFI. I could tell I was crying outside of my dream, I could feel the tear running down my face. I woke up quickly and stared down at my lyric book, now stained with a few tears. Not like it wasn't already.. I sighed. That final moment of that dream took place a month ago. Now, I thought about how to tell the others in the band. I'd have to tell them sooner or later. Hopefully, I'll do it before I get onto the second stage. The first stage typically lasted 3-6 months, so I had a decent amount of time. I was just.. scared. I didn't know how they'd react.

I sighed and checked the time, then laid back in my chair. I had another hour or two until I needed to care.

HI SORRY FOR SHORT CHAPTER BUT ITS ANGST I THINK IDK

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606 WORDS <3

Help why was the car crash scene so.. yucky