Natalie

Eric can't stop fucking up. He always hiding shit from me weather it be legal shit or reality shit. I don't even know if I can trust him anymore.

I drove to my house and called Tammy cause she can always cheer me up. She walked back in the living room and handed me ice cream.

Me and her started eating it "Why are men so shitty" I asked her "Cause you get with men who have charges and if they ain't got a charge then they end up in jail or worse. Look Nat, all I'm sayin is Eric is and will always be a playa. And every woman he get with him, they think they can change him but someone like him can't be changed" she said sitting back.

I finished my ice cream and remembered my manager told me she wanted me to put cornrows in my hair for my photo shoot Saturday. I went upstairs and grabbed a rat tail comb and some old tapes.

I popped a tape in the tv and let Tammy do my hair.

The video started playing and it was me and Dre as kids. We were in the yard and he was trying to do my hair cause he told my momma it can't be so hard to do. He was always a hotheaded boy.

I started screaming cause he was hurting my head and Tammy started laughing "Damn that boy can never stop hurtin you" she said starting the second braid.

The next video was when me Yella and Cube was fight saying that girls can fight better than boy. So we put that to the test and we starting fighting and I kicked both they asses.

We looked at some more but the last one was my favorite. It was when me and the guys were at the lake skipping rocks into the water and Dre, Ren, Yella, and Cube pushed me in but Eric helped me out.

Tammy was finished with my hair and now we were chillin and we feel asleep.

I woke with my stomach bubbling from that ice cream cause I'm lactose intolerant. I used the bathroom and woke Tammy up.

A few months later

Ok ok you are going to think I'm dumb but I got back with Eric. He me out I put some thought into it and at least he told me so I forgave him.

Me and Eric were chillin at home and got a call from Jerry sayin we to get down there now.

We were at Jerry's house and he played Cube's new song from his album. It was  called No Vaseline.

Goddamn I'm glad y'all set it off
Used to be hard now you're just wet and soft

First you was down with the AK
And now I see you on a video with Michel'le?

Lookin' like straight Bozos
I saw it comin' that's why I went solo
And kept on stompin'

When y'all motherfuckers moved straight outta Compton

Livin' with the whites, one big house
And not another nigga in site

I started off with too much cargo
Dropped four niggas now I'm makin' all the dough

White man just rulin'
The Niggas With Attitudes, who ya foolin'?

Y'all niggas just phony
I put that on my mama and my dead homies

Yella Boy's on your team, so you're losin'

Ay yo Dre, stick to producin'
Callin' me Arnold, but you been-a-dick
Eazy-E saw your ass and went in it quick

You got jealous when I got my own company

But I'm a man, and ain't nobody helpin' me

Tryna sound like Amerikkka's Most
You could yell all day but you don't come close
'
Cause you know I'm the one that flowed

Ya done run 100 miles, but you still got one to go

With the L-E-N-C-H M-O-B, and y'all disgrace the C-P-T
'
Cause you're gettin' fucked out your green by a white boy
With no Vaseline

The bigger the cap, the bigger the peelin'

Who gives a fuck about a punk-ass villain?

You're gettin' fucked real quick
And Eazy's dick, is smellin' like MC Ren's shit

Tried to tell you a year ago
But Willie D told me to let a hoe be a hoe, so

I couldn't stop you from gettin' ganked
Now let's play big-bank-take-little-bank

Tried to diss Ice Cube, it wasn't worth it
'Cause the broomstick fit your ass so perfect

Cut my hair and I'll cut them balls
'Cause I heard you like givin' up the drawers

Gang-banged by your manager, fella
Gettin' money out your ass, like a motherfuckin' Ready Teller

Givin' up the dollar bills
Now they got the Villain with a purse and high-heels
So don't believe what Ren say
'Cause he's goin' out like Kunte Kinte

But I got a whip for ya Toby
Used to be my homie, now you act like you don't know me

It's a case of divide-and-conquer
'Cause you let a Jew break up my crew
House nigga gotta run and hide
Yellin' Compton, but you moved to Riverside

So don't front, MC Ren, 'cause I remember when you drove a be B210
Broke as a mothafuckin' joke
Let you on the scene to back up the First Team

It ain't my fault, one nigga got smart
And they rippin' your asshole apart
By takin' your green, oh yeah
The Villain does get fucked with no Vaseline

Cube always had a joke. I was tryin my best not to laughed but had to let it out then Jerry and Eric started arguing and then Eric stormed out the room "Here we go again with temper tantrum. Bye y'all" I said my goodbyes and left went Eric.

I could tell he was pissed cause he was just silent the whole time we were home.

I have been doing so much running around my knifes are getting dull so I started sharpening them.

A few minutes of sharpening my knives he finally spoke "Can do that somewhere else" he asked and I looked at him crazy "Boiiiiiiii" I went back to sharpening "MAN GO UPSTAIRS WITH THAT SHIT" he yelled at me and I went upstairs but I said something else "Boy don't think cause you mad you can't get shanked" he looked at me "Who the hell you talkin to" he said looking at me with stare that could kill anyone "Nigga we the only ones in here aren't we" I said looking down at him from upstairs "Nat you better stop getting smart with me" he said walking up to me "Nigga or what cause don't think I will cut yo ass" I said walking back upstairs.

The next day

Me and Eric were chillin in the studio smoking a blunt. He had his fit then feel asleep on the couch and now we cool but then Dre walked in talkin bout how he not gettin payed enough and how Jerry is cheating him out his money.

While they were fight I was thinking. If Cube left because he was getting fucked over and now Dre, maybe it's something Eric's not telling me. I was knocked out my thoughts of having the urge to throw up. I ran to trash can in the corner of the room and thru up everything I ate "Yo Nat you good" Dre asked me and Eric came over and put his hand on my back "You girl baby" I shook my head yes and went to go get water to wash my mouth out.

I was outside spitting the water out and Dre came out.

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Sorry it was long