Sun light hit my face as i looked out of the window, its abnormal to see the sun bright so much when it should be darkest and saddest day of my life right? listening to some songs, sitting in a taxi and going to the hospital, i used to be happy and can't wait to reach there but i only want to run away.

"sir, we arrived" The taxi driver said and i paid him the amount.

Yet, again i am here standing in front of a blue building, going to see the person whom i am leaving day after tomorrow, abnormal right?

Walking through the same hallways, can't help but miss the memories we have made together, here and in the basement, the fun we had, the support of each other; i can't forget those things, never! with the ugly face i entered the room.

"oh hi!" he exclaimed and i fake smiled, "hi" i said.

"is there something wrong?" he asked as if he is ready to fight the one who hurt me. funny right?

"no, nothing's wrong" i smiled and reassured him and he said okay, its better not to tell him that i am leaving, i don't want him to be sad not when he's in a hospital. and its better if he forget me, but we both know that ain't gonna happen.

"oh okie" he turned his head and write something in his diary, i tried to look but he glared at me making me laugh nervously.

"don't you dare" he warned, "don't worry babygirl, one day you will be the one who will show me" i smirked, "not gonna happen" he said sarcastically, "hahhahaaha sure" i laughed but stopped when i remembered that this is the last time we are playing like this, no cuddles, no hugs, no kisses, i maybe not able to even call him.

"i know there's something wrong, now tell me!" he turned towards me and held my hand, i looked at him nervously.

"no...nothing's wrong don't worry" Again nervousness took whole of me, and i smiled awkwardly looking down.

"oh c'mon vin, you know u can't fool me" he groaned in annoyance.

"its really noth-" before i could finish, he hop on me, and pinned me to the bed, i blushed and he smirked, "say or i will do that!" he challenged with a smirk, "that?" i was confused but as soon as i understand his dirty joke, i blushed hard, "yes my love" his smirk grew deeper and i decided to play with him as well, "not gonna tell you, do whatever you want!" i fired back and he brought his lips close to my neck and kissed it gently, "hahaha only this much?" i laughed sarcastically, but i was merely wrong. He started sucking my neck not gently at all, i could hear smooch sounds, i moaned and smirked and he sucked it  again, it was painful but good, and he moved down and down until he reached my nabi, he folded my t shirt up and sucked my stomach, it was abnormally hot, i moaned loudly and before he could do that a nurse came from behind making both of us flinch, she covered her eyes seeing in the position we are in, i immediately pushed him off me and he landed on his butt.

"its not what you think!!! my stomach was paining so he was just checking right?!!" i yelled embarassingly and kicked aryan and eyed him to reply.

"yes yes we weren't doing anything!' he reassured and she finally looked up.

"here is your meal, finish it all!" she cleared her throat and left.

I looked at the food tray in my hands, filled with boring meal, some porridge, an apple, mixed fruit juice and some rice, that's it. I made him sit on his bed.

"you shouldn't have done that!" i exclaimed feeding him the porridge.

"not my fault, u aroused me" he answered, making me give him a 'really' look.

"whatever" i scoffed.

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We were just chatting about the most random things, i was feeding him, he is a baby and we know that!

"hey vin" he said, making me look at him.

"hmm?"

"you will never leave me right?" he asked making my eyes wide, all the pain, grief came back to me, he is making it so hard for me to leave him, why why why why?! why it has to be me? at this point, i curse myself for falling in love with him, i know i will break his heart someday but i didn't expect it to be this soon, looks like i am not the one who he needs, we aren't soulmates! but i wish we were....

"you know you are my soulmate, i would be so heartbroken if u ever left me! so u gotta promise me!" he pouted making me chuckle nervously, and i had an idea.

I took his hand and we both stood up, "I want you to know that i am never leaving cuz i am mrs. snow till death will be freezin', yeah you are my home my home for all seasons, so come on, let's go! let's go below zero and hide from the sun, I'll love you forever where we'll have some fun, let's go hit the nortpole and live happily, please don't cry no tears now its christmas baby! my snowman and me....." I sung his favourite song and we both started to do couple dance, it felt like we are married and we are dancing in the after marriage party, he chuckled loudly and blushed, i smiled seeing him so free and good.

Have you ever felt that second hand happiness, when you see someone laughing, it makes you smile too! that's what i feel right now.  

We stopped and he immediately hugged me tightly, and hugged his back caressing his hair, "i promise you..." i mumbled but i am sure he heard it, he grinned and we both sat on the bed.

"umm can i get a kiss? i mean i sang a song for you" i asked, and he grinned before smashing his lips on mine, he cupped my face and kissed me sweetly, i ran my fingers through his soft hair, i don't know when and if i will get to kiss him again like this, i will miss him so much! my heart aches whenever i think about leaving him and hurting him, that's the only thing i never want to do! he went through a lot, he don't deserve getting hurt and he don't deserve me either.

"i love u aryan" i said when we broke our kiss, and in response i got nothing but a beautiful smile but it was enough for me.

we spent the left hours talking, laughing and flirting, it was the best but the saddest day of my life, the pain which i was feeling no one can feel.

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hey lovelies~

hope u liked it......

bye~