Your battle scars never faded. You have so many, it's come to a point where you feel extremely self conscious about your body and refuse to show your boyfriend any skin other than your face, hands, or parts of your legs. Josef, feeling disheartened, decides to give you some gentle lovin' and hopefully boost your confidence a bit.

Prepare your praise kinks.

~x~

You glared at your body in the mirror. Scars. That's all you saw of yourself at this point. They scattered your torso and back, some on your arms and legs, a single one at the side of your neck. A soft sigh escaped your lips as you reached over, quickly slipping a baggy shirt and sweatpants on.

"Mein liebe..? Are jou in zhere?" You heard your boyfriend, Josef, call out to you.

"Yeah.. you can come in if you need to. I'm done anyway." You replied softly, running a hand through your hair tiredly.

Josef opened the door to the bathroom and walked up behind you, gently hugging you from behind. A shiver went up your spine from the contact, but you welcomed it. Looking up at Josef, you saw his handsome features in a sad frown. You reached up and gently patted Josef's arm.

"Hey... what's the matter?"

"N-Nothing important, schatz.." he averted his gaze.

"Josef... please tell me what's wrong." you turned and looked him in the eyes.

"Nn.. o-okay.. but let us go to our bed first.." he gently tugged at your arm, letting you follow him to your shared room.

Josef sat on the bed and let you sit next to him, twiddling his thumbs in his lap. You looked at him, silently ushering him to speak.

"I.. want to try.. it." Josef spoke vaguely, face going red as he twiddled his thumbs faster.

"Josef.." you knew what 'it' meant. "I.. I've been busy and still am. I have to wake up extra early tomorrow for more work." you lied.

"Jou always say zhat, (Y/N)... Jou always tell me that jou're busy or just make up excuses. I'm.. starting to feel dejected. Do jou.. zink I am not good enough? Do I make you feel uncomfortable? I want to really know why jou do not want to do it.." Josef frowned, taking your hand in his. "Please, liebe... tell me what is wrong."

Shame ran through your mind the more he spoke, "I.." you sighed.

"It isn't you, Josef. I swear it isn't.. it's me. I'm scarred and ugly.. I don't get uncomfortable because of you, I get uncomfortable because of myself. I don't.. want to disappoint you.." you sighed, looking at the floor.

"(Y/N). Look at me." Josef commanded gently. You blinked, looking up at him with your eyebrows beginning to knit together.

"Jou are anything but ugly to me. Jour scars do not make Jou unattractive, zhey are ways to show zhat you are strong. Powerful. Not to be messed with. Jou are as beautiful and charming as a bouquet of flowers, mein geliebte." Josef spoke to you whole-heartedly, pressing a soft kiss to your lips at the end. "If jou could trust me to see jour body just once, I would help jou feel better about jourself.." 

Taking a deep breath, you nodded and spoke, "O-Okay... I trust you, Josef. J-Just.. be careful, please.."

Josef smiled warmly, leaning in to kiss you again. His lips danced against yours slowly, a hand carefully making his way to your arm. He held your bicep gently, slowly letting his tongue graze against your lower lip. You whimpered softly, giving him entrance. As you felt his tongue enter your mouth, his hand trailed a bit lower.

He soon pulled away though, to look you in the eyes and speak gently, "May I take this off?"

You silently nodded, letting him slowly tug your shirt over your head. Your face went red when your scars showed completely, body shivering at the coldness of the room. Josef looked at you in awe, gulping softly as he loosened his tie and unbuttoned his outfit. He left only the chest of his outfit open, carefully pushing you down against the bed.

"Jou look so beautiful, schatz.. So perfect.." he spoke softly, reaching behind you to unclip the bra you had on. You let him, arching your back a bit to make it easier. Once your torso was fully exposed, you couldn't help but cover yourself with your arms.

"D-Don't stare at me like that.."You whimpered.

"I am sorry.. I just can't help it. Jou're flawless, mein liebling.." Josef smiled, "May I touch zhem?"

You nodded slowly, a shiver running through your body as you felt Josef'd delicate fingers caressing your scars. He gave all of them attention, asking permission again to kiss them. You nodded once more, a small noise escaping you when his lips made contact with your skin. He kissed your scars tenderly, one by one. His kisses were slow and gentle, a bit sloppy but that didn't matter. Arching your back, you let out a soft moan when you felt his lips trail lower. Now he was kissing at the scars on your stomach, reaching his hands up to carefully cup one of your breasts.

"A-Ah~" you moaned, shivering a bit harder.

"Call out my name, gorgeous.. please~" he hummed against your sensitive skin, kneading your breast gently.

"Josef..~" you panted for him, wrapping your clothes legs around his waist. "K-Keep going, please~"

"Anyzhing for my dove.." he grumbled sensually, continuing to kiss down your body by the scars. His lips eventually met the hem of your pants. "May I take zhese off?"

"Y-Yes, please.." you nodded, gently playing with his hair. Josef smiles up at you and carefully removed your pants, pulling your undergarment off with his teeth. Now fully bare, Josef felt a pang of dominance run through his body as he looked at you. His hands went up to his chest and slowly descended as his top was unbuttoned and taken off. You smiled at his perfectly sculpted body and leaned up, kissing his lips chastely before being gently pushed back down.

"Tonight is about jou, schatz. I vill make sure jou are fully satisfied after zhis.." he hummed, going back down to spread your legs. He let his lips wander around for a bit, kissing at the smaller scars on your legs as his free hands had fingers trace along some others. You moaned softly, leaning your head into a pillow as your eyes shut. Josef began kissing from the bottom of your calf to your thigh, slowly getting closer and closer to your soaking wet core. Shivers rolled up your body the closer he got, feeling his loving gaze on you the whole time.

"J-Josef.." you whined as he kissed even slower. You felt him chuckle at your little noises, deciding to give you what you've been wanting. You soon felt his lips gently press against your clit, pressing a soft kiss there. A slightly louder moan came from you at the sudden contact, thighs quivering in delight as he continued to kiss and gently lap at your juices. Josef kept his pretty blue eyes looking up at you, admiring your mesmerizing movements and watching you slowly grow more into it.

Not long after, he began getting a bit more intense. His tongue lapped up at your core more often, his lips latching around the sensitive bud at the top before pulling off with a gentle pop. Your moans were like music to his ears, the shivers of your thighs driving him nuts. You brought a hand down to slightly grip at Josef's hair, earning a deep, sensual growl when you gripped hard enough. The more his lips moved against you, the closer you were pushed to the edge. Your body twitched slightly as you tried to warn Josef about the knot in your stomach.

"J-Josef, I.. I'm close..~" you panted, looking down with your eyebrows knitted together.

"Mhmm~? Cum for me zhen, liebe.. please." He groaned against you, shacking his head a bit for that extra pleasure factor. A loud, strangled moan escaped your lips as you felt the knot int your stomach break, releasing harder than you ever have onto Josef's tongue. He grunted softly, licking and cleaning up as much as he could to help you ride your orgasm out fully.

Pulling away, Josef panted lightly with a smile on his face. You were still in a state of euphoria, shivering and softly whimpering the other's name. Josef merely chuckled, moving up to pull you into his arms and hold you close.

"I love jou, (Y/N)... jou did perfectly for me. I'm proud of jou.." he continued whispering sweet words of praise into your ear, your face going red.

"I-I love you too, Josef.. thank you for.. taking care of me.." you smiled, giggling when he kissed your forehead. His fingers traced against your scars again, happy shivers rolling through your body.

"Rest now, mein geliebter.. we have anozher full day tomorrow. Who knows.. maybe I'll give jou somezhing more zhan just my tongue..~"