20. Realisation

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Neevan was quiet throughout the ride.... back home

Nishant tried to make him talk but he was just not ready to speak a word ..

brothers were worried ...

They reach to home

Nishant shook him - ghar aa gya neev...

But neev was lost .....  he was not replying to anything

Nishant look at nirav and nirbhay

Three of the brothers came out.. of the car

Nishant tensed - ye to kuch bol he ni ra bhai ... itna chup kyu hai ..

Nirbhay knew he was hurt wounds of his heart went fresh again by today's incident....  and it just angers him only because of there parents that child needed to suffer ...

Nirbhay -  nir tu baat kar usse ... he may reach out to you ..

Nirav - No bhai

Nirbhay look at him...

Nirav - Neevan tak ap he pohoch sakte ho....  ap dono ek dusre se bht kam baat karte ho lekin i know agar koi neevan k dard ko sabse zyada ache se samaj sakta h na vo aap ho .....

Nirbhay look at neev who was just sitting in the car upset

nirav - that boy needs to break down bht dard chupake betha h vo or use us dard se bahar aap he nikal sakte ho vo humara bhai h ...  bhai.. jese humari zindagi ki Roshni ap ho... neevan ki zindagi ki bhi roshni ap he ko bnna hoga .... 

Nirbhay look at neevan while nishant and nirav quietly left .... 

Nirbhay sighs he took the driving sit and reversed the car they needed to talk ..  and for that they both need some fresh air ...  

while nirbhay was driving.. neevan was still lost he was not even getting that they are driving somewhere else....

While they reach at halt and nirbhay open the car door for him...

neevan startled he look up to see nirbhay standing there

Nirbhay - Come ... 

Neevan look arround to realise that was not there home then where was he?

Nirbhay sighs he hold his hand and gently make him out 

Neevan look arround they were standing near a beach... but he didnot ask anything

Nirbhay sighs and both walked in silence aftrr walking for few minutes

both sat in corner neevan look at those waves ..  and he could feel the mild calming breeze of the ocean and it was so calming and refreshing....  at the same time ..

Nirbhay waited for neevan to say something but the boy was absolutely silent so nirbhay took the lead as usual.... with neevan he was trying to be as approachable as he can for some reason the boy is just not comfortable to be free with him he feels like that





Nirbhay sighs - thats my comfort place 

Neevan look at him startled

Nirbhay - jab bhi pareshan hota hu kuch samaj ni ata.    i come here ... in a way these waves calms me down and help me to get peace in my restless mind

Neevan look at him and then just sat quietly ... he dont know why he bring him here but he dont even want to ask ... words of that man was roaming in his mind but he was bit suprised that he was sharing his comfort place

Nirbhay - when i was 12 i first time came here alone ....

neevan shocked at the age of twelve how did he manage that looking at the birla security ..  its just not possible to sneak out that easily

Nirbhay - Apne dimag k ghore itne bhi mat dohrao....  i was a brat...

neevan startled he look here and there - koi awaz ayi kia?

Nirbhay smiled - jab apne dil me itne zor zor se bologe to sunai to dega na? tum bhai ho mere neev... chote bhai...  i know i didnot know you that well but itna paraya bhi ni hu ki apne bhai ki dil me kia chal ra h samaj na saku

words of nirbhay warm his heart

Neevan look at him... his eyes filled up he waited for all his life to be accepted loved... and now when he is getting it he is too scared.... to hold on... what if he hold on and than it goes away from him

Nirbhay gently pulled him a lil closer to him ... neevan was still quiet but his heart was racing he want to hug him and cry out but he was controlling himself .m

Nirbhay - Neevan i know...  i know life was never been fair to you.... u got to face many things jaha hum tumhare sath ni tha....  but life ki ek achi baat bhi h pta h?

neevan look at him

Nirbhay smiled - that its never stegnant.... tumhare zindagi k 16 saal jese bhi tha ..  ab wese nhi rahenge...  i know u r used to fight your own battles but now u dont have to....  you have your brothers with you....  sabkuch akele bardash ni karna hoga..

Neevan quiet

nirbhay cub his face - u think keeping things bottled up will help you... you dont want to show your vulnurabl side to the world thinking all will make fun of your emotion no one will understand you....

Neevan closed his eyes how could this men be si damm true ... how could he exactly know what he feel

Nirbhay cub his face - i have seen you fighting for Dhir ... but u never fight for yourself baccha kyu?

neevan sadly - kia hoga fight krk? kisk liye fight karu... kisiko kia fark par jaega jinhone janam dia unhe kbhi meri parwah nhi hui to kisk liye laru me Mr.Birla

Nirbhay gasped

Neevan - jab chot ek he jagah bar bar lage to vo nasur ban jate h ... mera bhi kuch esa he haal h... aj jo party me hua .. mujhe bura ni lga.... kyu lgega bataiye..? jisk parents khud use accept ni karna chahte tha to khot to us bacche me he hoga na. .. khun to Ganda usi ka hoga na afterall thats what the world thinks ..

Nirbhay shocked - Neevan

Foe the first time he was getting the hunch of neevan's bottled up pain but he was glad that he was opening up

Neevan with tears - Aj to apne party me sabko chup kara dia lekin kab tak? kab tak ap logo ka muh band karayenge ek ko chup karaya to kal ko das ayenge...  i have accepted my fate long back Mr Birla.... i was born to be humiliated insulted.... 

Nirbhay - Neevan..!!  u cannot do that to yourself ...  aj tak tumhare pas khudk liye ladne ki wjh ni thi samaj ata h lekin aj tumhare pas ek family h .. kia tumhare babhi ka pyaar tumhare liye matter ni karta? nishant nirav un dono k liye kitne important ban gye ho tum ... kia tumhe vo nhi dikhta? jab tum upset hote ho na baccha to pura ghar upset hojata h... u have become the light of our life.   u have brighten our life... tumhare ane se pehle ye ghar to tha but incomplete tha... u completed us baccha.... never say that

Nirbhay - i may not have hold a place in your heart yet par tumhare dada or bhaiyu k liye fight ni kr sakte

neevan gasped it hurted so much when he said he did not hold a place all his life he wanted him only... how could he even say that....

Nirbhay - Neevan u r lot like me.... but i dont want u to be like me

neevan look at him shocked

nirbhay - in the process of never to show the world my weakest side i changed myself completely... i dont want you to be me.... mai chah k bhi vo 16 saal ka Nirbhay ni bn sakta but tum me aj bhi vo bachpana h ... when i saw you with nishant it warms my heart that everything is not damaged there is still a boy inside you who wants to enjoy his life who wants to be carefree who wants to live his life to the fullest dont kill that boy inside you.... Aj tak tumnr apne liye sochk khushio se muh mor lia ajse apne pariwar ka sochk khushio ki taraf chalna sikho....  this is all we want from u baccha

Neevan look at him and tears started flowing from his eyes freely no one ever made him feel so wanted so important.. he couldnot trust his fate that life can give him a second chance like that

nirbhay just pulled him closer to his chest while neevan cried for the first time...  he was feeling protected wanted...  someone made him feel that he was not alone he have a family

Nirbhay caress him and kissed his forehead -, i love you baccha .... i know i was not there for you...for a long period of time... i know u r not ready to accept me yet... but i will wait... trust me i will wait till the time u r ready just dont be so hard on yourself... it kills me to see u like this baccha ...

Neevan wish he could hug him n tell him that he loves him too but he just couldnot he is too scared.... 

Nirbhay weep his tears - so can i get a smile ... ?

Neevan just kept his head on Nirbhay's chest while nirbhay was more than happy.... its ok he has not told him Bhai yet . he is fine with the Improvement he was having

one thing they both did not realise the journey of neevan to baccha had been done long back... neevan dont stop nirbhay anymore to call him baccha ... and nirbhay also did not realise that... the love had already made his place. its just they need to accept it and acknowledge it ...








After spending a quality time to the beach both the brothers headed towards home....

While Neevan was feeling content today Nirbhay had shown so much love to him that it fills his heart....  not only by accepting him... but also sharing something about himself ..

Once they reach home Neevan was feeling quite better .. 

Divya was waiting for them but seeing the mild smile in Neevan's face she understood he was over it

Divya stop him - tu thik h baccha?

Neevan just hug her in response and divya smiled she got her answer ... 

Neevan - Good night bhabhi

divya smiled and nodded while neevan left ...

Nirbhay entered divya hug him. she knew its her husband's magic thats casted on neevan or else the boy was completely disheartened after the party

Nirbhay hug her back - he is fine Divya

Divya - thank god tumne sambhal lia nirbhay usks esa udaas sa chehra dekha ni jata mujhse

Nirbhay knew that the boy had become the light of there lives

Neevan went to washroon and fresh n up... he was feeling lot lighter and better...while when he came out he saw Nishant there

Neevan look at watch it was 12 am

neevan - Ap soye ni abhi tak?

Nishant went upto him n tensed - tu thik hai?

Neevan could see the worries in his eyes neevan nodded

Nishant - Stupid baato ko dil se ni lagate tu kia h yr har kisiko tu vo haq kyu deta h ki vo tujhe hurt kar sake

neevan look at him

Nishant - look at me .. i will not let anyone other than my family or friends to hurt me only those who are close to me they should only have the power to hurt me no one other than that ..

Neevan sighs he knew what nishant was trying to say but its bit difficult for him though he will work hard on it.... 

nishant - Acha chal so jaa ... u look tired .. 

Neevan sighs he went to the bed and nishant also followed him

Neevan confused - Aap yha kia kar re ho

Nishant - Mere kamre ka AC thik nhi h...  i will sleep here

neevan gave him a look..

Nishant - what? shift..??

neevan shifted while nishant lay down... neevan gave him a curious gaze

nishant - i know i m charming itna ghurne ki zarurat ni h...

neevan emberassed n turn his face - mujhe koi shok ni h apko ghurne ka...

Nishant - ha to mat ghur ... so jaa

Neevan control his smile and turned otherside he knew why he was here .. he was worried for him but will not say it ...  slowly slowly he was realising how important he was for the family and it just warms his heart ... his nani was not wrong when she said his brothers will love him....  he was wrong but why did it make him happy to think that he was wrong all these while .......  

thinking about all these he closed his eyes and he remember how nirbhay told him that he dont hold a place in his heart... it painned him that nirbhay was thinking like that nirbhay was not wrong ...   either the way he was keeping him at distance anyone on his place will think the same he needed to let go of that insecurity of loosing his loved one he needed to accept him ...

next day morning ...

Neevan woke up by a sudden slap at his face ...

he bewildered and looked arround to realise that it was nishant who was tosing and turning in his sleep and by that a slap waa landed on his face

Neevan was annoyed but he couldnot keep his anger.... because the thought that his dada Wanted to make him feel better and didnt wanted him to sleep alone just make him feel happy...

Neevan sighs he put nishant's hand back to his position and covered him up properly .. 

As his sleep was broken already he looked at his alarm clock it was dot 5 a m..

Neevan eyes glinted that means he was awake before Mr.Birla ...   that means he can do something for him..

Neevan immidiately went to washroom and fresh n up....

He came out and look at his brother's room they were still sleeping neevan was glad... now he can do something... 

Neevan went to the kitchen  and look arround he looked at his watch 5.30 is the time Nirbhay will get up by that...  no matter how late nirbhay sleep he will wake up by that time he calculated that....

Neevan first went to nirbhay's study ..  and placed all the books properly ... as last night Before going to the party he took out few books and did not keep it back.   

Neevan arranged nirbhay's study table neatly .. though it was already  clean still he wanted to change few things as per his taste he hoped his bhai will like it....

Neevan suddenly heard footsteps he looked at watch it was 5.20 he rushed to kitchen

and immidiately took. out the sauspan to boil water ....   and took out the coffee... he knew nirbhay prefers to make his coffee by his own but he just wanted to help he have seen him working nonstop always from waking up.. he will make his own coffee do his Office works then will make breakfast for all.... they have so many househelp at home but still he dont get it why he wants to do all this by his own....  

Neevan made his coffee and put some oatmeal cookies on the plate ...   and kept that in his study .. hoping nirbhay will like it...  

Nirbhay while freshening up went to his study ...  he put on the curtains and bit taken aback to see the study room neatly kept...

last night few books were scattered there he thought to Set up the study table first and then Make his coffee but looks like someone already cleaned it.....

Nirbhay was about to come out of the study room he saw Coffee was placed there that too with a oatmeal cookies.   

Nirbhay was suprised who was this now? he needed to know...

While in kitchen

neevan was tensed he was pacing here and there

neevan - i hope unhe coffee achi lage ....

Neevan then took out some YouTube videos to see how to make omlette perfct

Neevan - unhe to breakfast me French toast or omlette he zyada pasand hai.... but meine to kabhi banaya he ni ... kaka he bnate tha zyada der itna mushkil bhi nhi hoga.. let me see some videos

Neevan saw some videos of how to make omlette that too perfect...  

Neevan took out two eggs

neevan - first i need to chop some onions...

neevan searched for onions and after searching for ten minutes he finally found it... 

neevan mentally patted himself it seems like he found some gold

Neevan then put the onions on the kitchen slab while peeling it

Neevan look at the knife and tensed - how to hold it...

neevan sighs - common neev dont be a spoilt sport u can do it pyaaz he to katna h koi marathon race thori h . i can do it...

Neevan put the onions on the slab and tried cutting while the knife he was holding was not in proper position

neevan irritated - yrr cut kyu ni raha.... kaka to kitne smoothly kat te tha...  to mujhse kyu ni ho ra

Nirbhay who just entered and saw his struggle for 5 minutes he was looking so cute while he was flustered but what made the boy came so early in the kitchen... 

neevan was trying again he didnt saw nirbhay yet

Nirbhay - Ulta pakroge to cutega kese




neevan flinched in shock. and turned n accidently sliced his finger 

neevan hissed nirbhay was there within a blink

nirbhay panick - neev....

he hold his hand and immidiately put it to the sink.. to wash his hand n stop bleeding ...

nirbhay tensed and angry - what the hell are u doing? kyu aye tum kitchen me subah subah... and what sre u doing holding a knife

Neevan bewildered he is not used to scolding ..

Nirbhay scolded - are u mad? 20 staff h ghar me kuch khane ka man kia to kisiko bol dete.. ya fir me hu divya hai... kisiko bhi bol dete ... khud kyu aye

Neevan -, vo me bas.. ese he...(looking down)

Nirbhay sighs he cant even be angry at the boy ..  nirbhay took out the first aid box and bandade him

nirbhay - Esa ni karte na baccha... abhi zyada lag jata to kia hota..

Neevan - mai to bas pyaaz chop karne ki koshish kar ra tha...  omlette bnane k liye...

Nirbhay - or kyu bna re ho itni subah subah...  kisk liye tum to 8 bje se pehle breakfast karoge nhi or tumharr elawa baki koi...... (and he realised)

nirbhay look at neevan.. who was looking at everywhere but not at him...

Nirbhay eyes filled with love - tu mere liye bna ra tha breakfast?

neevan - uh nhi vo...  me free tha to socha bas ese he.. apke liye ni bna ra tha me bas vo.. uh

Nirbhay smiled - or ye coffee bhi tumne ni bnayi isnt it ..? study bhi tumne clean ni kia? sabkuch apne ap he ho ra h ..

neevan felt extremely emberassed he didnt wanted to be caught like this ...

Nirbhay caress his face - thank you... i loved the coffee

neevan eyes beamed with happiness

Nirbhay put the oatmeal back - i dont prefer oatmeal neevan.. i like to have my coffee like this only... 

neevan - but kyu ye to healthy bhi hai... 

nirbhay patted his head - i know genius it's just i dont like it...

Neevan - Ap to kuch khate he ni ho...  or sara din kam karte rehte ho

nirbhay - acha ji? look whose talking jisko pakark khilana parta h

Neevan look away - esa kuch nhi h ...

nirbhay - ya ya.... 

Nirbhay look at the messy slabs and started cleaning it...

neevan - me karleta....

nirbhay - i know genius tum karlete... lekin tumhe ye ssb karne ki zarurat nhi hai... or ajk baad kitchen me ake experiment karne ki bhi zarurat nhi .. ghar me mai hu...   staffs h... sab hojaega jo bhi chahiye bas boldena staff bna dega

Neevan sighs - Par mujhe cooking karns acha lgta h . i mean i want to learn...  nani bhi mujhe kitchen me ane ni dety thi or bhabhi bhi ni dety or ab ap bhi ni de re ho ..  me baccha thori hu

Nirbhay - bacche he h ap...  hath vath kat jaega ..ese ... thore bare hojao fir karna

neevan annoyed -, me baccha nhi hu... 

nirbhay gave him a look and neevan just look away ..

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