FOR THE last three days, i've been isolating myself, the few times i saw louis, i completely ignored him, mostly because olivia was there. in other hand, me and liam are so much closer, he's been here for me since forever.

we have a week of holidays so it's good for me, atleast i don't have to see louis or olivia more than i already do.

i was eating my first meal of the day in the couch, louis left yesterday night to go to olivia's, and since then i think it's been the best day of my week, a morning without having to hear olivia complain about my music being too loud.

i put my plate away and take a cup out of the cupboard, i fill it with water and drink it. i put in next to my plate and sit in louis' seat, staring at the floor.

"oh honey, what are you doing? it's five am." liz spoke, walking into the kitchen and sitting next to me. "is it?" i asked, i looked at the clock and it really was five am. "you've been missing dinner, do you have a specific reason?" she questioned, rubbing the back of my neck and combing my hair.

"don't worry, i'm okay." i replied, smiling. "i'll talk to you later, i have to go to work. come with me." she added, taking my hand and leading me upstairs, she slowly opened my door, revealing all the mess that i haven't cleaned yet. "we'll clean this when i get home." she said as soon as she saw my smile fading away. i nodded, smiling at her.

she pushed my bedsheets to the edge and tapped the bed, i slowly layed down and she wrapped the covers around me. "eat something, alright?" she added, sitting next to me. "will do." i continued, covering myself again. "love you." she blurted, kissing my forehead and leaving the room.

i stared at a blank space in my celling, forcing myself to fall asleep again.

•••

i got woken up by my phone ringing, it seemed like it was going crazy. i've been sleeping for hours, i lost track of time. i grabbed my phone and the lighting made me furrow my eyebrows, i turned the luminosity lower and 'hottie is calling you' appeared on my screen. i accepted the call and shifted in my positing, setting the phone down.

"how are you, love." he asked, running a hand through his fluffy hair.

"better then ever." i joked, knowing that he did know that i wasn't doing so well.

"do you want some company from your favorite boy?" he sarcastically asked, getting up and drinking a glass of water.

"no. im independent." i hissed, with a slight smile on my face.

"i get it, you don't want me." he pouted, laying down and wiping fake tears.

"actually, i do." i added, smirking.

"i'll call you later, love you." he added, ending the call.

i put my phone down and doing another staring contact with my ceiling.

thoughts running in my head, alot of them. making me incapable to sleep, the same thoughts that had me up all night.

i shook them away, balanced my feets off my bed and went downstairs.

i held the staircase as i walked downstairs, the sun already trying to break through the windows. i layed on the couch, knowing that even if i try, i won't sleep.

a bit later, a knock was settled on the main door, making me jump of fear. in annoyance, i got up and groaned. i opened the door, revealing my favorite human being. "liam!" i shouted, hugging him tightly. he squeezed my arm and gave me a forehead kiss, i love those.

i greeted him inside, knowing that issie and millie weren't here neither was nobody.

we sat in the couch, looking at each others. "ughhh, you're the only one right now." i said, hugging him tightly, again. "you know that i love you." he added, hugging me back, i smiled, pulling away and letting myself fall in the couch.

"oops, almost forgot. i have a surprise, i'll be right back!" he shouted, getting up and running out of the door. "okay.." i yelled back
but at this time he was already out of the door.

•••

for ten minutes, i layed on the couch, waiting for liam, and wondering what was the surprise.

as i heard the ring bell, i excitedly got up, smiling, and opened the door.

my smile quickly faded away, after opening the door, it revealed louis, not liam.

LOUIS'S POV

as i left olivia' house, the cold wind brushing through my hair. i took a deep breath, knowing that i won't have to take pictures, talk about school drama and watch olivia doing tiktoks. finally, my own space for the rest of the day.

i sprinted into my porch, the cold breeze sending chivers down my spine. i knocked on the door, hoping that someone would open, even though it's early.

in no time, y/n opened the door, with the biggest smile plastered on her face, as soon as she saw me, her smile faded away and she looked down. it looks like she was waiting for someone else.

i never thought i would say this but, she looked bad, she looked like she hasn't slept in months. and she looked annoyed by my presence, but i don't really care about that cause everyone loves me.

"hey." i blurted out. she rolled her eyes and sat on the couch, i entered my house and kicked my shoes off, i took my coat off, putting it away.

i took one last look at her, she was facing away from me, and all the memories came back. i felt bad, i really did. but no matter how bad i wanted to be with her, i couldn't. hopping that she would atleast forgive me and be my friend again. i always said, we cannot be in any relationship at all, or just be attached. because in less than a year, it'll be over. and i want to believe that me and olivia have a future, no matter how annoying she is.

"i'm sorry." i whispered and walked back upstairs, not wanting to face her.

Y/N'S POV

i rolled my eyes and sat in the couch, avoiding any conversation with him. i could sense his presence here, but i didn't want to look at him.

"i'm sorry." he whispered, i looked at him but he was already running upstairs.

i rolled my eyes, feeling a warm tear roll down my cheek. i usually never cry for boys, but what he did was just not okay, i never want to have to look at him ever again.

i waited a few more seconds, wiping my tears away. i deserve better.

"y/n?"

i looked back, seeing liam with a grocery back in his hand. i looked away, quickly wiping away the last tear.

"yeah?" i said, my voice breaking. "i'm sorry, but please don't cry." he whispered, sitting next to me and pulling me in a hug. "it's okay." i said, slightly smiling. "movie marathon?" he asked, trying to cheer me up. i instantly smiled. i layed on the couch while he took some stuff out of the grocery back, a big and long box of chocolates to be more precise.

"for my girl." he added, smiling. "thank you." i thanked him, pulling him in a hug.

he layed down and turned the TV on, whilst he searched a movie on netflix, i got up and took the chocolate box. i poured some in a bowl of glass and put away the empty box.

i returned to the living room, liam was still choosing a movie. "coraline?" he asked, motioning his head towards the screen, the cover of the movie coraline was on it. i nodded, laying on his chest and putting the bowl on his lap.

*i know coraline isn't on netflix but i ran out of movie ideas lol, so pretend*

he played the movie, i took a bite of a piece of chocolate and gave the rest to liam, he kissed my forehead and focused his eyes on the movie.

•••

i woke up in my bed, i looked around and groaned, liam wasn't here anymore. i wrapped myself in the covers again, but before i could close my eyes, i heard a knock.

"yes?" i managed to say, with my voice breaking. "oh dear, how are you feeling?" liz asked, leaning in the white door's frame. "fine." i breathed, getting up and cleaning a bit my bed.

"i got out of work earlier to be with you.", she added, smiling. i nodded, smiling back at the woman b

"let's clean your room, like i promised." she continued, stepping in and closing the door.

she opened the windows to let some air in. we began to clean some stuff that was om the ground.

•••

liz took my jacket, putting it in my wardrobe, i just finished washing the ground, i was quite proud of myself. i made my bed, pushing the covers to the board and putting all my pillows correctly.

after a long hour of cleaning my room, we were both done. liz got closer to my desk, putting in the trash some plastic, she then saw louis' sweater laying on my chair.

"is this louis's?" she questioned, showing me the sweater. i nodded, taking it in my heads and inhaling his scent- the same scent that i used to smell everyday. i hugged the sweater, slightly smiling, we really had a good friendship.

i put it in my wardrobe, knowing that i won't ever use it. i looked back, liz was sitting in my bed, caressing my bed, looking like she had something to say.

i sat down next to her, she looked up, disappointed. "i'm sorry y/n, he probably made you feel some things and now, you feel betrayed, i understand you." she spoke, looking at me in my eye, i felt like crying, but didn't, she pulled me into a hug, i hugged her back, resting my head in her shoulder, her son is definitely not like her.

she got up, kissed my head and left the room.

i let myself fall into my bed, i inhaled the fresh air, my room smelled like mint, it didn't smell like him anymore.

i took my phone, it was going crazy with notifications, and texted back some people.

•••
WHORES 😩

sam
am i the only one
who isn't attracted
to timothee chamalet??

rose
CHALAMET**

sam
oops sorry
anyway am i?

jeremy
yes you are sam

hottie
oh hiii y/n

y/n
👋

hottie
:))

louis
can i add olivia

sam
no LOL

rose
why the sudden urge to
add her

jeremy
if you want, id say no 🤷🏻‍♂️🤷🏻‍♂️

louis
why are you so
mean to her

y/n
theres so many reason
but i dont know where
to start

louis
..

rose
oh
she's the girl

louis
indeed

rose
if shes with u then
you can add her..
srry y/n

hottie
lol rose

louis added olivia to the groupchat!

olivia
hey!!!🥰🥰

sam
🥰??!!!!

olivia
??

sam
what are those

olivia
emojis😂😂

jeremy
🤐🤐

hottie
😐😐

rose
🥵🥵

sam
🦙🍝💋?

louis
lmao😂

olivia
that's a lama🤦🏼‍♀️

rose
LOL

hottie
oh hell

louis
be nice guys

y/n
definitely will.

•••

i turned my phone off, ignoring the rest of the texts. i knew i had to get over him, we never had anything but man, it quite hurted seeing him falling in love with someone that quickly.

my thoughts got interrupted by my phone ringing, i accepted the call, watching my favorite blonde boy popping up on the other side of the screen.

"hey." he spoke through the phone, smiling. i said hi back and watched him set his phone down while doing some pancakes.

i got up and sat on my desk, i placed my phone against the white blank wall and took out a piece of paper, writing down some stuff that i couldn't get out.

"you're making pancakes and you didn't invite me over?" i joked, furrowing my eyebrows and crossing my arms.

"yup." he simply answered, popping the 'p'

"look at this." he said, i watched him trying to flip a pancake, he was so focused, he had his tongue out and his eyes were stuck on the pan. he moved his hand backwards and then lifted it up, making the pancake flip on the other side.

i clapped, smiling like a fool ad the blonde guy shouted 'yes' in excitement.

"you're my biggest fan, huh?" he joked, putting the pan down and resting his elbows on the table, and stuffing his face in his hands.

i smiled, seeing how cute he looked. i took the opportunity to take a screenshot. he must have heard the click since he quickly grabbed his phone, not showing his face anymore.

"y/n i deeply hate you." he added while i laughed.

"no you don't." i said, sticking my tongue out.

"yeah, i don't."

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AUTHOR'S NOTE— hellouuu

its kinda short ahh anyway hope you liked itttttt<3

have a great day/night love u allll!!!!