Until The Days Of The Spring // Park Jimin FF

Your Point Of View.



It was a chilly night, the drivers inside their cars kept honking angrily while the traffic moved slowly. That night there was a car accident, or so I heard. feeling the cold wind against my face, I took a big breath, and then I closed my eyes, all I saw was darkness, and it was lonely.
I slowly took a small step forward, I was on the very edge between life and death.
But at the most desperate times you choose the easy way, since you are already tired and exhausted of trying the harder way, so I leaned forward, choosing to end my life here...
In the cold water, forever wondering in that darkness, but that's how my whole life have been since that time, the time he left me behind all alone.

As I leaned forward I heard a voice

" HAJIMA ! "

I think it was a boy's voice, To be honest back then I didn't knew what he said, I thought he was telling me not to do it, and I wanted to listen, I wanted to agree, and stop myself

But it was too late. For a moment that seemed Like minutes I saw my whole life flash by me.
I was falling down, I could say I regretted some things in my life, like, I should have had eaten more delicious food, I should wasted more money on things I liked, I should have had helped my family more.. and I should have probably had loved him more, and loved myself more, I should have had been more bold and shameless, I should have had revenge on small things, and I should have had made big deals out of things that hurt me...
I regretted small things like those, but at that moment, I regretted the most leaning forward and choosing death.


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But than you grabbed my hand, and I think I saw all of my future flash before me.

Thank you. I am sorry.


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This is my very first FF ^^ so I hope you would excuse me if I made some mistakes ;; hopefully you will like it ^^ thank you~ enjoy reading :)


P.s I am so sorry if I made some grammar mistakes T_T I am not a native speaker ;;