Well... This is my real life and how I really feel... To my friends, I'm so so SO sorry I never told you the truth.. You mean everything to me and I can't hide it any longer... Please forgive me... I love you with all my heart and all I am... I know it doesn't sound like much, but theres no words on Earth big and meaningful enough to describe how much I love you and how sorry I am.... You deserve the truth.. So here it is...