June 19th
Kelly
9:34

" Ya'll she acted a damn fool at the movies. She completely shuttered Amariana out like she wasn't even there." I explained to mama and Solange they came over this morning so see Amariana and how she's been doing. And after the movies not so well.

"Beyoncé is just being stubborn like always" Solange sipped her coffee rolling her eyes.

"I can't keep doing this and being her center man when she does something wrong. I can't trying to explain to this baby that her mother loves her but Beyoncé isn't acting like it" I shook my head.

"Well after what she said at dinner about us not raising the same kids I haven't said anything to her" mama said with a bitter chuckled.

"What are we gonna do about Amariana I mean she can't just live with me" I shrugged.  Mama rubbed her templed.

"She just gonna have to home" mama said. Me and Solange both shook our heads.

"No not if Beyoncé gonna be evil to her." I said. She huffed.

"I'm sure Shawn not gonna let that happen." Mama said. I still shook my head.

"But being there mentally is gonna hurt." I said. She hit her lip and nodded. We all fazed off trying to think.

"I'll take her" I looked up at Solange who was looking at me.

"Solo" i shook my head slightly. She can't handle julez and Amariana. That's why I know she can't be with me because I can't handle it. Well titan is younger, julez is a bit older so it might not be that bad.

"Can you handle that baby?" Mama asked grabbing her hand. She bit her lip.

"It's not about what I can handle. It's about if that child is happy and ok and being with her shitty ass mama isn't a option."  She huffed we nodded in agreement.

"Well wait what about Nicki?" I suggested. She ain't got no kids and she loves Amariana.

"Oh yeah she was her teacher Amariana always said she was like a mother to her" mama said smiling softly. Solo shook her head.

"She's been busy with interviews form that movie." She looked at us. "Look it's okay I got it besides she a teenager it's not that bad. I need this anyways will help me get prepared for Julez when he gets older." She chuckled. I smiled looking at Solange and swing her step up to take this says a lot. My baby sister is really growing up.

"Well if you're ant this I support it" mama smiled I nodded.

"Me too. I'm proud of you and thank you for doing this" she smiled.

"Well when will you be leaving?" Mama asked. Solo let out a breath.

"Well I have a meeting with Tyra in three days so after those three days we can head out" we nodded.

"So she needs to get her stuff packed" mama said sipping from her mug.

"She gonna have to do that today?" Solo said.

"Today why? don't nobody got time to deal with Beyoncé" i scrunched my face.

"Yes because these next days I'm busy Ty is doing my dress I still have to find a hair stylist since mine clearly isn't here and a makeup artist and who knows how long that'll take." She said i huffed.

"So that means we'll have to talk to her and tell her today." Mama sighed.

"Damn it" solo gritted. I huffed. This was the last thing we wanted to bring on her right now.

"I'll go get her" I got up and trailed myself upstairs to the guest bedroom. I knocked gently and got a softy come in. I opens the door and she was writing in a book before she closed it and sat it down.

"Hey" I smiled softly and sat down on the bed.

"Hi" she replied. I looked deep into her eyes and saw hurt. I hit my lip to keep from crying at my nieces pain I began to gaze deep I to them remembering everything she told me. And I had the nerve to try to protect and help Beyoncé ass but now I see what this child means about her evil ways.

"Auntie Kelly?" I slightly jumped and looked at her coming back to reality.

"Sorry" I muttered. I cleared my throat.

"So your grandmother and aunt is downstairs" she snapped her head up quickly.

"Sh-she's not right?" Sad. I tucked my lips and shook my head.

"No she's not but we want to talk to you if you come down" she nodded and I stood up as well as she did. We went downstairs and sat down.

"Hi baby" mama smiled she smiled and said hello to both of them.

"So we know things have been" I began. I took a deep breath trying to find the right word. "Hectic" I finally.

"And we know your mother has her ways but we think that's not right for you" mama came in. Amariaan could only nodded.

"So we think you north having space is good right now. So how would you feel to come stay with me for a while?" solo bit her lip. Amariana looked between us with her mouth slightly dropped.

"Like to go to New Orleans?" We nodded. She did as well before smiling.

"Ok" she smiled. We all looked shocked.

"Ok? Ok." I smiled she did as well.

"Wait I thought you were moving to LA?" She asked Solange nodded.

"Well unfortunately my role got pushed back so I have time for that" we nodded.

"So that means I have to go back there and pack?" We nodded.

"And that will have to be today" I winced innocently.

"Today?" She slightly yelled. "Auntie kellyyyyy" she whined. I chuckled.

"Don't worry we'll be there with you. Just get your things don't say anything to her okay" she nodded.

"Ok go get ready then we'll leave." She nodded and got up and walked back upstairs.

"I hope this plays out smoothly." Solo chuckled bitterly. Me too.

Shawn
10:00

I finally got Becky in her place she hasn't texted or called since, besides I blocked her. Me and Beyoncé haven't really been talking heart to heart. I still kiss her and hold her but holding a conversation doesn't spark. Blue been talking not a lot but she gets a few sentences out and she whispers.

"Blue. Bey. Food" i yelled out I decided to make breakfast this morning so me bey had been occupied with blue. I heard soft feet against the floor and I saw Beyoncé with blue on her hip they both were still in their pajamas.

"Hey" she smiled coming to me. I smiled and kissed her lips and kissed blues head. I handed her they're plated and she went and sat down and sat blue down as well. I and myself a plate and joined them.

"So what all did you do yesterday?" I asked taking a bite of my eggs. She wiped her mouth before speaking.

"Well I took her to build a bear. Got some ice cream. Let her shop for some toys and um" she cleared her throat. "We went to the movies" i nodded

"I know"  she looked at me confused. "Kelly called me" she rolled her eyes. I shook my head. "Bey why act like that towards her?"

"I didn't even say anything to her" she defended.

"Exactly why didn't you instead of acting like she some damn stranger" I semi yelled frustrated.

"Don't yell at me my baby is right here" i scoffed.

"Bey what is it? Seriously your child just suffered and your making her suffer some more"

"That is not my damn child" she yelled. I wanted to say son but I couldn't I shook my head and chuckled bitterly.

"You really are pathetic" i gritted.

"Whatever Shawn" she slammed her fork down and stormed upstairs. I said back in my ear and shook my head. I heard soft little whimpers. I looked over and saw blue crying. I sighed deeply and reached over and grabbed placing her in my lap.

"It's ok princess don't cry" I whispered in her ear. I wiped her tears and kissed her cheek. Soon we heard the door opening. In walked Mama Tina and the girls.

"Hey" I spoke

"Hi" Kelly said back they all looked back and slowly walked in my eldest daughter I smiled softly.

"Hi lefty" she smiled and came over to hug and and blue.

"What's going on?" I asked they all looked at each other

"Well we—" Tina begins before getting cut off.

"Where's my baby?" Beyoncé came downstairs we all looked taken back

"She right her-" Kelly started while pointing at Amariana. Beyoncé shook her head.

"Not her" she glared evilly at her. "Blue" she looked. She saw her and she grabbed her form my arms. We all looked at Beyoncé who was talking to blue and smiling.

"That's why I'm taking her now" I heard I snapped my head up and looked.

"Excuse me?"

"Look we all talked we think it's best that Amariana stays with me for a while" Solange spoke.

"I don't give a damn what you think your not taking my daughter anywhere" i gritted.

"Your taking sissy" we heard we looked over and saw blue looking at us with a pout.

"Listened blue your mommy doesn't-" Kelly started but blue lost it in her midway sentence.

"NOOO SHE MY SISTER NOT YOURS" she yelled. Beyoncé was holding her close and whispering in her ear while blue silently cried.

"Are you serious Beyonce? Your not gonna say anything?" I asked she shrugged.

"Let her go with her what do you want me to do?" She looked unbothered while still trying to control blue.

"Beyoncé she is taking our child to a whole other dimension" i hissed getting angry. She shrugged.

"So what they can have each other. She likes Solange better than me anyway"

"What?"Tina said. "That is not the case Beyoncé"

"But it is mama" Beyoncé slightly yelled. "Who did she call when that man touched her in the bathroom at Bennys house? Who was she already comfortable with when she first got here?" I shook my head.

"Beyoncé this child loves you just as much so don't do that" Kelly crossed her arms.

"And it's the same way with you" she glared at Kelly.

"What?" Kelly glared at her.

"You think I didn't see that at the movies all loud dovie. and hugged up and I know she opens up to you as well" I scoffed.

"Beyoncé that is not the point the point is they are trying to move our daughter to a different city." I hissed. Now my anger was high and my blood was boiling. Is she serious.

"And I said I don't care" she said nonchalantly.

"Well I'm her parent as well and I say no" I crossed my arms.

"Shawn please don't make it harder than what it has to be" Kelly said softly.

"No don't I get a say in this I'm her father" they all shook they're heads.

"I want to go." I heard a soft raspy voice say I looked and saw Amariana.

"Lefty no I can't lose you again" I bent down to her level.

"Your not losing me daddy. Look I'm glad me and you have the relationship we have and it's gonna forever be that way. But it's clear me and her in the same house isn't gone be okay and we just don't have a relationship she hates me it's obvious and I can't handle it's she blames me for everything" she said fiddling with her fingers.

"Got that right" Beyoncé muttered but we heard.

"You know what Beyoncé keep acting like this and I'll go lower than just bringing her with me to New Orleans" Solange raised her eyebrows.

"Oh yeah how low?" Beyoncé challenge. Solo looked at me for a moment then back at Beyoncé with a stern glare.

"Low enough to adopted her" she spoke. My eyes widen and my heart was now at a slow pace. I gazed away.

"Go head take her ass out of my house." Beyoncé laughed bitterly.

"Come on baby let's go get your things we don't need to hear this" Kelly grabbed Amariana hand and they walked upstairs. Beyoncé and Solange was holding a stare down. Beyoncé scoffed and walked upstairs with blue on her hip.

"Look I know you trying to protect Amariana but she's my daughter and just because Beyoncé is being the way she is doesn't mean I am and I never will I cant lose my daughter" I looked at Solange

"I know your an amazing father Shawn you really are you show these girls what a girl deserves but that child has been through enough do you really think her staying her with Beyoncé is any better?" I couldn't even fit to say anything. Beyoncé been a complete hatred person towards her and I don't know what Amariana is feeling so I can't say no.

"All I ever wanted was for all three of them to be happy" I began to tear up some. As a man and especially the man off all these females I feel like I failed to keep them happy.

"We know Shawn and your doing an amazing job but we need to make sure she is mentally happy and if Beyoncé gonna make it worse she doesn't need to be around that"  Tina said while placing both of her hand in my face looking me in my eyes. I nodded my head and she pulled me into a hug.

"It's gonna be alright" she Rubbed my back. "Solange is gonna make sure she is ok" we pulled away and I looked at solo. She nodded.

"And I will be finding her a therapist and I-i think you should do the same for blue I will say 11 years of all that pain and then what Happened these last months. She needs it" i nodded my head. She smiled softly and hugged me. We heard noises. Coming down the stairs. I pulled away and saw Kelly and Amariana with all of her things.

"When will you leave?" I asked.

"Umm in four days" I closed my eyes and sighed. I'm about to fuck Beyoncé up. I nodded. Kelly and Amariana made to the bottom of the stairs. I looked at her and she looked at me. I shook my head and went to pull her into a tight hug not wanting to let go.

"You can always come home when you feel like it ok?" I whispered in her head she nodded her head against my chest.

"Ok" she spoke softly. I kissed her head.

"I'm so sorry about all of this" I whispered she nodded again I kissed her head once more.

"I love you Amariana Marie" at this point I let the tears run down my face.

"I love you too daddy" I smiled softly and let her go.

"Ok we better get going she had things at my house to pack" Kelly said. I nodded and walked them to the door.

"Call me before you guys leave I'll bring blue by to see her sister" Solange nodded.

"Yeah it won't be til the late afternoon" I nodded.

"Solange please take care of my daughter" I looked in her eyes deeply. She nodded.

"I will Shawn" I nodded and watched them walk to the car they all got in and I waved as well as they did back. I went back inside and closed the door as a deep sigh left my mouth.

Beyoncé
10:26

I heard shuffling and talking before the corn door closed. I'm guessing they left. I looked down at blue who was sleeping on my chest I kissed her head and played with her curls as I just looked at the wall. I heard the room door and Shawn came in looking at me with anger in his eyes.

"Is she sleep?" Her asked in a deep stern tone.

"Y-yeah" I nodded. He nodded and began to take his jacket off.

"Go put her in her room" he demanded. I bit my lip nervously and got up with blue in my arms I slowly walked to her room trying to take time to think what was about to happen. I laid her down and kissed her head.

"I love you baby" I whispered to her. I walked out cracking her door. I began to gain nervous energy I fiddle with my fingers and walked back into Shawn and i room. Before I knew it a tight grip was around my neck my back was pressed against the wall and my left leg was lifted while a sharp pleasant sensation came towards my vagina.

"Oh my god" I moaned out. How did it even get access. He pulled his waist completely back and slammed himself into me. I Arched my back and my mouth dropped.

"My damn daughter yo" he gritted in my ear. I shook my head trying to get my words out but I couldn't. He pounded faster slapping his pelvis between my legs.

"B-bb-baby ple uhhnnnnn" I moaned in a stutter. He picked me up and laid me on the bed. Holding his self up as he stoked deeply and hardly into me." I felt my stomach tighten and I felt throbbing on my clit. I was about to cum.

"Hold it" he hissed in my ear I shook my head as he went faster and hardly slammed himself in me. "You want to treat my baby with hatred well I'm gonna fuck you with hatred" he spoke.  I couldn't find myself to speak I was completely high.

"P-p-please i c-ant" I stuttered I felt him deep to were he was in my stomach. He sat up on his knees and grabbed my waist. And made me pound down on his penis.

"OH MY GOD" I screamed. Mind you I was still holding in this orgasm but I felt it in my stomach and my juices began to leak. "Baby p-Please I need to let it out" i groaned. He only ignored me and He pounded harder.I looked down and sat my clit and vagina was red and swollen with my juices leaking. I hung my mouth opens feeling my blood pressure rising.

"Hold it" he gritted. But I couldn't.

"Uhnnnn uhnnnn ohhhhhh" i screamed as my legs shook and my body tensed up feeling high. I began to slowly come back. But I felt a long wet lick on my click causing me to jump and close my legs at the sensitivity.

"Mmm Mmhh" Shawn hummed agains me pushing my legs apart. He pushed his tongue into my spot and I rises off the end high.

"Shawn baby please. Why? Huh why?" I whined. I was still in process form the first orgasm and now I'm about to hit my second one. He quickly flicked his tongue on my clit and I wanted to cry feeling the throbbing sensation on my slit. I scrunched my face. "Ooooo" I moaned out. I felt my my juices leaking only for him to slurp and suck it back up.

"Mmmmmhhh" he hummed against me. Sending vibration through my body.

"Ahhhhh" I moved I felt my juices run don't my thigh and leak quicker. "Ahhhhhhhh uhnnnn" I screamed cumming arching my back high of the bed.

After I came down from my high tension Shawn came o form my legs and wiped his mouth. I turned on my side falling asleep until I felt mr legs being snatched and my body being turned over placing me on my stomach.

"I'm not done" he spoke harshly in my ear. Oh god.

Amariana
11:01

We and wit back to auntie Kelly and I was trying my hardest to forge ya out everything Beyoncé said.  I was packing a de white things out of the dresser drawer and putting them with the rest of my things.

"Hey" I looked at the door and saw auntie Kelly with a smile.

"Hi" i said in a like whisper.

"You need some help?" She asked

"Umm yeah there is a few more things in that drawer" she nodded and went to the dresser grabbing my things.

"You know Beyoncé didn't mean what she said right?" I shook my head. I'm tired of them saying that.

"Look auntie Kelly it's ok she said some things way harsh than what she said today. She hates me it's not arguing about it" I shrugged. She huffed.

"You shouldn't have to hear any of it" she shook her head.

"I've been beaten and raped a few harsh words isn't anything really" I could see she wanted to say something else but she decided not to.

"I'm sorry about it all"  she spoke sincerely.

"Thanks" I smiled. "And thank you for letting me stay here" she nodded.

"Of course" I bit my lip and nodded.

"Hey after this can you take me tot he cemetery?" She tilted her head and  looked confused. "I just want to see someone get some things off my chest" she just nodded.

                 10 minutes later

After we finished with my things we got in the car and drive to the cemetery which we're pulling into.

"Ok. Here we are" she parked the car I looked ahead out the window at all the flowers. I bit my lip feeling anxious about this.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" I looked at her and she was already looking at me.

"Yeah" I nodded tucking my lips. We got out the car and began to walk on the curb up the hill. I had flowers with me just for the love I still have for her. We made it to the near top and walked towards her yard. The closer we walked to her name the more I could see her looking at me smiling. I softly smiled and walked closer to her name. I squatted down and touched her name softly running the tip of my finger over it. I said the flowers gently and sat down criss cross on the side. I cleared my throat.

"Hi grandma"

Thoughts?

Beyoncé actions?

Amariana leaving with Solange?

Solange stepping up for this moment?

Shawn getting Beyoncé together?

Amariana going to see Jackie?