Bucky's pov-

A few weeks have passed since Sam gave me his number. We don't really talk that much at school, the reason being is that I'm usually hanging out with 'the crew'. Sam dislikes them, I don't blame him, the school found out about him being gay - no one knows how they found out - and 'the crew' usually makes jokes to him about it. It's really fucked up and weird considering that they don't really joke like that with Jacob. Sam often gets mad at me for not doing shit about it, but I do, I tell them to fuck off and leave him alone, but they just laugh. Stupid dramatic teens. 

We routinely text every night and when we do, I feel so enraptured. I habitually find myself smiling when he texts, when someone mentions his name, even when he's around. It's strange really, feeling this way. I even felt butterflies when Mr. Strange partnered me with him for the year instead of partnering him with Steve. It's really sick. Why am I feeling like this? I've never really felt this way towards a...boy. Sure I've found other boys attractive but this, this is so much different. Not only that, I have a girlfriend, and I..I love..her, yeah I love her.

Right now, it's a Sunday morning and I'm just laying in bed, staring at my ceiling, thinking about what Samuel Thomas Wilson has done to me. Or maybe...just thinking about him, without the rest of the details. I've decided to message him after bickering with myself if I should or shouldn't.

Me: Goodmorning, Sam. Hope you slept well :)

I got up from my bed and went to the bathroom. I did my business before looking at myself in the mirror. My hair was a mess, I wore a plain black shirt with blue sweatpants. I decided to take a shower to clear my mind. I turned on the water before stripping out of my clothes. As I stepped in the shower, the hot water hit my body and for a second it felt like all my problems went away. But of course my thoughts had to come back and ruin the moment. I finished showering and got out wrapping the towel around my waist.

I put on one of my hoodies and put on another pair of blue sweatpants. I walked back to my bed and picked up my phone as I noticed I had a notification.

Birdbrain: Hey! Good Morning, I slept well, you?

I smiled as I read the text and began typing-

Me: I slept well as well, thanks.

I turned around as I heard a knock on my door, "come in", I said. Rebecca came in, " breakfast's ready", she said as she walked out of the door. I was just about to walk out of my room when I heard my phone beeped. I looked down at it and saw a message from Sam.

Birdbrain: That's good. I'm not busy today so if you're not busy...

Birdbrain: Wanna hang out?

Me: Sure! Where and what time??

I was excited to see Sam again since I didn't see him on Saturday. But I was also somewhat nervous. Why the hell would I be nervous? It's just Sam.

Birdbrain: Wherever...we can just walk around a park or do something else like that lol and uhh like in 30 minutes? If you're free that is.

Me: Sure! I'll send you my address so you can come up here then we can leave

Birdbrain: sure

30 minutes?! How the hell am I supposed to be ready in thirty fucking minutes?! I rushed to my closet and pulled so many clothes out. I started searching for something nice to wear. Wait. Why do I want to dress nice all of a sudden? Still, I kept searching. "James! Where are you?! Come down here and eat your own breakfast before it gets cold!" my ma yelled. "I'm coming ma!" I yelled back as I pulled out my red Calvin Klein shirt and a black jeans. This is good... right? I changed into them and sent Sam my address before running down the stairs, but not before I put my shoes on and fixed my hair.

"Hey, hey, hey! Slow down James before you fall!" My ma yelled. "Sorry, where's my breakfast??" I said, kind of out of breath. "It's over there, jeez. Where are you going? Okayy I see you dressing up all fine like that. You have another date with Isabella?" My ma said, getting my breakfast for me. "Uh...um..n-no I'm going to go hang out with a...a friend", I said as I sat down on the chair, checking my watch every now and then. My ma put down my breakfast in front of me and said, " like that? What? Are y'all going to some kind of party or what?" I looked up at her, "no of course not" I said as I started eating my scrambled eggs. "Hmm okay" she said as she started walking away. But before she could get out of the kitchen she said, "should I tell Rebecca to come with you?" I looked up immediately, "no! No, don't you dare, ma please!" She chucked, "it was a joke now shut up before you choke on your eggs". 

Some time passed before I heard a knock on the door. I got up from my chair immediately and ran to the door but slowed down as I thought it might make me seem desperate. After I waited for a minute, I opened the door and saw the most breathtaking view I've ever seen. My eyes trailed down his body and saw that Sam wore a black and lime green puma shirt with some black shorts. His muscles were very visible too. "Is that the new shoes I bought?!" Rebecca said, running out from the living room but stopped when she saw Sam. "oh-" my face turned red as Rebecca looked at me then back at Sam. "Are- are you both going on a...d-date?" My eyes widened as I began to answer "what?! W-" "um no", Sam said instead. I looked down then looked back up at Rebecca. Rebecca was already looking at me then she narrowed her eyes. "Then why are you dressed like that?" I narrowed my eyes at her, "like what?" she scoffed, "like you're going on a date with Isabella, your girlfriend" she said as she crossed her arms. I looked at Sam as he raised his eyebrows, clearly surprised. I sighed before turning to Sam and said, "come in and wait here, please." I then turned around and walked over to Rebecca, grabbing her by the arm and dragging her up the stairs to my room.

"Hey! Let go! Mommm-" "shut the fuck up" I cut her off. We arrived at my room and I shoved her in it. "What the fuck was that?! That's my friend right there-" "are you sure he's just a friend?" I narrowed my eyes " of course he is! And why did you bring up Isabella?! You don't even like her!" Rebecca scoffed, "just because I don't like her doesn't mean I should encourage you to cheat on her. And you didn't tell me you were into guys too. Since when were you Bi?" I immediately looked up at her "wha-no-I'm straight" "mhm okay. Keep telling yourself that Buck. it's clear that you have feelings for that guy downstairs." I scoffed, "I do not'' do I?...no, right? "Really? Because the way you were looking at him before you noticed I came running in says otherwise." I looked down. "Yeah whatever. We'll talk about this with ma later on at dinner. Have fun with your friend" Rebecca said as she walked out of my room.

It took me a minute to go back downstairs. Once I got downstairs, I saw Sam sitting on one of the hallways' chairs, on his phone. "Hey sorry about that..little sisters..are..y'know.." I said as I scratched the back of my head, chuckling nervously. "Yeah no I totally get it, my 16 year old sister's a brat", Sam said and chuckled. "My sister's 16 too.. goodness 16 year olds these days" Sam laughed, "yeah". Sam and I laughed some more and ended up staring at each other, smiling. His eyes were the color of gold, like a pool of honey under the sunlight. It was so irresistible, I can stare at it all day if I have to."We..should get going.." Sam said, breaking eye contact. I cleared my throat and looked down, "yeah no yeah let's..go".

Sam walked ahead of me, trying to open his car. My eyes couldn't help but trail down to his ass. Wow that's one nice ass. Sam turned around and I immediately looked away. "Nice car" I said as I got in the car , then added, "where'd you buy it?" Sam got in the car then replied, "thanks..um it's not mine...it's actually my aunts'. But I mean she calls it mine which...I dunno..yesterday she came over and took her stuff from this car so I decided..why not put my stuff in?" I hummed. The car ride was silent so Sam decided to play some music. 'Too Busy Thinking 'Bout My Baby' by Marvin Gaye started playing and Sam started singing along to it, feeling unembarrassed. I looked up at him, a smile started forming on my lips, he's so adorable. I then said, " you listen to shits like this?" Sam looked at me, "oh come on! Everyone likes Marvin Gaye!" I chuckled, "please, I like listening to The Sons Of The Pioneers", I said. Sam scoffed, "yeah okay". 

We stopped to get some food before making our way to a park. We got out, taking the food with us and walked side by side. We spotted a bench and went to go sit there. We chatted for so many hours and I absolutely loved it. I found out his favorite color is emerald green, his favorite food is fried chicken, he loves animals - but he mostly loves birds -, he wants to be a vet when he's older, and more stuff like that. He even told me about the time he found out he was gay and how his last school was homophobic. To my surprise, I even told him about what happened to my left arm. He was strangely okay with it.

Our moment was cut short when Sam's phone was being spammed with messages. "You're really likable huh?" I laughed but stopped when I saw Sam's face drop as he read the messages. "What's wrong, Wilson?" Sam didn't even look up at me as he said, "we have to go..um I have to go but you don't have a..ride so we have to go.." I frowned, wanting to ask why but didn't want to make Sam uncomfortable. "O-oh okay um let's go.."

The car ride was silent. No music played. No singing. No shared glances. Just silence. What happened to him? I hope it's not something dreadful. He pulled up at my front-yard and said, "see you tomorrow" "see ya"

A/N

Chapter 7 done <33

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