i'm not a fan of cheaters
hell
i've cheated
i even turned around to tell my abusive ass girlfriend what i did
knowing that it'd fuck my whole life up
so the fact that you can sit there in fuckin silence like that
blows my goddamned mind

how do you put someone you're supposed to give a shit about through that
and neglect to say anything
don't you dare give those bullshit excuses
about not wanting to hurt someone
because you made that choice
over
and over
and over again