I woke to Keon crying , "Keon what the fuck you crying foe" kordell yelled getting up
"I got it" I said getting out of bed and walking towards there room "come here baby" I said picking him up "what's wrong" I asked sitting down on his bed "I had a bad dream" he said wiping his eyes "was it another monster" I asked "yeah" he said "monsters aren't real" Kayden said waking up "they sure aren't" I said said kissing keons cheek "y'all go shower , I'm going back to bed , mommy sleepy"

I went back to bed for a few hours and got back up ready to start my day , my boys were dressed it's hot outside , what we finna do !

Kordell I said washing the dishes What he asked Why u say it like that I asked Like what he said Aggressive I mugged Cause I'm not in the mood Jai don't piss me off he said shaking his head I haven't even said nothing I mugged literally I added he got up and walked away on the phone Kordell I yelled I followed him into the living room where Keon and Kayden were watching tv kordell who you on the phone with I asked looking for a contact name Move he said snatching his phone

Give me mommy yo phone Keon laughed playing Move Keon I'm not playing kordell said pushing him off Dell I'm not playing I said who was that I asked Why he said looking at me
Really I said with watery eyes WHAT he yelled
Who was it I asked calmly deasha he said looking at me in a heartless manner

I walked to my room trying not to spazz out but I knew it was coming it's always deasha his ex he never gone leave that bitch alone I thought kordell walked in and closed the door
I instantly broke down "you told me you wasn't gone talk to her no more" I said 
"I know" he said sitting on the bed "then why" I cried

"she pregnant" he said

My heart dropped and everything in me felt broke like I could just pass out and I forgot how to breathe for a second , I instantly tried to cope with pain using laughter "u joking right" I said patting my heart to slow down he looked at me with tears in his eyes looking about as hurt as me

I fell to the ground "your serious" I sobbed
I sobbed for a few minutes while He sat on the bed with his hands in his head "jaidyn I'm sorry" he said walking towards me "I'm truly sorry" he cried "DO NOT TOUCH me" I yelled
Kayden opened the door and saw me crying
"Mommy what's wrong" he asked "Kayden not right now" dell said closing the door "nooo" he screamed "I want my mommy" he yelled hitting the door "me toooo" Keon cried absorbing the pain in the air

"Dell just let them in" I said he opened the door and they ran to me hugging me as tight as possible "I'm ok" I said wiping my eyes smiling
They sat on my lap and looked at kordell crying still "daddy crying"Keon asked "yeah why" Kayden asked

When they asked , the reason stormed back into my head like a lightning bolt and my heart speeded up and my throat got tight and tears came racing "go , lemme talk to him" I said pointing to the door "mommy" Kayden said "noww" I cried closing the door

"Jaidyn please forgive me , please" he begged
" she keeping the baby" I asked "it's a girl" he said my face melted and my body quivered "you already knew" I yelled of anger " you just now telling me" I added "get the fuck out kordell" I said "and don't come back" I yelled as he packed his clothes

Anger stormed through my body "we talked about having a girl together" I said "kordell how could u" I added "so u said fuck this family , right u can just make another one" I mugged "it's not like that" kordell said "what it's like" I asked "I slipped up" dell said zipping his bag "slip yo way out my house" I said "you see me leaving" he said "not fast enough" I said grabbing his bags helping him "if u throw my shit ima fuck u up" he said "as I threw the bags down the stairs "JAIDYN" he yelled "ooohhhh omggggg" he added hitting the wall

I kinda got scared so I backed off and let him leave "he not coming back is he" Kayden asked
"No" I said sweeping the glass that I broke
"Why" Keon asked "Cause yo daddy a fucking ASSHOLE" I yelled "asshole" Keon laughed
"Yes an asshole" I said still angry