Unconditionally

Katy Percy

Requested: Crystal-15

Nico di Angelo x Reader

(TRIGGER WARNING: DEPRESSION AND CUTTING)

Oh no, did I get too close?

Oh, did I almost see what’s really on the inside?

All your insecurities

All the dirty laundry

Never made me blink one time

            Depression is an uphill battle. And (y/n) knew it. She had always kept an eye on Nico just in case. Nico is one of her best friends; she couldn’t afford to lose him. Camp would be nothing without her deadhead best friend.

            Every Friday, (y/n) came over with a tub of ice-cream and a Disney movie.

            Nico had forgotten she was coming over.

Unconditional, unconditionally

I will love you unconditionally

There is no fear now

Let go and just be free

I will love you unconditionally

            (Y/n) instantly dropped everything. It startled Nico out of his sleep. Her face looked absolutely horrified. Tear pooled at her eyes and Nico didn’t know why till he realized he was wearing short sleeves.

Come just as you are to me

Don’t need apologies

Know that you are worthy

I’ll take your bad days with your good

Walk through the storm I would

I do it all because I love you, I love you.

            “(Y/n)” Nico whispered. “It’s not what it looks like these are old. I promise.” He lied. Nico couldn’t stand the look of pain plastered to her face. She walked over to him and held his arm. She ran a gently finger over them. Nico held back a hiss of pain.

            “These are new.” She whispered. Tears finally started escaping and fast.

Unconditional, unconditionally

I will love you unconditionally

There is no fear now

Let go and just be free

I will love you unconditionally

            “Nico.” She cried hared. “What would I do if I lost you?” Nico was shocked. He had always picture his death to be nothing. No one would care. No one would notice.

            “You would move on and-“

            “Why? Tell me right now. Why you do this? How long have you been doing to this?” She grabbed Nico’s hands “And what can I do?”

So open up your heart and just let it begin

Open your heart and just let it begin

Open your heart and just let it begin

Open you heart

            So Nico did just that. He started from the beginning. He told her about the first time he did it and how it made him feel.

            “The physical pain masks the emotional pain.” He says as more tears escape down (y/n) cheeks. Nico could tell she was trying her hardest to be strong.

            “What can I do to help?”

Acceptance is the key to be

To be truly free

Will you do the same for me?

            Nico thought about it. He looked at her puffy red eyes, her snot stained sleeve, and tear stained face.

“Please. Just keep doing what you’re doing and always be there for me.”

Unconditional, unconditionally

I will love you unconditionally

And there is no fear now

Let go and just be free

‘Cause I will love you unconditionally

I will love you (unconditionally)

I will love you

            “Always.” (y/n) lightly kissed Nico’s lips, in fear if she pressed to hard he would disappear.

I will love you unconditionally.