The walk back to Lincoln house was faster then I wanted it to be. I didn't wan to have to face Logan, how was I meant to tell him that I just kissed his best friend? He didn't react well when I was hanging out with Evan how was he going to react when I told him that I kissed Lincoln? All these thoughts swirled around my head as we walked home. Do I keep it a secret? Keep Logan in the dark?

Think Violet! How would you feel if Logan kissed your best friend and didn't tell you?! My blood boiled just thinking of Lucy and Logan. "Violet you okay?" I snapped out of my day dreaming and saw Logan waving his hands in my face with an amused look.

"Peachy." I answered and walked past him in to the house. I saw Bree dishing up in the kitchen and decided it would be a good idea to avoid Lincoln and Logan until I knew what I was going to do. "Bree you want some help?" I asked.

"Sure thing," she smiled, "how was your walk with Lincoln?" she queried as she drained some vegetables. I frowned and wondered if I should tell her or not. I mean she's close with Logan too, would she tell him? Would she tell him for me? Ugh! What's wrong with me? Am I that gutless I can't tell Logan that I had one little kiss with his best friend that meant nothing?

"It was interesting ..." I finally answered as she looked at me curiously waiting for my reply.

"How interesting?" She raised an eyebrow and looked at me knowingly. Already she knew when I was hiding something, if I'm this horrible at keep a secret from Bree how can I keep one from Logan?

"Can you keep a secret?"

"Absolutely."

"Lincoln kissed me!" I blurted out in a whisper yell and the look on her face was shock. Because he was her brother? Or because I'm engaged to marry her friend? I bit my lip nervously as I waited for her reaction.

"Did you like it?"

"Bree!"

"What? I don't think there's anything wrong with it. I mean you don't wanna marry him he doesn't wanna marry you." she explained and I laughed. It was rather simple if you put it like that but ... But what? Do I have feelings for Logan? It would explain why I feel so damn bad about the kiss with Lincoln. "Wait ... Violet do you have feelings for Logan?" She must have been thinking the same thing I was thinking. "You look really guilty; you'd only feel guilty if you had feelings for him." She concluded. I looked at her nervously and she gave me a triumphant grin.

"Shit." I groaned.

Ok there we are ladies and gentlemen! I Violet Billings have feelings for my jerk husband to be! This is gonna make things awkward. How do I act around him now that I know? "Aw this cute! Wanna know a secret?" I nodded my head for her to continue. "I used to have a big ass crush on Logan too! Maybe you haven't seen it yet but Logan has this completely different side to him that is protective and caring."

"I think I've seen a bit of it, when Evan started getting creepy."

"I think it's sweet." She told me while pointing a greasy spatula at me.

"What do I do?" I groaned with frustration.

"Violet, just go with it."

"Not the advice I was looking for but let's see how it goes." I took two plates that were filled with chicken schnitzel roasted potatoes and veggies. "Oh one more thing, Bree. Do you think I should tell Logan?"

"Tell Logan what?" Logan interrupted taking a plate from me and walking over to the table where Lincoln had frozen with fear. He glanced at Lincoln and then at me and back to Lincoln and put all the pieces together. He put his head down and sighed. He dropped the plate full of food and walked out the door. I gave the other plate to Bree and followed Logan.

He got outside and just stood there with his hands in his face. “I knew this would happen!” He cursed loudly and I frowned. He moved his hands from his face and looked me straight in the eyes. I wanted to look away because the look on his face was a mix of anger and sadness and I felt so guilty even though it had been Lincoln that kissed me. He took a step towards me his fists were bunches in to balls and I honestly thought that he was so mad he was going to hit me. He surprised by unclenching his fists and grabbing the back of my head tangling his fingers in my hair. His faced changed from sadness to passion and he gave me a small smirk and roughly pushed his lips to mine.

I didn’t know what to do my hands were down by my side and my eyes were wide with shock. He pulled away for a second to murmur, “Close your eyes.” I did as I was told and closed my eyes and managed to snake my arms around Logan’s neck. I felt him smirk in to the kiss; I then found my self thinking that he actually took it pretty well. Logan’s hands traveled down my body and stopped on my hips as he pulled me closer to him so that the only things between us were our clothes.

When we parted we saw that Lincoln and Bree were standing at the top of the stairs watching us, Lincoln looked relieved and Bree was grinning from ear to ear. “Well he took that pretty well …” Bree laughed as Logan took my hand and pulled me back up the stairs and inside. “Lincoln I swear to God if you ever try something like that with Violet again I might just have to kill you!” She snapped at her big brother. I giggled and sat down at the table with a big ass grin that I was having trouble wiping.

After dinner we sat down to watch a movie, about half way through my phone rang. Seeing as though it never rings; I immediately jumped off the couch and answered knowing that it would be one of two people. Lucy or my dad. Thankfully it was Lucy. “Hello?”

“Vi where the hell have you been?” Lucy’s shrill voice greeted me and I immediately grinned realizing that I had been missing her more than I thought. I went out of the room excusing myself as I went.

“Oh Luce! I have so much to tell you!”

“Well get on with it.” She laughed.

“Well ah maybe you should come and see me first, I mean it will probably go down better if we’re face to face. You know the apartment complex on Main Street?”

“Yeah the expensive looking one? Did you get a job on front desk?” She asked, I actually laughed at that. She really had no idea.

“Not quite. Go there tonight and call me when you get to the lobby.” I told her.

“Sure thing, what time?”

“Ah let’s say around ten?”

“Great I can’t wait to see you Vi!”  She sounded just as excited as I was. I smiled and we said goodbye and I went back to the movie.

“We have to be back bye ten.” I whispered in to Logan’s ear as he wraps his arm around my shoulders and pulled me closer to him. I couldn’t keep the grin off my face and he noticed and grinned at me while nodding his head.

We finally got back to the apartment and Lucy was waiting in the Lobby with her phone in her hand looking about like she was about to call me. I grinned like an idiot and ran over to her as she turned around to look through the door to see if I was there. “Violet!” She cooed and we hugged tightly like we hadn’t seen each other for about six years! “How are you? Who is the hunk?” She asked immediately when she saw Logan waiting for me.

“Well you know about that news I was telling you about?” I asked and she nodded her head. “Well you see that’s Logan and he’s my fiancé.” I grinned.

“What?! When the hell did this happen?” She shrieked and jumped up and down and I laughed.

“Come up stairs and I’ll tell you all about it.” I told her and started to walk to the lift when I realized I had forgotten Logan he was just watching Lucy and I. “Oh! Logan, this is Lucy, Lucy this Logan.” Logan smiled politely and I knew for a fact that my best friend was checking out my fiancé.

My fiancé. It flows right out of my mouth now; I don’t have to think about it. I’ve stopped thinking about what the rest of my life is going to be like. I only care about now. Now all I have to work on is getting Lucy to stop eying my man … that’s right. My man.