I never knew love would be this destructive and harsh, on someone like me who willingly gave my everything for her. Thinking back, I
was naive to let them play me on top of their hands. I should've known better that love's a sweet facade, a bitter charade, where hearts are played and illusions displayed.

...

Several years earlier

Nandito Ako Ngayon sa bar umiinom magisa. Di ko akalain na mapupunta Ako sa ganitong Lugar para magmukmok at kalimutan lahat-lahat ng sakit na dinulot ng pesteng cupido na Yan.

Bulag ba siya? screw it! di man lang inayos yung pagpana, palitan ko siya diyan eh. Bakit ko ba siya nagustuhan? kahit ako naguguluhan din eh but this freaking heart won't stop beating for him.

Anyways, I am quietly sobbing and drinking to my heart's content when suddenly someone sat beside me, I ignore him. Maybe there aren't available seats anywhere else besides the seat next to me.

"Hi, mind if I keep you in company?"

Bigla niyang sabi. hindi ko siya pinansin kasi baka hindi ako yung kausap niya.

Pero bigla niyang inulit yung sinasabi niya kaya napataas ako ng ulo para tignan siya.Kaso super malabo na yung paningin ko dahil tinatamaan na ako at dahil malabo din yung eyeglasses ko, hay lagi na lang may fog. Tinanggal ko na lang muna ito tsaka humarap sa kanya at pinunasan ito.

"M-Mind if I keep you in company? You've been sitting here all by yourself for the past hour, I can accompany you through the night giokgirghejoyfoujitfs mjihiyfjjutystiifresjsgfs."

hindi ko na narinig ang huli niyang sinabi dahil pabulong na lang ito at dumagdag pa ang malakas na ingay na nangagaling sa dance floor.

"Wala akong mind"

Sabi ko habang patuloy na nililinis ang salamin ko. Ha!? Did I seriously just said that? Ughhh kailangan ko ng umuwi at umiiral nanaman pagiging stupid ko.

Tatayo na sana ako nung biglang tumawa ng slight tong ta- ay gosh should I say Dyosa na bumaba sa langit para gawing tama ang pagkakamali ni cupido.

Nawalan na yata talaga Ako Ng mind...A jaw dropping masterpiece is in front of me looking so perfect that I just wanna stare at her for hours. Is she even real? she looks so heavenly breathtaking. Gusto ko na lang matunaw dahil nakakaoffend yung kagandahan niya.

Kaya mo naman gumawa ng ganitong kagandang nilalang lord bakit hindi mo man lang ako biniyayaan ng kahit 20% lang.

I stared at her for a while admiring her soft yet sharp features, her hazelnut eyes that gleams in this dark place, her perfectly arched eyebrows that matches well with it, adorable pointed nose her wavy golden hair that makes her even brighter and her  luscious soft looking lips that invites me for a taste- whaaat!

"Uuhhmm should I take your silence as a yes?" She said with a soft voice.

I was in awe with that angelic smile of hers but syempre d ko pinahalata, I stared at her with a straight face for a while, I looked at her intently while inspectioning every single corner of her face.

After doing that, I smiled at her sweetly and playfully winked at her. She is a beauty but not really my type.

Tumayo na ako para magwalwal sa dance floor nang biglang umikot yung paningin ko, napahawak ako sa counter at sa ulo ko sa sakit at hilo na nararamdaman ko.

"Hey are you okay?" Sabi niya.

"I'm good... yeah I'm feeling alright baby, I'ma have the best f*cking night of my life." sabay ko sa kanta habang sumasayaw at tumatalon.

I don't really care anymore about what I'm feeling right now at kung anong itsura ko ngayon, Wala na akong pakialam sa paligid ko.

I'm sorry for what you are seeing right now gorgeous goddess but just for tonight I'll go wild and leave everything behind and start another life tomorrow.

F*CK everything and everyone.

                             👁️👄👁️

This work is pure fiction; any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events, is purely coincidental and not intended.

Ps. This is my first story, so please bare with the typos, grammatical errors and cliches that will come in the future chapters 🙂