Tameka POV

"I promise baby this would be your last time, I promise I won't letchu do it anymore" My Mom Tonya said officially high from sniffing and really thirsty for some money.

"*Slaps* Bitch getcho ass in there and stop acting like a baby, it ain't none butcho second time doing it" My dad Mosso said.

"Please, don't let him do it to me. Please I'm only 14 Mom please"I begged as I was crying.

"This will be the last time-"Mom said but being cut off by my dad.

"Now get in there and shut the fuck up!"He yelled, as he shoved me in my room with a big black man.

I was trying to open it but he wouldn't let me, I screamed and kicked and kept going.

"Mmmmmmm, Let's see how yo body really flow" The man says.

"Wait please don't do this, I'm only 14, please please please"I pleaded.

He comes and try to take off my clothes as I grabbed a lamp and hit him upside his head and trying to kick the door in.

"BITCH*PUNCHES*" The man says.

Next thing I know I see nonething, but black but him throwing me onto my bed taking off my clothes, he didn't have to take off his, he was already naked.

"Please.....please...please" I said slowly.

"Be quiet and just let me do it to you" He says.

Squeak, Doom, Doom,Squeak, Squeak,Doom,  Squeak..

My bed kept making noises and the bed board kept hitting the wall as he was going in me with his huge dick.

"Ahhhhh, turn around to the back"He says.

I kept still, he pulled me by my hair and I had no choice but to kick and try to run to the door and tried opening it but he pulled once again, causing me to scratch his face deeply then he hit me multiply times in the face.

"Now turn around to the back girl" He says by turning me around forcefully.

"Can I just ask one question" I say before he slide it in the back.

"Yea and hurry, cause I got alot more stuff to do to you" He says.

"Why you rapping a 14 year old? What if someone did this to your family member or your daughter" I say letting a tear drop.

"First, you old enough for this dick, and you got the body for it and second I'm not dumb like yo parents..now back to this" He says as putting it in the back and hitting it hard.

30 mins. later.

"Now sit on it" He says.

"But I don't know how to do this" I says.

*Grabs me forcefully sitting on top of his, facing his face*

"Now you'll enjoy this" He says smiling.

3Hours later..

I just Laid there crying balled up as he pulled up his pants.

"Here's the three hundred just cause it was good" He says talking to my Dad.

"Thanks Jack, anytime to" Dad says to him.

Jack leaves.

"Babyyy, go get me some mo" My Mom says referring to crack.

"No Tonya, now getcho dumb ass out my face"Dad says yelling.

"But baby Mosso -"Mom says but being cut off by dad.

"*SLAPS*KICK*Now shut tf up bitch *Stomps*"My dad says then leaves.

Now my Mom is sitting on the floor crying in her blood. Should I leave this bitch on the cold floor or should I help her? I thought to myself. I mean my Mom was such a good Mom before my dad got her on that stuff, if she was back to the Mom I know, we'd probably be in a apartment together. I love my Mom so much and everyday I pray that she get it together. When I get this job next year I'm saving up on it even tho my dad probably just take it, but I will save on it for a apartment for me and mom and get my dad to rehab. I love both of them so much even tho my dad jumps on me for nonething and this is the second time they "sold" my virginity away.

I went over to the fridge with my sore body and grabbed ice and a towel and gave it to my Mom.

"Thankss baby"She says holding it to her face as I sat cleaning up the blood.

"You know tomorrow I'm going to stop, and and.. get a job, I never wanted to see you like this, and when I get the job we're out"She said sobbing.

I just nodded my head basically ignoring her because she said that last time. I helped her up, took her to her room and onto her pajamas.

"Goodnight,I love you"I said.

"I love you too"She said.

I went to the bathroom and ran some bath water than went to grab the gun from under the couch..

I sat in the tub thinking how can she love me, when she give me away to people I don't know. How can she love me when nobody else loves me? How can she love me.. I mean God dont even love me, putting me through shit, Why he doing this to me? I mean I'm to young for this..I dont have nobody and nobody cares, so why am I still living. I heard a shot BOOM BOOM.. I blacked out...