Getting out of bed Shawn heard soft laugher in the living room.
He made himself out just in his sweats his hair a total mess just like his emotions.
He had a roller coaster for a while now.

"Hey Shawn!" Camila greeted cheerfully setting down plates.

"Hi" his voice rough, shawn took a shirt from a couch and put it on.

"What's up bro?" His best friend Noah, asked.
He didn't want anyone to worry about his problems as well so he lied "I'm just - my head is pounding"

Camila sat down and put another plate on the table "come eat with us" he shocked his head saying with low tone "no, I won't bother you"

Chuckling, Camila looked at him "eat something, then drink a pill. I made food. I think it's delicious" he glued small smile while looking at her.
His gaze went to Noah who nodded.

Shawn sat down and in silence ate his food like a small child who just got yelled by his mum.

"So Shawn - how's college going. We haven't talked like a long time"
His eyes never left plate as Camila asked "good"

"It's a girl problem Camila" Noah said with laughter.
"There's no girl problem -" Shawn looked at him his eyes blood shoot.

"Oh really? Then go out, have some fun. Get drunk -"

"I can't I've exams to -" his voice whisper.
"Man. It's okey. Pick a random girl and do a quick fuck, you'll feel better I know that"

"OH MY GOD! Stop, would you?!" Shawn stood up and shouted taking Camila by surprise. Her eyes flew to her boyfriend Noah who was grinning. 

"Noah stop" she whispered kicking him under the table.

"I'm just tired. I'm going to sleep" Shawn went to his room and smacked doors aggressively.

"What's his problem?" Noah laughed but Camilas face stayed stone cold.
"You know?" Her voice wasn't confident but her eyes burned deep.

"What I know?" He asked taking food into his mouth.

"Nothing forget it, I'm gonna wash the dishes" she stood up and took Shawn's and hers plate. She threw them into the sink and sighed heavily.

Noah after some time got himself ready for late work he had.
"I'm going now" he pecked Camilas lips as she finished cleaning the kitchen.
"When will you go?"

"I'm gonna clean apartment and go then"

"Kay, bye"

"Goodbye"

Camila watched him leave and as he did she threw everything away and went into the bathroom where she took short but relaxing shower.

Walking by Shawn's door she saw that light is still on.
She went into the kitchen and filled the glass of water and walked to his room with pill in her hand she knocked softly.

"Come in"

Stepping in she saw him sitting on his bed with some papers, "hi, you didn't drink the pill" she gave him water and he took it with small smile and quiet thank he drank it.

Camila sat down and looked at the things he's been learning "how's going?"

He shocked his head "I don't know good?"

She laughed softly while scanning his face.
He is gorgeous, he definitely is.
Those hazel brown eyes like a pools of a rolling waves of honey in the sun.
That's how she would describe them.

That, cute little cheek scar.

"Are you okey Shawn, honestly?"

"Nothing to worry about, you?"

She rose her shoulders and they fell down with heavily sigh.
"What's up?"

"Noah" she whispered "what's up with him?"

"I don't know, he's - he's not like um- I don't know"

"He has changed?" She nodded "yeah I know"

"To you too?"

"A little" he said looking at her eyes. He could say she's disappointed and even sad, he isn't going to judge or anything, not even ask.

"Sorry um -im going to go...now -" she stood up but he gripped her hand gently, making her turn to him again.
Her body felt some strange things she couldn't even explain.

"You don't need to go, I - even think I need some company right now"

She smiled as he moved away on the bed and she sat down.
His bedroom is huge and it has a TV on the wall, spare bathroom, even small couch next to the big window.
His guitar on it, table desk was under some wall pictures.

"What do you want to do?" She crossed her legs watching him sat against bed.
"Talk" he said under his voice.

"Okey, um wait - do you have a girlfriend I've never seen coming here -"

"No I don't"

Her eyes softened "why, I mean. I've seen on college how girls look at you I mean -"

He chuckled playing with his fingers "I had girlfriend"

"What happened?"

He moved his gaze from her to dark sky outside "she cheated on me"

"Oh my God -" Camila had her hand on her lips disappointed at the girl who did that.
"I'm so sorry"  she collapsed into him and hugged him tight. He smiled hugging her back.

"You don't need to be sad about anything. It isn't your fault"

"Yeah but I still feel down" she said in his neck sending chills down his spine. He had his eyes closed.

"I think if Noah sees us like this he'll break me" Camila chuckled moving away but her smile disappeared quickly.

He scanned her for a little "having some trouble with Noah"

"Not actually a trouble, he's just I don't know - weird" she laughed some kind of a pathetic laugh.

"In the way?"
"No okey, let's not talk about him, let's have fun"

He stood up and gave her his hand "oh okey - what are we going to do"

He smiled. She did grin when she saw his smile, God he's beautiful.
"Just follow me"

He lead her into the kitchen, he took a bowl saying "first you're gonna taste my legendary pancakes, you'll be there"

She nodded sitting on the island table, watching him move in the kitchen smoothly, he turned on the music singing along.

"Kiss me like you wanna be loved" he sang making her smile in awe of him, she stood down singing with him, he gazed at her.
"This feels like a falling in love" she took his hands and they moved together in sync.

They danced while Shawn sang with his soft voice, Camila laughed out something even it wasn't funny at all, but she just needed to laugh.

"Oh my God, your pancake Shawn" he turned away from her and his eyes widened "okey this ain't legendary, this one is going to trash"

He threw it away, Camila cuddled on the floor her back pressed the table she laughed as tears rolled down her cheek.

He adored her for a second before speaking up "it isn't funny, you made me do that. It's your fault"

"I'm sorry -i can't" she looked up at him he had his smile still glued on.

-

"So, um it was pretty much embarrassing" Shawn finished his story of a first kiss.

Camila swallowed the piece of pancakes moaning "these are pretty good"

"Told you" he winked setting down the plate on cofe table.

She rolled her eyes sarcastically "my kiss wasn't kiss of a dream neither"

He started at her waiting her to tell him.
"Okey" she sighed "but don't laugh"

He nodded saying "I promise"

"So I was fifteen and I had a crush on one boy, he's still pretty tho" Shawn nodded curled up listening to a story.

"But he wasn't my first kiss, it was his best friend" Shawn groaned "shut up" she punched him quieting him down.

"It was a late night beach I don't know it wasn't a party, my friend dragged me there, and" she took a breath closing her eyes "before I say another word. His friends are dicks so -" she expressed herself with hands.

"They wasn't supposed to be there but they appeared, also my friend Ariana, you know her"

"That little evil angel, that's her" Shawn nodded after saying.

"Yeah her. She made a game, planning to stick me and my crush together but it went wrong. Her plan was all single people will get a kiss, unfortunately that night I got to know he wasn't single he dated some chick"

"Oh God"

"I lost my hopes but I went for it, his friend stood by me and I waited him to kiss me, like too shy, he grabbed my face gently and kissed me, I thought on kissing him back but he squeezed my ass then i smacked him"

Shawn bit his lower lip not moving "what?" Camila asked, he shocking his head putting pillow on his face.

"Hey" she grasped it away then he bursted in laughter "I just imagined you smacking that boy, oh my God"

She laughed together with him but she tried to stay mad at him "you promised you won't laugh"

"Baby no promises"

Camila looked at the clock on the wall "oh God it's late, Noah will be back and I said im going home"

He looked at her "you can sleep here, it's my apartment"

"No, it's okey, thank you -"

"But it's late for you to walk now"

She put her shoes on "I can call an Uber"

"No, I'll drive you" he stood up taking the plates, he put them in sink "no Shawn it's okey"

"Shut up and let's go"

He drove her to her apartment what was far away from his.
Drive was in silence but that comfortable one.
Slow songs played in his stereo as she listened him sing.

"Thank you Shawn. I owe you, for this night"

"You're welcome, Mila. See you soon"

"Good night" she kissed his cheek and she got out.

She bit her lip as she watched him drive away. She realized what she has done. She kissed his cheek.....is that mistake?

With smile she walked into the apartment finding Ariana fast asleep on her bed.
Camila fell asleep with dreamy smile and not a frow.

-

Shawn kicked him shoes from his feet "man where were you?" Noah asked as he got out of bathroom.

"I um took a ride around - I was bored" he kept his look down "why aren't you sleeping it's two am"

"I slept whole day" Shawn said walking to his bedroom "you had company, I see?"

Shawn remembered the plates what he left unwashed. He bit his lip, he's going to lie to his friend.
"Yeah, old friend crushed by, when you left"

"Do I know him or her"

Shawn stopped at his doors looking at him shocking his head.

"I don't think so, it's college friend"

"Good night, Shawn"

"Night"

A/n: GRAMMYS ARE TONIGHT SKSJSKSJJSKS IM SO NERVOUS