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Music: Terrible Things from Mayday Parade

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 Alexia’s POV

“Oh my dear God.” Niall’s mom said…scared? What was wrong with her? D-did I do something? She was about to fall but Niall caught her on time.

“Niall seat her on the coach I’m getting water with sugar. It may be the blood pressure.” I ran to the kitchen and filled a cup with water and sugar. I ran back to the living room and gave her the water.

“Mom what’s wrong?”

“Oh…uhm nothing… it was probably nothing…son can I speak to you?” She looked at me still a bit pale. “ Alone please.”

That caught me unprepared. I wasn’t actually waiting for her to act like that with me. She doesn’t like me? I nod and left the living and pretending that I closed the door. I glued my head trying to listen to their conversation. I know it’s rude but I need to know if Maura hates me. I mean she’s Niall’s mom I can’t have her hating me…

“Mom what the hell was that? I introduce you for the first time to one of my girlfriends and you basically tell her she’s not welcomed?”

“I-I’m sorry! I wasn’t expecting her to look so much her… I know the magazines use a lot of Photoshop. Can’t you see my dear? Can’t you remember how she looked like? I know you were young but we were so close you must remember! She looks so much like-“

“You know it’s a bit rude to listen to others people conversations right?” I turned to the voice coming from my back with my cheeks super red of my embarrassment . I was caught. A taller boy was standing in front of me with a huge grin on his face. He looked a bit like Niall he must be his brother. “You must be Alexia. I’m Greg. Don’t worry you’re secret is safe with me. But you don’t have to do that… Mom likes you.”

“She likes me? It didn’t look like that when she saw me… she literally was passing out when she opened the door. I just have to live with the idea that my boyfriend’s mother does not like me. At all.” I said with a sad smile.

“Calm down a bit. You’re making a tsunami in a glass of water. Mom doesn’t hate you, she’s probably a bit surprised. I mean you are the first girlfriend Niall had since…uhm…since a person…”

“I know about Elmo. And I know I’m the first but I just feel that she doesn’t actually like me. I need to rest for a bit. If Niall asks tell him I’m in our room. And uhm sorry we had to meet like this.” I gave him a small smile and made my way upstairs to our room. I wasn’t totally recovered so I could used that as an excuse to not have dinner downstairs today. Maybe I won’t have dinner at all, it’s not like I’m hungry.

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“Alexia are you sleeping love?” Niall’s head appeared at the bedrooms door frame. He was beautiful like always.

“No I was uhm working… Come in.” Niall came closer to me to me and sat on the other side of our bed. I wanted to hug him but I figured maybe it wasn’t the best thing to do… He took my hand in his and looked me in my eyes. I gave him a week smile. It was the only thing I could do right know. I mean his mother hates me. And even if I didn’t want to it really upset me. Because… I don’t know why but…she’s too important for me. It’s so hard to actually feel this way and not know why. It really gets on my nerves. I set my gaze on my jeans. It’s funny to think about it, how the smallest things become the most interesting ever when you are nervous or trying not to talk about something. “I’m sorry…” I whispered. I couldn’t tell me him that it really bothered me that his mother actually hated me. I would be selfish if I did that.  He wouldn’t say it but I know he would be a bit sad about that. He pulled me into his chest and hugged me. I immediately hugged him back, I needed it. I haven’t done it in a while, and to be honest hugging my pillow when Niall wasn’t around was not enough.

“For what?”

“For making your mom hate me. This was not how I planned to meet her.”

“She doesn’t hate you… Trust me… It’s just…she says you look a lot like an old friend of hers…And since she died, it was a bit hard for my mom to see you. And if anyone has to apologize is me, for my moms attitude, I’m so sorry if she made you feel unwelcomed she didn’t want that.  I came here to tell you that dinner’s ready.”

“I’m not hungry…”

“You have to eat love… But ok we can do a midnight snack. I’ll stay here with you.”

“Is this the time that I say ‘Oh my God Niall Horan just gave up on food because of me.’?” I giggled. I know fans always say that if Niall shares his food or gives up on food because of a girl it’s because he really likes her. It’s not like it’s like that, he’s a normal lad. Well except his massive love towards food. He’s not selfish though. I remember Louis telling me that they were the one that invented all those rumors about Niall and food.

“No because only my fans are aloud to do that. Oh by the way tomorrow don’t set up anything ok?”

“Why?”

“Because we have to…uhm…go somewhere.” I lifted my body from his chest confused. Where were we suppose to go? I don’t recall ‘One Direction’ having any social meeting tomorrow. And tomorrow it’s Sunday. Niall likes to sleeping until late so he would never actually plan anything with the boys. “And we have right after lunch. Don’t look at me like that, I’m dead serious. I can’t tell you where we are going though. Oh and please don’t take any weapons, and wear something confortable because we won’t be back until late night.”

“Ok you’re scaring me now. Where are we going?”

“Surprise love.”

“I hate surprises, and take out that huge grin, it’s not funny that I don’t know where are we going! Please can you at least give me a clue?” He shifted himself staying in front of me. I immediately blushed with this sudden closeness. I could easily lose myself in his deep blue eyes. He smiled at my faces sudden change of color. Tucking some hair behind my ear he leaned closer to me. He claimed my lips with his kissing me softly. “Please just one tinny clue.” I asked smugly as we broke apart. He rolled his eyes wrapping some of my hair around his finger and leaning his forehead on mine.

“You are really stubborn aren’t you? Already told you that it’s a surprise. Trust me on this one I think you’ll like it.” I gave up after this one. He’s not telling anything so I guess I’ll have to wait until tomorrow, if I don’t get mad before that.

Someone knocked at our door and came in. Her eyes locked mine, she was trying to hide her discomfort but it was pretty clear to me. I just hope Niall wouldn’t realize it. I knew she wasn’t doing it on purpose she was even trying not to but whoever I resemble to her was really special and had a piece of her hearth. “I’m sorry if I’m interrupting. I came here to tell you Niall that dinner is in the table and your brother is waiting for you. And uhm… if I could have a talk with you Alexia before we go downstairs.”

Both of us looked at her surprised. I never actually thought that she would want to talk with me. Specially in private. Niall just nodded and made his way downstairs. I stood up from my bed and invited her to Niall’s little sofas on the other side of his room. She gave me a small smile and followed me siting on the sofa in front of me. “I asked Niall to go downstairs because I don’t want you to think that I’m doing this because of him my dear.”

She wasn’t angry, or disgust, or scared. She was speaking softly like a mother would do. A mother… something I never had… Or I had and don’t remember. It’s pathetic to get this emotional just because of a adjective. My dear… I would give anything to hear my mother say that to me. Just once… Just five minutes to just listen to my mother calling me dear…To hug her…just like I did in my memory… To tell her…that… I loved her. One last time. One last time to kiss her and tell her she was the person I loved the most in my life. To hear my dad calling me his princess. Doing a stupid magic trick. Those small things that I could remember they were the most important thing to me. What I love the most was my dad’s necklace. I don’t remember him doing it or giving it to me but I know that it was him. And that it was him who did it, he had written on the red heart ‘Made with love to my special Angel. We love you Princess. –Mom and Dad.’

Kids this days don’t give the attention parents deserve. It was like the other day… I saw a teenage girl she was probably what? Sixteen. Her mom said that she couldn’t afford a car for her birthday and she stormed out of the store yelling that her mother was a bitch and that she hated her. Her mom broke right there. I just stared at that thinking how painful that must’ve been to that mother. Hear her own child, the one that she carried for nine months saying that she hated her. She tried to cover all her tears but they were too much to hide. I left all of my groceries and ran to her wrapping my arms around her. People that were watching all this probably thought I was mad. But this woman needed some pity. She needed someone to hug her telling she didn’t do anything wrong.

“I’m sorry that I made you think that I didn’t like you or that you were not welcomed. I swear that was the last thing I wanted. I’m sorry for my reaction. It’s not that I hate you, in fact it’s the opposite. You made my son happy again since his best friend died. How can I hate you? But that’s not the point right now. The point is I’m sorry. You resemble so much a old friend of mine that died that when I saw you it was too much for me. Because it was like I was seeing her again and it was so painful.” Her voice was already cracking. She was doing her best not to cry. And so was I. She made me feel like she was my mother. And seeing her suffer made me suffer. “You are a wonderful girl Alexia. I can see why my son loves you. I bet your parents are really proud of their daughter-“

“I… m-my parents died w-when I was nine years.” She covered her mouth with her hand in shock. I gave up on fighting against my tears and let them scroll down my face. She pulled me into a hug and I didn’t refuse it. I needed it. We both needed it. I met her today but she was already so important to me. I know I would give my live to her.

“My dear I’m so sorry…” She whispered. “You have a family now… please don’t ever forget that!” I smiled. She was right I did have a family. Niall, the boys, Eleanor, Perrie, Danielle, Maura, Jane… they are my family. They are the ones I would give my life to protect.

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I woke up to find the bed empty. I looked for my phone to see what time was it. Ten Thirty. What was Niall doing already up? This was defiantly not normal. He usually would sleep until two in the afternoon. Waking up at ten to him was like waking up at five in the morning to normal people. I went to the bathroom and striped all of my clothes entering the shower. The feeling of the hot water running trough my body was amazing. It was the best feeling you could have when you just woke up.

I went downstairs to find Niall mom cooking some bacon and Niall and Greg arguing and laughing about what video game was the best to play as a team. After a while I found myself staring at them, hidden on the back of the door. They were such a perfect family. And I felt blessed that they considered me family as well.

“Would you boys please make less noise? You’ll wake up Alexia. Let her sleep.” Maura said taking the juice out of the fridge and placing it in the table.

“Mom turned out to be Alexia’s number one fan. But what about you Niall? You really like this girl don’t you?”

“That is so obvious Greg. I mean look at him we are just talking about her and his eyes are sparkling. He loves her. Would he plan all this huge date if he didn’t? I remember when your father at me with that sparkle, well he still does. You know where I want to get right Niall? She’s a keeper.” So that was where we were going? On a date? Niall planned a date… for me? I had a huge grin plastered in my face. He was doing that just for me.

“He always was the romantic type mom. Remember when he used to give all those flowers to Elmo?”

“Can we not talk about this please? Alexia is probably almost ready she can come to the kitchen any minute now and I want it to be a surprise please.”

“Sorry dear. What time are you going to be home?”

“Mom… I’m not fifteen. Probably before midnight.” I decided that maybe this was a good time to come in. I smiled at all of them and sat next to Niall at the kitchen balcony. He gave me a kiss in the cheek while Greg gave me a side hug. A Horan hug. The most famous hugs in the whole world.

“So uhm where are we going after lunch?”

“Somewhere in England.” Niall answered with a smirk. I looked at Greg with a ‘help me’ look but he just shrugged and whispered sorry. “By the way Eleanor and Louis are coming in a few to see you and say hello. The others wanted to com but I told them that if they came all together you would eventually get tired and you can’t be tired this afternoon.”

“Yes boss.” Everyone laughed at this and we continued talking about random stuff.

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“MOM!! WE’RE LEAVING NOW!” Niall yelled from the front door. Maura appeared seconds later giving both of us a kiss.

“Bye see you tomorrow I guess. Please don’t make too much noise when you arrive home. And Niall don’t brake Alexia! And Alexia dear if you get tired tell Niall. You’re not fully recovered yet.” A gave a quick hug and ran to the car while Niall got out of the garage.

“Can you tell me now where are we going?” I asked closing the cars door.

“Just wait a bit longer love. We are almost there.”

“Niall… Is this a date?”

“Will you let it be a date?” he began to drive away from the house. His hand reached mine and entwined our fingers.

“I don’t think we are aloud.” He took a quick look at me and took his hand away from mine. “But my job always thought me that rules are made to be broken.” I reached his hand and squeezed it a bit. I leaned closer to him and left a small peck in his cheek. The radio started playing ‘Terrible Things’ by Mayday Parade. I loved this song. The story in it was beautiful and so pure and at the same time sad. “ By the time I was your age I’d give anything to fall in love, truly was all I could think…” I began singing really low. Niall looked at me encouraging me to continue singing. I didn’t even realize I was singing but Niall seemed to like. Too bad I was too embarrassed to continue.

“ That’s when I met your mother the girl of my dreams the most beautiful woman that I’d ever seen.” He continued looking at me.  He was trying to make me continue but I was too shy to do that. “ She said boy can I tell a wonderful thing I can’t help but notice you starring at me I know I shouldn’t say this but I really believe I can tell by your eyes that you’re in love with me.” If only he knew that my eyes were really trying to tell him that. Right now I couldn’t help it. I wanted to sing. So yeah YOLO or whatever those weird people say nowadays.

“Now son I’m only telling you this because life can do terrible things…” We both sang.

“Now most of the time we’d have too much to drink and we’d laugh at the stars and we’d shared everything too young to notice and too dumb to care love was story that couldn’t compare.” He let me continue alone, this song was so full of love. Singing it with Niall was perfect.

“I said girl can I tell you a wonderful thing I made you a present with paper and string open with care now I’m asking you please you know that I love you. Will you marry me?”

“Now son I’m only telling you this because life can do terrible things…You’ll learn one day I hope and I pray that God shows you differently.” We sang together.

“She said boy can I tell you a terrible thing? it seems that I’m sick and I’ve only got weeks please don’t be sad now I really believe you were the greatest thing that ever happened to me…” He squeezed my hand and kissed it softly.

This song…It’s basically my story. But it wasn’t my father who thought me not to love anyone. It was life. Life thought me that I couldn’t love anyone because they would disappear with time. My mother, my father, Jake… They all disappeared and that broke me. Broke me in pieces inside. But Niall… He’s teaching me how to love again. I didn’t ask for it but I’m so grateful it happened. I don’t actually have to pretend to smile because with Niall I didn’t have to pretend. I didn’t have to act like everything was ok. Because he would hug me and would make me feel so well after a few seconds.

“Now son I’m only telling you this because life can do terrible things.”

“I love this song.” I said my voice cracking.

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We kept silence all this time. I looked at the window and I saw what it looked like a… castle? Wait a minute. It’s… The Tower of London? What are we doing here?

“We’ve reached the first stop.” I looked at him confused but that didn’t stop him from unbuckling his seat belt. He was about to open his car door when I stopped him and waited for questions. But he just kept his massive grin.

“What do you mean this is our first stop? The Tower is closed at Sundays remember?”

“You see, they kind of opened it just this day, of just this year and just for us.” That totally caught me unprepared. Was he actually doing all that to me? Oh God that must’ve been so expensive…in fact I thought that was impossible. “Are you coming or are you staying in the car?” I didn’t even notice Niall was already out of the car and wanting for me. I was still speechless. I can’t believe he did this all just for me. I got out of the car and he locked it. We started walking to the Tower hand in hand.

“I didn’t know it was possible to ‘rent’ the tower for a day.”

“Technically it’s not. But lets just say that when in comes to romantic dates or special events Harry is like Superman.”

“I thought Louis was Superman.” I giggled.

“You got a point. If I ever told that Harry was Superman in front of Louis he probably would be angry at me. Ok Harry’s uhm… Robin! Yeah that’s it… he’s Superman’s side quick.” I started laughing at his affirmation.

“Robin is