alilbleachneverhurt
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Going back, back to the line where it said she knew her mental health wasn't the best and her emotions were usually everywhere. Her thoughts, her job, her father, and the worse of them all...the stress. Stress was everywhere she went. At home because her father was home.School because she thinks that everything will just wall apart and crash in on her, her grades dropping, her friends leaving her to rot, the school giving her the worst review on her permeant record saying that she was a horrible student that was horrible and didn't deserve to be on a professional volleyball team, which was her dream since she was a kid; Plus her father caring more about her grades and how she looks than her as a person. A volleyball match because she thinks if she makes any wrong move, she'll ruin her chances of making it big, making everyone on the team disappointed and hating her forever for her mistakes. Not saying that she hasn't made any mistakes. She has and she knows it. No one's perfect. But she's always been forced to see that perfect is the only option. Perfection is the only way she'll make everything okay. Perfection was the only thing that made her family love her. Perfection will be the thing that will help her through her future. Perfection.Overall angst fest for ya'll! There will be moments where there won't be angst, but yeah..you have been warned. This story is about my oc, Lelia Tarantino, an Italian teenager that moved to Japan after a certain someone died.Her parents are shit in this, but this doesn't reflect all Italian parents!! Not all Italians gamble!! And not all Italians are abusive!! I am Italian and I just wanted to pour my looks and other things like mental health into the mix!! This takes place in 2012-current times! I update every Wednesday and I hope you take your time to read my train wreck of a story! Cover art from - https://twitter.com/manuhamu/status/928501237229563904 OR manuhanu on twitter!!(='∇`=)φ Thank you!!…